He sits in front of the piano
His anger is palpable
He lifts his hands to the keys
And drops them back into his lap
His grand masterpiece written for her
A work of the heart, of the soul
Tastes likes ash in his mouth
The betrayal burned a darkness
Beyond imagining into his dreams
Again he lifts his hands
This time caressing the keys
As he once did her beautiful body
But his anger grows stronger
He feels a need to hurt back
To destroy the very thing he so loved
He looks at his musicians hands
Wondering, could these be used to kill
Rather then to create
His anger will not abate
He lifts his hands to the keys
At first it is as before, just a touch
Then as if compelled, he plays
Not the masterpiece he spent months writing
A new piece, composed from his dark soul
His hands attack the keys as if they were her
The music speaks his pain as it reaches it's crescendo
It is the best thing he has ever done
He sits back and starts laughing
In love he thought her his muse for life
Now in hate she has given him an even greater gift
The choice between the light and dark now made
His gift will soon be eternal as his music
She fades into the annals of time, long forgot
In a wilderness of absurdity
One perfect moment of clarity
The noises silenced,
Peace is declared
Inside my soul.
Finally a freedom
From the torment
Fermented in my heart
What you want no longer matters
It is the certainty of the self
That has lifted my burdens
Allowed me to walk my road
With pride not shame
Finally I am released
From the guilt of sins
Fermented in my mind
Secrets held so dear
Never shared, encaptured
Branded upon my brow
Scarred into my life
Have now been freed
Finally I feel lighter
From just sharing the truth
Fermented now in the ground
In a wilderness of absurdity
One perfect moment of clarity
Truth stands bearing a coat of arms
Charging towards you, there is no escape
A two edged sword shining brightly in the sun
The person holding that truth bearing responsibility
Please take care where you stab the sword
Do so with gentleness and compassion
Not with hatred in your heart
The sword you carry can give or take life
Are you one who will take advantage of what you wield?
Knowing the depth of deception deep in your heart
You come with false promises and sweet smiles
Silky words does pass thru your mouth
Or do you come with humility and love?
compassion rooted in your soul
The truth you speak given in kindness
One sword but two sides
One side dealing with honesty and love
The other side dealing with deceit and hatred
One person holding the sword of truth in their hand
The words of truth stands before me
Let me look deep within you to find its meaning
Even you cannot hide from truth itself
Make your choice, which side of the sword shall you wield
Time has no meaning to one who can not die
A minute or an hour it is all just a reflection
From the inside of my head, my thoughts
As I watch the eons rush by and turn to shade
Time has no meaning to one with a broken heart
A minute lasts forever beating along my veins
Love remembered as nightmare rather then dream
Pain pours as blood from tear stained eyes
Time has no meaning to one who has lost her mind
Spirits or demons voices speaking in riddles
Traveling in dimensions born from visions
Words written in languages long dead and forgot
Time has no meaning to one who is alone in the dark
The concealing of your eyes from the light
Is more a worry then what hour has passed
A mystery your body tries hard to unravel
Time has no meaning to one who just does not care
Let fly,the hands of time. I am ageless in my soul
This life or the next, I will engage the fates in battle
My story has no beginning and will never end
Can't you see my heart is running on empty?
There are no dreams left inside
Too many names have sang the death call
Walked the path of the desperate and dirty
Buried their secrets deep in my memories
There is no walking at my side of truth
I took away the ache and replaced it with hope
In return mine was stolen, slowly etched from my soul
Now you see all that remains of what was
This pitiful useless unwanted unloved unknown to anyone
Shell of a body.Beautiful still, tis true.On the outside.
Inside I am lost in the shadow of your light and smiles
You destroyed me with your falseness and your fears
Instead of walking at my side in truth and honor
Born in a flood of tears, I fought for the light
Never failing in my purpose even when the cost was pain
Faith deserted me but still on I went, giving even my child's life
Forgiving always, holding back the night
Crying those secret tears because I must be strong
Walking into the madness of the future
I have turned inward toward the darkness
Chaos rules the world, there will never be peace
My tears have dried and will flow no more
My voice is stilled, I will neither sing or laugh again
Soon my heart will stop it's beat and I shall die
Alone as we are born so too do we meet death.
We hear tales of storms at sea
Ships swallowed whole
Leaving behind no traces
Whirlpools and tidal waves
Thunderstorms the hand of God
Stories of mysterious triangles
Things that go bump in the night
We hear tales of storms of the mind
Lost in madness
Voices echoing back
Waves of depression cross
Nightmares
Or sleepless nights
Thoughts of death in the dark
We hear tales of storms
Worry comes
For a life or a mind
Body and soul
All are interconnected
Hold on to the calm
The storm is on the way
Buried deep in the sands they found the remains
One hundred men strong, buried where they fell
Executed cruelly one by one in their chains
For planning an escape, daring to try and rebel
One hundred men strong, buried where they fell
Despots care not for woman's tears or a mans fear
For planning an escape, daring to try and rebel
Many thought to just give in knowing the end was near
Despots care not for woman's tears or a mans fear
Power is all that matters, it's what rules their life
Many thought to just give in knowing the end was near
Watched many make that decision, ending it with a knife
Power is all that matters, it's what rules their life
People are just play things to men such as these
Watched many make that decision, ending it with a knife
They held the dead and dying yet no one heard their pleas
People are just play things to men such as these
Executed cruelly one by one in their chains
They held the dead and dying yet no one heard their pleas
Buried deep in the sands they found the remains
I have been aware for quite sometime
Your eyes watching from the dark
You think to make me yours
Coming to me secretly in the night
Burning with passion
With the dark seed inside
Come then to battle
It is you who will hunger
For my sweet embrace
The last of my kind
A long forgotten race
One touch from my lips
Your heart again will beat
Make me whore you think
It will be you begging for more
Night after night on your knees
You will die every time
A thousand different ways
I can give you pleasure
You beg for the pain
Let's begin that midnight dance
As I pleasure you to death
Only to sing you back to life
By my will we continue our duet
Dancing close I feel your need
A secret yes, we have much to hide
So come, see who holds the power
Enemies or lovers let the games begin
A new earth illuminated by fusion
The four agreements broken
Angel and Demons meet in battle
At Midnight in the garden of good and evil
While I cry for all mankind, knowing a secret
I am writing wrongs instead of righting them
Like a man without a dream, all alone in the dark
Fires rage at people with the audacity of hope
Burning emotions as I dream out loud
Don't call on me, I am nine times blue
The lost world of apathy lasts until the eclipse
When I am sent to a painted house on cold mountain
There I meet the memory keepers daughter
She who has reason to be hopeless but is not
A girl from tear drop city, instead she held glory in her hands
I sat to write the storybook of you and she began to sing
My shades of gray became to be filled with color
Saturday's child had reached in and touched my secret heart
As I left I began to laugh.There had been no mission for me.
