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i feel extra perplexed. i met a guy and he and I hit it off on many levels. we have hung out twice. Well the first time was amazing we talked for three hours in his sectret sanctum which is just a cool littlwe spot out by where he lives where you can see the whole sky. So it was a full moon it was Beautiful in so many ways. after i came home we talked for a few hours on the phone, while everything was going good and then all of a sudden he told me to turn away and run away from him. hung up on me. So I called him back and toldhim no pretty much. ill make my own decisions about that kinda thing. so we hung out again last night and talked and shared music with eath other. which was pretty much like i was talking to myself in that department lol. so im kinda spontaneous. im not scared of anything. it was colder out we bundled up and told him lets go so we went out to the spot and we listened to some more music and danced just randomly. he told me he likes me and im fun and then he told me god i love you. he said i mean not like sexually but you know. i understood exactly what he meant. he also tried to push me away. and was amazed and surprised that i even went out there with him. you know could be killed or something tragic you know... so the deal is. im getting divorced i split with my husband 6 months ago havent really had a real relationship with him in a year. so yes i want to move on and this person is amazing and good looking to me sweet to me and honestly perfect if you will .we are similar. i feel like ive met my kindered soulmate. i know its a long shot and all with so many ppl in the world. but aagghhh the thing is he still hangs out with his ex. they have only really been split up for about 6 weeks. i know its too soon for him but we click like somethig out of a fariytale. i feel like he is confused about it because she is about 20 yrs older than him and she is in a way comfort for him. they help each other out and on his days off he stays with her in town. i know he loves her but she is seeing other ppl too. so its a bit confusing and im not the patient kind of erson. i dont know what to do really. just let it go or proceed with caution?.. i dont like being second best in any way. so this is really hard for me. We have so much in common with each other. like a creepy kind of everything. its like talking to myself at times. so i have no idea what to do at this point. because im sure i already met his ex. she is a dental hygenist and worked on a tooth for me lol so yea this is strange for me.