The Night is calling, beckoning;
Waiting to be seen
Darkness reckoning,
Against the mainstream.
Quiet, I sit, contemplating;
Around me, stirring demon things.
Power growing, pulsating
The underworld is my playground.
Shadows lengthening, light dimming,
Here I am safe and sound.
The transformation, ideal information,
Becoming a true form,
The end result is my initiation,
Set against the norm.
I rise to set free the things I’ve awakened,
The world shudders above me.
Calling on all the Forsaken,
Rise, Rise, I set you free!
Sisters
You and I are sisters,
As different as night and day.
Walking past the places
Where we used to play.
But you’re gone now,
Living your own life.
Separated by the choices we made.
The closest friends, now gone astray.
Where are you now?
I wish you’d call
Just to hear your voice again, is all.
Sisters are more than friends, they are family.
Not only tied by blood, but by similarity.
Hoping we’d see each other again
You, hoping for the same,
Weeping softly as I whisper your name
Open your heart to those you trust
And betrayal will be thrust,
Into your veins, into your mind.
Never born of the same kind.
Your mind, your body and your soul,
Will wither with age old;
Questions as to why you were put here.
Voices of the Night calling you near.
Beckoning to embrace you in its arms,
Screams sounding in alarm.
Haunting, falling, tearing at your flesh,
A punishment that suits you best.
The road to perdition was all because,
Of someone else’s flaws.
Now you have to suffer, and they get away,
Tears falling, as you pray,
For a Savior, knowing he’s not there.
Calling for the one so dear,
To save you from this terrible place.
You look up and see his face.
Used To...
We used to be friends,
But now who cares?
Reminiscing all the times we’ve shared.
Going a different way, on our own path
Who knew this friendship wouldn’t last?
Whether it was her fault or mine, it doesn’t matter.
All I know is my heart is tattered.
Even if you value the friendship, it’s bound to end,
You’ll have to get to know each other again.
I’d like to keep the friends I have,
But each life takes a different path.
Whether it’s Fate, or just plain chance,
My friends twirl in a round about dance.
I did this for you and you thank me by complaining
Life and living with you is straining,
Me until there’s nothing left
Leaving me bereft
Of everything I’ve worked for
All because of you.
You say you don’t mean it,
But you hold no truth.
No wonder I’m pissed all the time,
No one appreciates me.
No wonder I’m depressed all the time,
You give no value to me.
Your love is unconditional
That leaves me hopeful
But then you do something totally unimaginable:
You take my pride, and who I’ve become
Leaving me to pick up the pieces and then some.
You don’t realize you’re doing it
(I have to get out)
To bluntly put it,
(You’re making me shout)
Trying to be my own person but it’s not easy
With someone breathing down your neck and squeezing
The life right out of you, pulling you back
You can’t do this to me I’m fighting back.
Taking control, making mistakes
I’m pulling out your heart and driving in a stake.
Watching it bleed the control you had on me
Watching it die, while I become free.
My life torn between two worlds. Images in my head twirl. Storms raging, inside and out, Sitting in my little corner, afraid. Lightning flashing, thunder crashing, making my ears ring. Voices whispering, demons coming, closing my eyes to make it go away. Shadows dancing, monsters laughing; they won’t go away. Darkness stretching, me retching, wishing the demons to take me away. Not wanting to go, but not wanting to be; becoming one, never me.
Storms rage for all to see
Its tremendous power it gives freely.
It matches my mood, down to the core.
Teasing my soul of wanting more.
Down comes the rain,
pouring like tears.
As it begins to wash away my fears.
Lightning courses through my veins
In an attempt to give pain.
But I feel nothing but energy.
My soul awakes and flies free.
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