It was just a game.To remind the star collector of her humanity.
I have forgotten who I am
Listened to the negative voice too long
Turned away from the positive
Tolerated
Taunted
Tested
When the winds blow,
I know not which way to go
Am I the light shining a beacon for the dark
Or darkness casting shadow on the light
Every move questioned
Open hands become closed eyes
Let me in only to keep me away
Solitary
Solemn
Sanctified
In the blood of those that died
The unknown ones that lost their fight
As to the ones that survived
That fought to pull through
I pushed them away
Things I have learned in the night
Laid waste to peace in my soul
Honor defiled, never forgiven
Passion is power and I stand powerless
A battle of wills within the mind
Half of me remembers the glory of self
Then there is one that is weak and ugly
Day or night
Right or wrong
Truth or falsehood
I feel the shifting once again
What seems normal to me
Is always found strange to all
What I seek is neither of Heaven nor Hell
I call it Other and believe it waits for me
It whispers my name in a language long dead
What it wants is just another mystery
Neither good nor evil
I exist to search for my answers
Beauty touches me not
Thousands of you may die
Happy endings are for fairy tales
I am the writer of histories lies
Feeding your darkness
With blood and pain
Your very honor
Makes me laugh in disdain
I am the snake in the garden
The apple Eve bit
I'm the monster under the bed
That terrifies your kids
Looking into my eyes
Will turn you to dust
I am the evil that lives
Inside each of you
Think you are pure
Have never done wrong
Then stand before me
Show me your truth
For every good deed
Another one falls
I started the war
That brought down Troy
Magicians and wizards
Kings and queens
All bow to me for power
I destroyed Camelot
Killer of all that is good
I am darkness
Here before the light
I remain. I am you
Destiny, results in glory or doom
To build or destroy the choice rests with you
The path from there came out of the gloom
Your heart and conscious decide what you do
To build or destroy the choice rests with you
Would you rule the world, bring it crashing down
Your heart and conscious decide what you do
Think of the costs before you don that crown
Would you rule the world , bring it crashing down
Lives of men and women rest in your hand
Think of the costs before you don that crown
What happens lasts forever to the land
Lives of men and women rest in your hand
Give darkness some rest and show us the light
What happens lasts forever to the land
Give humanity chance to make it right
Give darkness some rest and show us the light
The path from there came out of the gloom
Give humanity chance to make it right
Destiny, results in glory or doom
I was bound to the Earth, my spirit yearned to fly
Chained by demons of the mind ,struggling to be free
The Devil has a sense of humor though somewhat wry
Laughing while I struggled to find the road to me
Chained by demons of the mind ,struggling to be free
A bird whispered in my ear your wings are very near
Laughing while I struggled to find the road to me
Words I hoped would teach me not to believe in fear
A bird whispered in my ear your wings are very near
We have taught you how now come join us tonight
Words I hoped would teach me not to believe in fear
With closed eyes and open mind I finally took flight
We have taught you how, now come join us tonight
Willing to believe and with heart brave enough to try
With closed eyes and open mind I finally took flight
There was just one moment I thought I'd crash and die
I was bound to the Earth, my spirit yearned to fly
Willing to believe and with heart brave enough to try
There was just one moment I thought I'd crash and die
The Devil has a sense of humor though somewhat wry
Behind the mask of the human condition
Lays a riddle beyond understanding
What courage it takes to live
The heart to give
A hand to a stranger in need
Life torn by disaster or pain
You see the faces
Blank with that look
You all know of what I speak
Like your life has been smashed
The pieces thrown about
Inconsequential,
Your life no longer recognizable
Like a mask on your whole life
The call goes out and heroes arrive
Working through the broken buildings
And the helpless living
People struggling to just keep breathing
Yet,in that moment,for just then
Humanity reaches it's potential for greatness
As the mask falls off
The true face of humanity is revealed
Lost in the corridors of a mind
A thought urgently tries to free itself
Like a infant struggling to be born
Darkness overwhelming it instead
It recedes back into the labyrinth
Lost inside a soul touched by the night
The duel nature of a man confuses
What is good without evil to battle
Sun being light and the stars rule the night
If perfection is reached does the moon die
Lost in the midst of a single heart beat
A life was wasted before it lived
Falling dead rather then fight on
It saw a glimmer of light but succumbed
Refusing to acknowledge existence
Lost in each of us is another
Looking for our mirror image
The one that understands all
That there is still only one truth
Lost in everyone of us is the answer
From deepest love to darkest mourning
Living, changing to just existing
Sitting here watching the world go by
Destroyed by those that created it
All my life, felt so alone
What irony that I am now
The last survivor of a never ending war
Finally come to it's conclusion
Who won
The whole world lost
Maybe there are others left out there
I will never know
Cut adrift
Watching the end of the world
Thought I'd been alone before?
I would sell my soul to see another face
Weeping for humanity
Wonder how long before I am driven mad
The urge to throw myself into the seas
Nestles in my mind
Why couldn't they stop?
We begged them
We screamed at them
We died for them
All in vain
Tears cloud my eyes
If there are others left out there
Enough to regroup and rebuild
Listen to my plea
Do not take the sins of the past
Into any new future you might make
I sit and watch as more and more die.
Did you feel my touch as you slept
In the deepest recesses of your mind
I saw your fears, all the secrets
Hidden from the world
Your darkness trying to consume you
As you laugh willingly on the road to hell
A yearning for understanding
Acceptance
That seems so far away
There is one thing you have forgot
The spark of light that still remains inside
No matter how hard you try to kill it
To garner that needed acceptance
You must first allow the spot of light
To illuminate your darkness
You have to embrace your total nature
The dark you love
The light you disdain
To become the man your destiny proclaims
With that true understanding can come
You will be set free
Another open door to a new world
I walk through
Always willing to learn
So much have I seen
Things that can be spoken
Some that never can
Lives revealed to me
Also lies
The truths though make the price
Worth the risk
Truth is all
Neither good nor evil
Even the upcoming betrayal
That will stab to the soul
Is worth it
For the knowledge
I have obtained
Some claim me for the darkness
Others say I am the light
Again I tell you
There is an otherness inside me
Encompassing both
Understanding the needs of the two
My bitterness at the smallness
Of humankind and the pain they cause
Created the darkness inside me
My compassion for the world
Still allows the light to shine
Inside a wounded soul
The ability to laugh at myself
To continue on no matter the odds
To see the truth through the mists
Brought the other to me
Curious about humanity in this new age
Bestowing gifts on me in return
My betrayal is coming soon
I weep in advance
Even so, I must continue the path
Knowing what lays ahead
The pain I will endure
The sadness and loss
Meant to bring me down
As in death
But I will be reborn
Given power from the other
You think me insane
I see you laughing
Good. You feed me.
