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If you Really know me
01:22 Aug 26 2008
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If you really know me you will speak to me.You will know of my bubblypersonalityof the dark depression inside.You will learn to figure out hoe to tellwhen i am hurt you may not be verbaly talking to me but if you truely know me you will be able to tell by the simple words i write. You truely know me im sure you will love me. I hope you never leave my side. Though i may be open as a book to most my most important issues lie deep inside. Get to know me help me let my walls down slowly. Open up to me as i may to you. If you truely know me you will see the real me. You will know of my ups and downs.So dont act like you know me I wont tell you nothing. I may be your friend but you dont know the real me.
You'll Never believe
01:13 Aug 26 2008
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Yoy will never believe what is going on. Im in such a situation.Lately I was meeting a friend of my girlfriends we were all talking.Then he started to ask if we got married who would takes whos last name.Then I thought of Ryan and reminded her he loves me too.So i dont know what i want to do.I love them both but i dont think i could marry a girl. Plus me and Ryan have talked of marraige too so yea...In the back of my mind i know im too young to think of marraige.So im scared im also scared i may be falling to quickly.Both of them know I want to have a little fun before i tie the knot. On to other news...one of my best friends is mad at me I have a bit of a habbit of flirting. Hwe told me he loved me but i thought he knew i had a boyfriend but i had to find out the hard way he didnt know.Then to top it off imet another girl but this time i straight up told her i was taken.But i think she may still like me for more than a friend.I cant do all this stuff!!!! Im screaming cuz im not used to huring people. I love Hope and Ryan yet others like me. Im just trying to be a good friend and flirt because thats who i am.Oh well everything is going to work out i hope and pray it does.Mean while i love being on the computer. I love keeping my stats up but it feels like ive got a million things to do. I ignore most of it but i do have to check in on my other sites *sigh* so i guess thats about it for this entry.
Who would I be if I didnt know you?
04:40 Aug 23 2008
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Where would you be if you didnt know me is the better question.Would it affect you at all? Would it hurt you if I never existed? Iv'e asked you so many times if life would be better without me. You always reply that im the reason you are still around.But still i question it. Look at all the things you have to buy me.See where all your money goes?What if i wasnt here at all? Would your marraige have lasted?You say its not my fault but the pain wells up deep inside me. It hurts me still. It seems as though things would be if you didnt know me. If i could get 1 hour to see what life would look like I would take it. If im wrong and things are worse maybe i could appriciate things better. If you didnt know me would you be alive at all? Would my mother still love my father?Then finaly I realized it may not all be so great. I think of those I have helped. I believe they are truely greatful.Where would they be if they didnt know me? Would the end result come out for the best? But hey what can i say. where would I be if I didnt know me? If I was born of someone else would i be me? I am afraid to know.I pride myself on my personality.Now for you reading where would you be if you didnt know me?
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