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So...update.



I am graduating in April with my BFA in Fashion Design and Merchandising. YAY!!!

I would like to someday work in fashion show production for Alexander McQueen. And live in London making my own designs on the side.



I am in love with a boy in Lithuania, named Jack. Hes amazing. He's been here a few times to see me. Can't wait til im done with school and I can go to Lith with him.



Our relationship is staying open for the time being because of the distance, so I have an amazing friend with benefits named Victor. hes such a dork, amazing in bed, and a perfect kisser. wish i would have known him awhile ago. lol



I am studying witchcraft/wicca. I plan to dedicate myself to the craft. the beliefs make most sense to me in this religion. i plan to have a proper dedication ceremony and do the proper year and a day of study before initiation. i dont plan on joining a coven, at least not right now. but im open to it in the future.



i did my first drug earlier this year. i wont ever do any ever again, but i did have an amazing spiritual experience while i was high. ecstasy. i was in my friends garden staring at the moon/stars when i witnessed the trees and plants talking to one another. not literally, but the whispers in the wind, the movement of the leaves and branches, was such an amazing thing to witness.



looking back at past journal entries, esp in my dreams/nitemares, i realize i need updates in there too. and i realize that my mind has had some extremely disturbing shit occur at night.