The other hungers
It grows stronger
Haven't you felt it
Strangeness in the world
The other is reaching out now
Trying to decide
Exactly what to do
With this disease called humanity
Purchased with a pound of pain
By a mighty Prince
My story told a thousand times
To unhearing ears
A tale so bold and fierce
It has become fiction
A dire warning of upcoming doom
Men in their complacency ignore all
People have become sheep
When sheep dance
Prince and pauper alike laugh
As the puppeteer masters the strings
From across the seas they arrive
In forces millions strong
Faceless nameless men
Until the sweep of death reaches both shores
Women cry, men lie, all die
My story again is sung
Too late they try and rise
Fighting an endless tide
Now subdued and enslaved
Hope feels beaten down
The great prince on his knees
Begs for the life of his people
Having lost all hope
He goes for a swim into the ocean
Never to be seen again
The people look for another to save them
From the lowest caste one stands
Another rises next to him
We can not wait for some great leader
It is time for the people to gather
From the cities to the farms
People begin to talk
The story is told again
If there is to be a future it is now
The end of my tale lies here
How it concludes I leave to you
The people will either act together
Or let the world end in chaos
Destroyed by your own doubts
Pain wrapped in enigma
Forces known and unknown
Came upon you in a crisis
Struck from behind
Demented
Demons
Dance
Inside a mind lost to time
Once you knew the secrets to all
Now truth has become the lie
The inside looks out
A pyramid is just a triangle
Beguiled
Before
Bereaved
As a thousand children die
Tricked by an apparition
Claiming to be all
But was nothing
Poison spews forth from the Earth
Senseless
Slaughter
Satisfied
The masses have gone mad
Tears of the ages turned to blood
Your power now useless
From the richest to the poorest
You have reached the end of everything
I feel them all around me
Wounded thoughts
Crying out for release
Needing help
In torment and pain
Captured by the emperor of fear
Rational meaning gone
Mania
Depression
Suicide
Circle around me like vultures
Or monsters looking to kill
Wounded thoughts bleeding
Into my dreams
Causing nightmares and tears
As friends fall
Alone and afraid
By blade or bullet
I feel the pain
When cancer eats away their life
As they look eternity in the eye
My heart opens
I would gather you all into
The sheltering embrace of my soul
To heal those wounded thoughts
Keeping the darkness at bay
For as long as I can stand
I am stronger then the pain
The sadness can not beat me
Fear will not win the day
I hear your wounded thoughts
Walk toward me and I will help
My purpose here revealed
Your pain my torment
Time to heal those wounded thoughts
You can not fall with me here to catch you
Love over powers hate in the end
Pain has filled my soul and will not leave.
It is crushing me with the weight of every lost one
Walking the path of purgatory
On the road leading to hell
Screaming
Syllables
Stained
With the blood of the helpless innocent victims
Death waltzes in and out
Laughing at the pain gazing from the eyes of the damned
No warriors, nor heroes could save the day
Many had tried, all wound up dead
Though for them a different road opened up
Their spirits free to fly
For the rest the pain continues to grow
As it does in me, crippling my heart
Tearing at the very fabric of my essence
Making me question everything and everyone
Which direction to turn to bring that peace
I so desperatlley need above all else
To quiet this broken soul
And find the remains of me from within
Reaching
Remembering
Reality
Running towards a truth or from the lies
So much pain suffocating my life
No one to touch except with words
Empty hands empty heart empty life
All I have is my gift to share
Most will not accept, do not want it
Or only see my surface and do not understand
So much pain I am dying from it
My tears turned to dust
The fight within,the battles from without
I can't give in to defeat
But I grow weary of being always alone
Fettered
Forsaken
Forgotten
The world moves on and I have become stagnant
A stranger in a strange land even to myself
Seeing things that should not be seen
Feeling pain that is not even my own
Hearing voices that speak to me from other times
My words, my words do you hear me
Is there one among you that would share a journey
Of the mind for a time with one such as me
With no judgment but with compassion and trust
To help carry this burden of pain
Ease a soul overloaded with grief
And the guilt of old sins best left buried
I am filled, yet empty and soon I must move on again.
The Devil's Playground.
The townsfolk went inside at night,
well aware their could be fright.
They knew that in the woods,
An eerie playground stood.
A place where goblins, imps and elves,
have their fun there in the dell.
A place where things were to be feared,
and no one dared go near.
The sun set late that full moon night,
The animals and birds took flight.
Away from evil goblin games,
they all knew that now they came.
Except for one small girl,
Who watched the games unfurl.
Never did she fear her life,
though others would think this full of strife.
All Hallows Eve was here,
So they all knew they should fear.
For dreadful things in haunted woods,
were often seen, bereft of good.
At first wind whistled through the trees,
But then, a noise what could it be?
A boy with hooves, a tail horns,
Was playing on - is that a horn?
Another sound, maybe a harp?
It's hard to tell. The music starts.
A symphony of ghoulish tunes,
Underneath the pale moon,
The night is damp with dew,
and quite a crowd more than a few,
Of demons, witches, goblins, nymphs,
Ghouls and nasties, ghosts and imps.
Lit up by many a firey torch,
Would waves of destruction by them be wrought?
What will happen in the woods?
Where all the tallest trees have stood?
The shapes and shadows start to move,
the clouds then shift, and there's the moon.
A bonfire's lit, and through the trees,
Their master comes, they fall on knees.
Out creeps the leader of them all,
The only angel who did fall.
In his wake, a ghoulish group,
All seem to dance, as in they troup.
Twisting, twirling, as if insenced,
singing, dancing through woods so dense.
One comes slinking like a snake,
One comes wooden as a rake,
With devious smiles and knowing grins,
For tonight's a night of joyful sins.
But there is something they don't see,
A child watches behind a tree,
She peeks in wonder, peeks in awe,
At creatures she's not seen before.
Silent, watching, scared to move,
All she'd wanted was the proof,
That demons stalked the woods,
She'd thought the night was good.
