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June 2006



Tonight is my first night here at VampireFreaks and I'm lovin it.



I got to read and comment to one of my favorites (Forlorn) tonight.



I just wanted to start my journal off with something instead of leaving it.



I had work today, well actually it started out with going to the VA for a doctors appt. and I'm healthy so far.



I guess I like working for the military since you get all your blood testing and such for free along with medication.



I went to work. I've been doing Funerals Honors for the military. What that is, is me and two other soldiers get a request to come be apart of the funeral for veterans that pass away. We go to the cemetary and the color guard team will be there some times.



Once all the family and the casket have arrived the chaplain talks, then two of my team mates go to the flag and salute it and then hold it up on each ends.

The color guard shots there weapons and I play a fake buagale. After I'm done the two holding the flag will fold it a certain way then present it to the family.



I forgot that I couldn't eat the night before my doctors appt. starting at 8:00pm so they can test my cal. correctly.



So once I did leave the doctor I was so hungry so I stopped at Mc Donald's for a #1 with a coke and went off to work.



Did I tell you how I had to change my cothes in my car so I wouldn't be late. That was an event in it self, but it worked out without me being seen.



Well my journal it was nice talking to you to day and I'll have to think up a name for you soon.



By by friend...................................

Mood:Happy to be here

Music:AFI "MISS MURDER"

July 2006



Hey Little Raven



Well here I go again feeling lonely with no one to talk to.

I tried felling the loneliness with studying some of my Japanese Language sofeware, but after a few lessons I'm back at the beginning of my loneliness.



I guess I wish I had some emails to answer maybe a wink or two, something to do.



My family is going out of town tomorrow to Arkansas. They will be visiting the family down there. Even though I'm going to school the minute they get back I didn't want to ride down to Arkansas all cramped up with my brother and sister. I did that for years and I'm not doing it any more.



Hopefully they will go to my mothers grave and leave some flowers and pray for her and the others that past away.



As I go to cemetaries to do my funeral honors I look at the tome stones dates of birth and the day of their death.



It amazes me that here are the remains of people that lived a century ago. Kinda blows me away seeing all of that....



I guess I would love to grow old but still be beauiful on the out side to. I know its wishful thinking unless I get surgery done but I don't want to go under the knife.

So I guess I'll be keeping this skin or should I say staying in this skin, which ever, for all of my dying days.



Good by my friend



Victoria Lashay Green











Mood:lonely and sadden

Music:Nothing but the beat of my heart

July 2006



Hi Little Raven



I missed you and the new friends I made online today.



Well I went to SummerFest with my friend Victor and I had a nice time. There was some great bands playing there and I was so excited when I heard them all play. There was this one band from New York playing and they were great and I loved every bit of it.



Nine Inch Nails will be playing at SummerFest on July 2, 2006, but sadly I will not be going to see them play.



I went to club nothing with my friend Victor the other night and since I didn't eat first I only drunk a Sire Off Ice and played one game of pool and won. Then we went to get some thing to eat and I order a steak since I really like eating it. That was the end of that night since we both had work the next morning.



I've been taking care of my grandma's two dogs while the family is out of town.



Good bye my friend





Victoria

Mood:A little Happy

Music:Nothing right now

July 2006



Hello Little Raven and All who may read this



Well I went to NCO school to become a SGT and I passed. I feel great and that I'm moving forward with my career. In August I plan to take my DA Form photo and turn in my AGR Packet, so I can work full time where ever I want. I won't leave Milwaukee, WI, but I will move out of my family home.



It will take up to three months til I'll know what jobs to choose from, so I'll just continue to do funeral honors.



I plan to go to the Dells in August for three days and I can't wait to go with my friend and all the people from his job at U.S. Bank.



Well so far life is grand and I'm just doing it one day at a time.



Til next time my friend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Victoria Lashay Green

Mood:Feelin good

Music:Nothing right now

I've never been through anything besides losing my mother. She did drugs for 20 odd years and had a brain tumor and died at the age of 42, I think.



Its crazy because at the time I was in Iraq and had to come home two weeks early for her funeral.



I was only home a week before she died on vacation. I was happy that I at least seen her not long before she died. I even bought her a gift before I went back over sea.



Me and her didn't have a good relationship when she is high, but when she's not, she's the best mother ever.

She love reading, cooking, cleaning, talking to people. She the kind of person everyone knows.



And now she go.

The way she was going with being off and on drugs I didn't think she'd ever die, but at heart I knew it was only a matter of time.