And still the music, on it plays,
It seemed hypnotic, seemed to say,
"Come dance, have fun be gay."
The child, scared, began to pray.
For spirits good to keep her safe,
But then it hit her like a wave,
The demons all began to sing,
and dance in ways most frightening.
To this hypnotic tune,
that echoed through the gloom.
It got into each demon heart,
and each it seemed did have a part,
To play within the group.
To dance within the troupe.
And though she tried hard not to look,
It caught the girl, as if by hook.
And she began to sing,
It felt as though she had the wings,
To fly up like a bird,
But hush. The devil heard.
As though caught up by magic charms,
she danced into the devils arms.
Jumping down from in the tree,
Without a moments thought to flee,
Hypnotised by honeyed notes,
In a trace she comes, she nearly floats.
She span and spiralled, kicked her heels,
To her the whole world seemed unreal.
The music grabbed her soul,
And now she too played a role.
In the merrimaking dance,
Which all the ghouls did dance.
In stunned amazement Hades stood,
The party tensed, testing his mood.
His face was grave, his anger great,
But the child knew not her fate.
The song went on, musicians strummed,
They did not see the crowd struck dumb.
But this small child tempting fate,
In a gleeful dance of joy so great,
As if she felt the joy of all,
these devious creatures great and small.
In the playground in the wood,
Here the bad felt good.
She danced, she felt the demons joy,
Oh hoovedgirl and tailed boy.
And still the devil stared in shock,
For it appeared the girl did mock,
The Devils Playground, Devils pride.
How did this child have the hide?
But so infectious was her jig,
Here came an imp with snout of pig,
a tail of ox and wings of bird,
For them unstrange, for her absurd.
He walked to where the child pranced,
Inside the circle and began to dance.
With more glee than he had before,
Kicking up his heels on the leafy floor.
And with this girl, he danced for joy.
the two of them were like a toy,
when wound that cannot help but dance,
and in this way these two pranced.
But with this, the devils anger grew,
At that moment cold wind blew,
An icey glare from firey eyes,
and lightening crackled in the skies.
The devils blood boiled in his veins,
The mood of demons quickly changed.
Where they had just had feet a tapping,
Singing, laughing, many clapping,
to the music that played on,
In a dark enchanted song.
But now they cowered down in fear,
The bright bonfire crackling near,
Blazed higher as his anger grew,
A finger point and a reddish hue,
Lit up the sky and blazed so hot,
But it appeared the girl forgot,
Among who she danced, whos game she played,
If she'd remembered would she have stayed?
But she was lost unto the dance,
The devil'd give her not a chance,
To redeem for how she'd sinned,
in her mocking dance for him.
He beckoned her onto the stairs,
Where on top he sat, in a throne like chair.
He told her 'Dance!'But she'd never stopped.
Just for a moment her pleasure dropped.
As she realised what was going on,
But the music swelled and her fear was gone.
Her dance continued, it seemed to infect,
her heart full of music, it couldn't detect,
that all the evil ones tapped with their feet.
Overpowered and crazed by an infectious beat.
They tapped and they clapped as they started to sway,
While over their shoulders the cold light of day,
But they didn't see, too infected with rythym,
the child, blinded to all couldn't see them.
She was caught in the music, so infectious and true,
And first one gobiln, then imps, a few,
Timid at first but increasingly brave,
Did these few souls dance, their all they gave.
They were lost to the music and then three or four,
Of the hundreds of gremlins hit the woods floor.
Singing and dancing, having a blast,
and their numbers increased, first slowly then fast.
Soon all of the demons were dancing with joy,
the child danced on, was it a ploy-
On her part to make the devil ignore her?
But in all the frivolity, he came toward her.
Heavy feet down the stairs, ever closer to her,
But she still remained caught by whatever it were,
that made her keep dancing and still rose the sun,
But all were distracted, all having fun,
But still came the devil closer and near,
But the girl wasn't scared, she shed not a tear.
As his heavy foot fall, walked on down the stairs,
Around them they danced, in threes, fours and pairs.
But the devil intent, and the child bewitched,
Ignored all the others, tune perfectly pitched.
And closer he came, while all of them danced,
they ignored his angry unspoken demands,
to cease the frivolity, this child was bad,
Even for demons. The devil was mad.
And still they kept up, all happy and gay,
Never to notice the dawning of day.
The devil, so close, she's just out of his grasp.
He reaches his arm, intent on the task,
But over the hill, the sun shows her face,
In a flash, all the creatures were gone from the place,
And the child, she stopped and she looked all around,
But all that she saw was a flute on the ground.
Bending down near, her fingers took hold,
She picked up the flute more precious than gold,
Without it she knew no one would think true,
The devil's playground in the light of the moon.
An isolate plains, grass waving
Thunderclouds rolling in the sky
A crackle of lightning, a shift in the wind
A strong gale is coming
Two figures stand, one of light and one of dark
The figure of light is tall and muscular
He has alabaster armor with wild flaxen hair waving
His eyes glow white as he pulls his long bastard sword
His foe, the figure of dark
Twice his size and bestial
Its body ebon with appendages razor sharp
Its eyes are glowing bloody rubies
Its teeth are daggers oozing green poison
Lightning flashes, lights up everything
The two champions circle, sizing each other up
The sword, crystalline and unnatural, hums in song
The black beast lets out a feral scream, as if to call down the storm itself
Sword and claw meet
Swing and slash, swing and slash
A parry, a counterblow, the foes are evenly matched
The evil thing strikes ferociously, frenzied in battle
The pure knight strikes carefully, discipline and order keeping his reason
Finally, a hit!
The beast digs its claws into the arms, scarring the white
A kick and the two are cast away from one another
The brave hero resolvedly crawls back to his feet, the blow giving him pause
The beast rushes him
The sword bites into the leg of the minion, gnawing into the skin greedily
It howls in pain, desperately trying to get free
The leg is shorn, the beast disabled
The sword swings back and its flat clangs against the head
The beast falls to the ground
Standing over it, with sword at the neck
He calls for it to yield
It laughs, eyes filled with hatred
A claw bats the man aside, the battle continues
The beast stands, one legged but strong
The man glowers, angered at the blow
They lock in battle once more
Swing, claw, bite, slash
This is a battle of endurance
A scar, a bruise, a bleeding wound
Over and over the blows land or are parried
The foes do not stop
The man is overmatched
The beast is fierce and determined
Finally, it shows true form
Dust to the eye, and the man is hindered
A bite, swift and cunning
The blow catches at the waist, the wound deep
Poison from the serrated edge seeps within the body
The mouth retracts away, the man slumps to the ground
The beast looks up to the heavens triumphantly, thunder roars in the distance
A glint of crystal, sudden movement, the beast heart impaled
In his last tortured breath, the man of light pierces the darkness, a mortal wound
The two foes, locked in battle for so long, join each other in death
The rain falls, washing away the blood, the poison, the sweat
Still the bodies lie
The wind swirls, a mournful silence ensues
Still the bodies lie
A lightning strike catches a fire, burning much
Still the bodies lie
Who but the sky will cry for these two?
And who will bury the valiant and the craven?
We see where you walked wednesday
The wake head in winter fall lined
Clear flowed leaves left brittle brown
Pathway patterns clutter confuse our eye
And trip traps crushing crunch call our ear
Beneath it all unseen unknowing
Black pearls move onward outward unmoved
At the death that fall flows winding winded
Turns and turns mulched rended beneath out feet.
The beetle loves what’s left behind
Sturdy black, forward strong, move sure
Nowhere it goes it leaves very long
As it rolls relentlessly on or on
Heedless of hands and teeth or sticky tongue
The night brings to take away
Leaving the leaves to die the same
As if it had never been there at all
Clever kisses
Clearer skies
Glass strung kites
Dive drive or die
Useless competion
Between you and you and me
That mythic bamboo curtain
Deceptive light can see
The big bad wolf
The bandit girl
Each know each others way
This haunted jungle forest
Chasing fairy tails
Or elusive spots of sun
Both are ever hungry
For love and lust and light
Some day he says
What with all the running around
We may just set the place on fire
And burn the damn thing down
SO there we were on Halloween
Outside an old lonely house
Everyone knew to be haunted
Broken windows, empty rooms
Shadows hidden in offset closets
Only someone else’s memories
Or old ghosts lingering in lonely corners
Seeking an end or an age old peace
While we could sort of see inside
Through open windows the ruin within
So we small children
Gathered ‘round sharing stories
Of what we thought had been inside
I invented mostly useless tales
Based on some lose facts I had heard
Breathing to them the air of truth
By making them sound exciting
Each of us tried to scare the others
Building the mystery eagerly
Like a late October fire
Thus we sat in our dangerous circle
Eating candy out of our bags
In our homemade costumes
Barely hiding who we were
Peering out of eye holes
Crudely cut in old used sheets
Or paper mache devil horns
Giving us false courage
To face the demons outside
And even a few within
Ray was younger than most of us
But had the loudest voice
Always one for rushing in
Leaving no stone unturned
She threw rock after rock
Into every broken window pane
Satisfied with the echoes
Of all the smashing glass
Calling out to the spirits
We assumed were lurking inside
Ray she kept on shouting
Saying such terrible things
With emotion so raw
It became terrifying to hear
There were those who told her
To quiet down a bit
But you know how it is
And how some folks are
Once she got going
She really got going
No one said anything
I silently questioned
Why had she been so bent
To break every window
When they had looked so pretty
Perfect in their half broken state
To fill that house so full of rocks
Which had been empty before
I wondered whether her house
Was haunted as well
“You are all dead to me”
She shouted and walked away
Obviously not afraid
But as neither the house
Nor any of us answered
I began to wonder
Which of us she meant
October now has an empty chill
Simply remembering stories we told
Outside an old lonely house
Isn’t lovely
A swollen red mystery
Full filled of thousands
Tiny seed treasures
Rubies and pearls
Await your tongue to taste
A world of wonder
Laying before you
Some sour, most sweet
With only one way to know
Here little girl
Let me show you
The way to enjoy
A mysterious fruit
While you mark out
Your days in hell
Just remember
Each new mystery
You put between your lips
Brings you back here
Again and again
Eat me
Lustrey cries
Of small cakes
Light drink
No way of knowing
Until you grow or shrink
Too late too too late
To go back
Over all that pain
Just to relive
Those lost moments
Of joy we once knew
In an even exchange
For what’s behind the door
And all I get
Is a handful
Magic beans
Try to unlearn
And travel backward
Remove those places of pain
You have planted
In this dark garden
Weeding your privet maze
Half filled promises
Full bloomed lies
A river of denial
To lead to your heart
Just as it is not mine
That secret kiss you hide
On the corner of your mouth
Meant for someone
You mistook for me
At least I now know
What it’s like
To slip
In and out of heaven
So retrace carefully
These hidden lines of desire
Enscribe a circle
Around the raised red bud
Convince it if you will
To come free in your hand
And then dig your nail lightly
Across the deep flushed flesh
From tip to tip and back again
Then holding firm spilt and spread
The whole fruit open
There is magic
In doing it right
So that nothing is bruised
And you may savor the juices
As you please
Take what you will
Only remember
That something once broken
There is nothing
Can put it back together
Not the king’s horses
Not the queen’s men
Nor the sweet look
Framed in your eyes
When the kore has been tasted
Young Persephone has become
A woman of darkness
Whether she wishes or not
What force is this that hath called me forth
From deep earthen dreams of sleeping death
To once again blinded be in morning sun
And bleed at sweet air taken in labor’d breathe
What child hath wished me cold wakening
Upon these tired ancient vacant eyes
Bringing me some such namesake as love
My long stilled staid heart in relicary lies
How is’t that ye can call me here
Wishing me to walk in lockstep strides
Holding hands like newfound lovers
So as to your side all our old asides aside
It is as if I have been so forgot by you
Our yesterdays of tears in honey drown
Was it not in your love you left for another?
Was it not my love what brought me down?
So seek ye far for your thousand pleasures
As ever an eternal spring I wish for thee
Go my love and love your love live
As I would dream your freedom free
What force is this that hath called me forth
To mock me in my seclusive vigilance
What child seeks painting lover on antique lips
To abandon in sweet absent minded violence
All too often have I haunted this path
Too too soon will advancing time have its way
Our dance may seem now brave and strange
Yet I judge tomorrow by yesterday’s yesterday
My heart in such decay cannot endure
These agonies of affection and abuse
And I only have one role to play
Never having that which I fear to lose
So it is and so I go; gladly to return to hell
Love she hath no need of me;
I eschew my needs as well
She’s dressed all
In midnight black
A silver bat adorns
Her long, slender neck
A long leather coat is
Worn casually open
Dyed blonde hair,
Tossed carelessly back.
A smile flashes,
Moonlight glints off
Unnaturally sharp teeth.
Steel grey eyes pierce deep,
To your very soul.
Who, or what, is this
Unearthly beautiful creature?
Is she human? Or is she more?
You tremble as she
Walks straight toward you
Those eyes look you
Up, and then down.
A melodious voice
Murmurs a greeting
Delight fills you and
You yearn for more.
Long, tapered fingers reach
They caress your cheek,
Her body calls insistently
Yours answers eagerly
Caution is forgotten as she
Leads you deep into the night
Friends and family left behind
Replaced by a black encased dream.
Smooth, cool skin
Beneath your questing fingers
Soft lips molding to
Your demanding ones
Whispered, empty promises,
Then- sharp teeth sinking deep
You cry out in pain.
Your weakness gives her strength
Dark Vampiress
Herenow, taking life
Gone too soon, hunting.
Next victims, beware this
Beautiful, ethereal
Ebony-clad, pale vixen
For she is searching, searching
For her next victim.
Time
spin
sand falls
mounds and forms
times short measure long
Measure humanity?
Knowledge our butterfly
turned caterpillar again
buried head
deep in the sand
hour glass sifting
mound to a point
of no return?
I have Higher hopes
but read the signs
mother natures crying
dinosaur size tears
what will be
in another 10 million years?
What's in a number
make it more?
Another species ...
and humans explored?
Was this in school,
the part where I snored?
So who else turns the hour glass?
Waiting for the last
spec of sand to fall
"Who will be the last grain"
time
spin
sand falls
mounds and forms
time measured
Who will be the next to measure,
who'll turn a thought when I'm gone?
Life is short sing a song
be it old new or even the blues
we're not going to live forever
but we must get along together
it is better
saying alot really says very little
when words are a flash in the flames
of a burning sun
a flicker of bright
and then it's gone
eyes wide with surprise
things will come and things will pass
like forgetting to turn the hour glass
Soul Pearls
soul pearls fall
after being grown
from a grain of thought
irritation
held
smothered
smoothed over
from life
and from love
made in the bottom of
the sea of the mind
till they flow in streams
and pool
to death
soul pearls fall
in sorrow
as they fall
in all worlds
drops of tears
glisten and sparkle
from life's ocean of love
soul pearls
Shall I play 'a mouse trap' like Hamlet
to show you some wicked ways
It's hard to grasp the tongue of a Dragon
with fire being bellowed in say
Words can shrill like the octave note
that breaks and shatters glass
or soothe a soul like a summer rain
or beating waves that splash
Words can mimic dogs that bark
or a constant faucet drip
They can touch you deeply in your soul
and bring a quivering lip
If you handed out your words to another
like passing out, medication
Would you be reckless or careless
in their distribution
Is it nature to whisper sweetness
into the ear of your mother
then turn and shout, critic and judge
your closes friend or neighbor
Some words stick like grains of sand
embedded under the eye lid
some words lift you to that plain
where it's easy to forgive
Some spit words like bullets fired
uncaring of their harm
their hearts are cold and battered
anger keeps them warm
Words can come across like sandpaper
abrasive to the inner drum
or fill you with a sweet soothing melody
you uncontrollably have to hum
Words of truth can cut like a knife
be humble spoken, I plea
We are all armed with the Sword of Truth
and the Shield of Honesty
Brisk wind
that blows through
leafless branches
in The Hollow, howl
a mournful cry.
While dark clouds roll
across sunless sky.
I peer with squinted eyes.
Rustling leaves sound
through wilderness
As my Pony snorts
from uneasiness.
His hot breath steamed
in the cold air.
My collar half covered
my frost nipped ears.
I heard the thunder
not of this Earth
I felt useless
of little worth.
With wide eyes
I peered through trees
The saddle rubbed
my shaking knees.
A loud drumming
pounded turf
energetic sound
of a fast paced heart
Appeared a black steed
in distant mist
I tried to turn my pony
but it rare'd and hissed.
I fell to the ground
with a heavy thud
sitting in wet
knee deep mud.
My pony bolted
in a frightened flee.
While the black steed
beared down on me.
It's neck outreached
with wild waving mane
The rider was driving
as if insane
A thrash of it's whip
while kicking the flank
Vigorously shaking
at the bit and the shank.
Cape whipping
with snapping sounds
as the fabric
cracked out loud.
This dark image
that grew closer
As I reached
for my holster.
I found it empty
and fear struck me
I searched through the mud
that was gritty and mucky.
A bellowing roar
came from the black steed
as it leaped
and rose above me.
Leather stretched girth
screeched under stress
As the horse sailed
then it's hooves rest.
An explosive sound came
as it touched down
Then the rider wheel'd
the Horse to turn around.
My fingers pinched
through the wet earth.
To find my pistol
rapidly they searched
Then they clutched
the hardened steel
Raising it till
the trigger I could feel.
Up before me
I pointed the gun
as the steed
was back to a run.
It's shoulder clipped me
trying to run me down.
Fire from the barrel
rang out a sound.
I shot the rider
dead in the chest
I saw the destruction
of part of it's vest.
As I fell
back in the mud.
Splashed and crashed
with a mighty thud.
I looked up
and saw my pursuer
and I swear
no words are truer
this horse's rider
had no head
I knew it must be
the living dead.
The horse was wild eye'd
of foam and lather
Black as night
fifteen hands or better.
Ridden by
a ghostly sight
there in the Hollow
on Halloween night.
The Rider was capped
up to it's collar
Even without a head
it screamed and hollered,
"Let no man dare
to cross the Hollow,
You must leave
and do not follow."
Then spun the Black steed
and galloped away.
I was spared
to tell of this day.
Needless to say
I did not follow
The Headless Horseman
down in The Hollow.
The mind absorbs its surroundings
while the body builds accustomed
like the adaptability of a rose bush
soaking in available resources
while experiencing the suns light
Uproot, ship it off and transplant
it is still the same rose bush
and for this does it know
adaptability, is such like a rose?
And it know not what it may bring
it knows not its blooming beauty of spring
it just strives to be among the living
A garden of rose bushes in grooming
blending in the mass of those in blooming
In harshness of thorns, a rose is born!
Storm rages
thunder clashes
lightening bolts flash and crackle
Wind gusts
and debris in flight
mother nature's might ...
eyes close
mind free
from agitation
of the stormy scene
a spirit free of fear or thought
calm as a placid pool
rippled not
nestled with out turmoil
poised
in a vessel of flesh
the soul settled
serenely
breath unmeshed
but calm and steady
the heart beats
relaxed yet ready
exceptance
the path to
a peaceful being
in a realm of
tranquility
Wicked grin and turtle gloves
still searching the shadows
tossing bones from a closet
for a dagger eyed muse.
Twisting roses
to write from its dew
a blade across flesh
blood will do.
Nails kissing keys
while hot breath whispers
between lobes on the eve
of dangerous creativity.
Planting splinters in cerebrums
with jig saw smiled words
to awaken and shaken the soul
and drag them to the shadows.
Her legs undressed
wearing a wicked smile
tantalizing silver tongue
of an enchanting wild flower.
Rhymes are like spears
thrust in her inner ear
but, it 'tis kind words
that she will lay anyway.
Sharing in the poetic rain
relishing in the thunder
in a literary world
Wicked Eve wonders.
through the pain
beyond the fear
do you hear?
the whispered tears
they are silent
yet screaming
they are innocent
yet forbidding
the whispered tears
how do i escape this hellish torture?
how do i become free of these bonds?
is it only in my mind?
is this all a nightmare?
or is this reality?
for through this pain all i have
are these whispered tears
dreams dancing in my head
thinking of times when the leaves are dead
owls calling in the night
spirits drifting alight
in the moons most silver glow
your nether hair fine like {fresh} snow
moons light reflecting off naked skin
eyes searching {let me in} taking it in
warm embraces in the chilly night
the sound of intimate love in the night
As alone I walk thru an open door
seeking love and nothing more
I see your face your eyes your smile
and I cannot walk another mile
I know my mind it loves too much
I long I hunger for your touch
walk into this world of mine
and we shall stop the hands of time
enveloped in my darkness....my despair
I shudder as your fingers run thru my hair
I fear I could never put up a fight
my heart screams for me to take flight
I am vampyre I am Dracul
but most of all I am a trusting fool
how can one hurt so much
forget all that hurt with only a touch
alas once more I live in my dream
beside my king ever his loving queen
Write about the power people wield.
I don't see any; I don't
know if they have any.
Flesh and bone can't shield.
They won't stop bullets; they won't
go far if they catch any
- but stand up anyway.
Some day soldiers will run out of bullets,
some day their arms will be too tired
to lift the axe for the killing blow.
Stand up until you're knocked down
and pray someone will take your place
for freedom, a thing you can't give
a hungry child; a pregnant woman
can't feed her baby choice
unless the people raise a voice
and stand up to take your place.
I felt your presence there, my friend, well before we touched,
Standing guard outside my house for months.
Truth be told, your confused soul reached out and keenly touched my own, as if in recognition.
Almost the moment we met last year as comrades, I knew, without a word from you,
That you too are searching blindly for a place that makes sense.
If you were to take my hand again…
It would force me to own years worth of lies I have told myself
And wade through the reeking mire of wrong choices and right choices that went wrong,
I would have to pay homage to every heart I broke along the way,
And fully acknowledge my own role in the breaking of mine.
I would have to lay the comforting presence of insecurity to rest,
Relinquishing all ties to my role as a victim of circumstance.
I would have to do whatever it is I said I was going to,
And chance actually meeting the higher power I claim to serve.
I would need to own the limitations I have placed on my spirit.
If I held you close, it would be my own soul I’d see reflected in your gentle gaze
Meeting it, I would have to find compassion for myself
Loving your trespasses, I would have to find ways to forgive my own.
If I accepted the full depth of your warrior’s heart, I would have to admit
That mine has never been filled to capacity either.
If you were to claim me, I would desire to surrender my will to you
If we make love, I have to accept that you are stronger than I.
If you take me up into your arms,
My spirit strengthens from your touch even as my body trembles in fear as I am shattered.
For broken and naked is how we are delivered into our new lives.
I feel you there now, your troubled soul casting a shadow on my life as you stand behind me.
Your own broken heart is stirring awake, yearning to be made whole again.
Searching, you look backwards and South instead of to the East
Where the sun could be rising on a new day for you.
But even if I could lead you home, it means that I would have to claim this place as my home, too.
If I ask difficult questions, I must be willing to unquestioningly accept the answers I am given.
This place, the answers I received, made no sense until I felt you in the flesh
Caressing my hips while you drank of my soul from between my thighs.
Each kiss drawing forth a confession that stripped my defenses away
Even as I surrendered to the fact I was just filling in for what you really needed.
For this is what loving should be:
If I dig a seeping spring in the field, I should brace for the torrent
That will flood the basement and release the dragons living there.
If, with humility I plant the seed and hope for the best, I should be so rewarded;
As to have the field overrun with ripe grain, bursting with the energy of all that is good.
To accept your loneliness, it is my own desert I would have to cross.
If you had stayed, I would have had to stop running away.
I would have to face the bittersweet truth-
It would be worth all the pain I could endure, to bed the man again
If, upon waking, I get to hear the little boy laughing again in delight.
If you were to take my hand, I would be absolutely terrified.
But I’d find a way to stand my ground
And somehow, some way, be there for you.
This I know to be true,
Even though nothing else in this forsaken, sacred, proving ground of a place, is making any sense.
She sits in her window
Looking out at the stars
One leg trailing over the edge
The man behind her rolls over and snores.
Sounds only she can hear,
Voices calling her name.
Darkness in the woods, and a rushing wind
It is inside her, she could be free.
Almost she slips out.
One with the night.
A child cries, caught in a bad dream
She turns back, and shuts the window.
The cards shuffle, shuffle, shuffle
Calling to the Fates for guidance.
A question is posed to the three ladies
And a gift is given for the gift of insight.
The skein is consulted as each lady hints at her knowledge
And the tradition of ghosti is honored.
The cards shuffle, shuffle, shuffle
Calling to the Fates for guidance.
A card is pulled for the past
Clotho spins the thread from raw material providing the basis for foundation
The Nine of swords haunts the past
Drenching history in pain and sorrow.
The cards shuffle, shuffle, shuffle
Calling to the Fates for guidance.
A card is pulled for the present
Lachesis measures the thread measuring the length for the present job
The Queen of Wands stands tall in the present
An intelligent woman working to leave her mark on society.
The cards shuffle, shuffle, shuffle
Calling to the Fates for guidance.
A card is pulled for the future
Atropos cuts the thread determining where your fate lies
The three of pentacles promising skills
Looking forward for pride in ones humble work.
The cards shuffle, shuffle, shuffle
A question is posed for the three ladies
And a gift is given for the gift of insight.
The skein having been consulted reveals some of what’s been woven
And an honorable pact is made again as ghost is observed.
When the clarion calls darkness rises
from the blades of grass and whispers
float on the breeze of a moon crowned in full
Maiden flesh bared in offering as a howl
rips through the air then silence as
even time freezes in fear.
Padding footfalls echo through the
tall grass fireflies dance on the
wind and a sigh escapes the maidens lips
A shadow looms from the grass
hiding the exposed flesh from the
glow of the moon and a growl emits low and husky
A scream pierces the silence as the
shadow roars to life as the night grows more fearful
of itself as the moon tries to illume the demon
A chuckle slides across the flesh
as a demon in the sheeps clothes takes the offering
given freely to it and a pact is made in blood
Little wolf dancing
Nipping, prancing
Feeling his presence
Growling in lust
Thrashing like an animal
Unleashing her fire
Shadows and shimmering slivers of moonbeams
Grazing in velvet grasses
Effortlessly running wild
Feeling liberated
Sensing the darkness
Stunned and excited
Dazed and mystified
A moment everlasting
Lingering kisses, burning souls
Stillness in the Shadows
Harmony of hearts
Beating like jungle drums
His mark upon her
His scent intoxicating
Sinking her teeth in
Drinking quelling thirst
Primal urges satisfied
Dissolving melding
Becoming one
Enraptured
Captured
Inhibitions melting away
Feeling his love
Reside in the wild
Devotions beyond compare
Happiness swirling through evening air
Sweet tree rooted strong
Flower petals spread all day long
Her nectar is his to devour
Sweet passion welcomed
Consumed in his fiery dance
Hunger satiated
Every day, each moment
Every waking hour
Howling at the moon
Lascivious views
Mmm...I can feel your fangs grazing my cunt as you lap, trying to quench your thirst...the tickle of your long whiskers on my thighs...warm coarse hair brushing my ass when you finally mount me...the scrape of your claws against my scalp as you wind your hand in my hair, pulling sharply back and to the side to expose the delicate flesh of my neck...hot breath sending shivers all the way to my knees in the second before you bite into my shoulder...the skin bursting like the skin of a grape, but the meat of the fruit far more satisfying...the hot, iron rich blood bubbling up...filling you with tangible proof of the claim you have made on me...and filling me with your gift...my veins coursing with new life...my senses overflowing with new awareness...driving me to my climax...driving me to...to...Growl! out my joy and agony as the change comes upon me at the moment of release...my own claws biting into the ground beneath us...bracing against both you and the transformation...with another primal snarl I turn on you, tackling you to the ground and taking your lips in mine...sucking my own blood from them before throwing back my head in a loud Howl!...only to muffle it against your chest...my teeth sinking in an inch or two above the nipple and drinking deeply...grunting with every mouthful I draw...your hands grab my hips...impaling me once again...driving into me...driving yourself to explode inside me...filling me now with your seed as well...possessing me completely...my mouth seeking yours...bodies locked as one...breath becoming one breath...hearts pounding in a single cant...each forever after belonging to the other.
The edge of my bed
Dangling my toes
Through the window
Moonlight glows
Palms and fingertips
Massaging lotion
Stroking your skin
In sliding motion
I savour and smile
Knelt beside you
The intimate places
I love to persue
Across your knees
Gyrating my hips
Your kisses follow
Brushing my lips
Pleasuring desires
From head to toe
Wave’s of rapture
Releases the flow
As passion peaks
Sensuous delight
Longings reached
Our ecstasy flight
Embracing gently
Kisses bestowing
Loving reflections
Moonlight glowing
Rain
Swollen Water Passion
To wet my face,
my breast.
To seep where men
dare not touch.
To give drink my life,
my blood,
and quench the lip
with juice of sky.
To make my hair a whip
that clings and stays.
To move between naked toes
like shattered crystals
that sugar and dissolve.
To honey my body with
lusty damp.
Through the Mask of Solitude
the Watcher observes
how through want and heated need
I make love to the rain.
Meandering whispers, reminiscent of times ago
threaten to engulf, crush and expel
grasping but a handful of dreams,
the wolf moon howls- illuminating
a path of shimmering gold.
Destiny triumphs - trumpets sound,
opportunity's door stands barred
through wind carried whispers
the siren song invokes sympathy
for devils, left behind with the key.
As the full moon rises
to its nocturnal throne...
the children of the night
awaken to weave their web
of gothic enchantments.
Through the shadows they
creep, whispering their dark
secrets on the night winds.
There are times when no one
remembers
that we exist;
when life shrinks
and is too small for us
when it is hard to arouse
the blood in our veins every morning,
Days of talking
with our skeleton, folding inward,
and weeping in the dark
over these sad bones,
of wearing our own skin
for a shroud, and telling
life there's nobody home:
come back some other day.
What do I see.
Standing toe to toe,
With a Mirror.
What looks back,
Just a shell,
From many years of hell.
Mental, Emotional, Physical.
Too many years of abuse.
Grandpa molested her,
In the quiet of night.
While Mommy & Grandma stood silently by.
None had known or didn't want too.
They and many more had made their marks,
Upon her cheeks and more.
Dancing with the devil,
The angels would have wept.
Never backing down,
As an object came from out of no where.
Forgotten over time,
Except whats inside.
Looking in the mirror,
All that is seen clearly.
For someone so un-pretty,
And never good enough.
Not even jacked up,
Held down and raped.
Raped when he wanted it,
Nothing mattered more then sex.
Years of torture and torment,
Trying to dull the pain,
Drowning in sorrow.
A pit of emptiness.
With no ray of hope,
That many didn't know it.
Looking in a mirror,
She is a shell,
A vessel of pain.
Broken, unloved and unwanted.
Its all that she's known.
She can go no longer.
Standing toe to toe,
Looking in a mirror.
What is seen,
An image of me.
A shell so empty,
And unwanted.
A girl once was
Once was of the stars, the flowers, and all that's bright
She danced all of the day and never knew night.
She was free among the space
Her place in the sky
She grew wild among the woods, and they looked after her
In the shadow of respect and admiration
She was a happy child
Until one day
The wind blew hard, the woods then whistled, the leaves that
Had shaded her were all tossed about. The dirt of the ground
Picked up, was sucked upward in a draft of cold.
The cold lashed at her eyes. She cringed and shivered, wrapping
Her petals about her face.
With her eyes held tightly closed
She flew off to her space and in the dark she cried
"Why should a tear fall of the happy child's eye?"
When will the wild be tamed, A tear cleans the dirt and cold
From the sight of you
Which will never be tamed without
Imprisonment of the entire soul.
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