The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

03:40 Mar 26 2008
Times Read: 548

Oh ceaselessly wandering, so peacefully pondering, the glowing embers of my following I do abide

My flaws are all open, please glance, you are welcome, to poke and prod into my secrets I cannot hide

Please let me come closer, and passion, let it burn most there are plenty of people who wish to coincide

Their thoughts and their desires, most often admired, are the people that lay as though open books to the naked eye



Let me show you where I lay my head to rest,

And let me tell you where I shall lay my head next

For a wanderer so fervent, this fire, so urgent, please let me know now

If I shall have you to bless?



And I shall conquer your will

I shall bring you to heal

And your pretty wounds so bloodied and nice

Would decorate my walls with such passion

Arising, such passion!

Please let me have you to conquer, I beg of you, think twice



For this soul is so dark, and this desire so deep seated...

I know I shant live much longer than this

I ask of you, begging, if you will let me have you, please let me

Seal the conquest with such torrid flames that would build with our kiss



I put you to sleep, peacefully resting,

And so I shall come to you after the sun sets

I know you shall adore me, your will, implore me please ask me

Please touch me, let me know you are blessed



My dearest heart, I know you close your eyes

But I know I am there

And I know as well, we shant part from the love we hold dear

So different, together... so easily weathered, our years spent forever with such bloodlust as this

Shall we dance, now, my lover?

Shall we share this last kiss?



The darkness arises, and oh, such surprises as with the moon you shall die with

My eyes in your sight...

And you shall arise, just as the moon, such a prize, as our love doth eternally blend

Such a plight.



My wings spread so far to carry you before the city lays down it's pretty head yet to sleep

I look to your face, and I know the darkness is replaced, with something brighter of mine I shall keep for all time

And my bloodlust shall conquer my own will this time as you remind me

I'm only yours left to keep

I am yours bereft, and weak.

03:36 Mar 26 2008
Times Read: 549

I can no longer resist

I have tried to fight off these urges

they are much too powerful for me to control

I need it

I want it

I have to have it

please do not deny me

it will only hurt but a moment

a small price to pay for a lifetime of pleasure

I have come for you

it is useless to struggle

you can not escape me

I have chosen you

you look so beautiful

laying there naked with fear in your eyes

you fear me yet you desire me

as I desire you

I will cherish you through all of eternity

for all of time

nothing can come between us

there is no force on heaven or on earth greater than that of our dark desires

you squirm and struggle as I lean in closer to you

as I sink my teeth into your lovely neck

you scream in terror and in pain

soon your screams turn into moans and groans of pleasure

give in to your desires as I give into my own

I reach down between your inner thighs and have my way as you begin to undulate beneath me

your breathing becomes labored as I begin to suckle from you

you taste so sweet

I can feel you getting wetter

you begin to grunt and groan

you are in a frenzy

you are almost there I can feel it

it's okay to let go

you wail like a banshee when you reach your release

you are exhausted

lay your head down my dear and close your eyes

it is all over for now

rest up my sweet the best is yet to come

we have the rest of our eternal lives to indulge in our dark desires

03:34 Mar 26 2008
Times Read: 550

The night is quiet

The streets deserted

A low lying mist takes form

You feel a slight chill

Sending a tingle up and down your spine



Walking slowly

Not knowing

You come upon an old cemetery

Long forgotten… your fear rises

But your curiosity wins…



You push slightly

The iron gate creaks loudly

It’s protest screaming

A small light flickers…calling

Here and there you’re wandering

Aimlessly, deeper and farther



You feel a light breeze

Like a lover’s hand caressing

Your eyes fluttering

A beautiful mirage appearing



Dressed in deep dark colors

Her long dark tresses fall

Partially covering her face

Her eyes slowly open

Drinking you in

Wandering slowly up your warm body

Until reaching your eyes



Surprised you are

For they’re not dark

But the most beautiful blue eyes you’ve ever seen

Her skin the color of honey

She moves slowly

Seductively

Raising her arm gracefully

Her long slender fingers adorned beautifully

Beckoning….



You step timidly

Afraid of what might be

Afraid not to believe

That this might not be real

Sweet jasmine on the cool night air

A gentle whisper reaches your ear

Have no fear

All will be as it should

Your past, your present



An overwhelming peace

Contentment you’ve sought

For years upon years with no rest

Weary and worn

You’ve finally found the peace of mind

In the arms of a Shadow Angel

With the powers of Black Magic



For her magic holds you tight

But does not bind you physically

For it’s not metal, rope or cloth

It takes no form

For the hold she has is love

No power on earth or heaven above

Can you be released from

In this life… just like the last

03:32 Mar 26 2008
Times Read: 551

Silently you watch as I move

A puff of smoke comes from the side

He watches and looks into my eyes

Dance for me my dragon queen



Silently I run my hands down my side

Holing the pole I rub my self down

The skirt hitches up my leg men gasp



I smile my hands reach round

The dress Falls down the white bra

Shows my breast

My body moves across to him



He takes my hand pulling me along

He gently traces the tattoo on my arm

I shiver from his touch like ice I warm like fire

He slowly removes my bra his hands run across my body

I moan and beg hope he will end this torment



Pushing me away I see he wants me to dance for him

Silently I move my body move to hidden music

I dance for him he pulls me to his side kissing

Me like a man poised he follows my dragons tattoo



Smiling I see he has removed his clothes he has one to

Silently he lays me down slowly he enters me deep inside

Lifting me he kisses and says to me

Dance for me my dragon queen

03:29 Mar 26 2008
Times Read: 552

Secret thoughts trace the outline of this night

With all that's mystical in the burning dark light

A shadowy figure appears from a dream

His purpose unknown or so it may seem



I close my eyes and let him begin

Falling into his arms we breath passions of sin

Our bodies filled with a complelling need

To touch and taste and plant the seed



Somehow he knows just where to touch

Desire spreads with such a rush

Fingers tease and find a groove

Beneath him I begin to move



In rippling darkness we shudder with pleasure

Inside each other like birds of a feather

Love is an angel disguised as lust

As sparkling gold now turns to dust



Bodies collapse in frenzied release

As the reality of time seems to cease

As luminescent darkness covers the sky

I could have sworn in you I saw the devil's eye

03:27 Mar 26 2008
Times Read: 553

To wish is but to voice

A dream come to light

From the fog of sleep

To be given a chance



A wish is a prayer

A want, a need

A caged thought

Desires to be released



Wishes are for lovers

Creating barriers of their own

A simple thought

Among the darkness of hope



A fool dreams of wishes

Of that unreachable star

Can reach but never touch

Slowly eroding the mind



To say I wish

To give voice to your heart

Sets in motion thoughts

Which should remain a dream

03:25 Mar 26 2008
Times Read: 554

Promises of Death float through the night breeze.

Dark promises to ease the pain

The whispers gently glide past,

Dark promises for another.



Crying out

Begging

Pleading…



Take me please

Release me from this empty shell.

Release me from my hell…

Tears cascading as I beg.

Wanting only to be claimed by the darkness.



A simple answer is all I get…

“Soon”

03:23 Mar 26 2008
Times Read: 556

Lying within Your arms

Our soft parted lips

That whispered kiss

So tender

Urgency building

Fingertips playing

Over skin like a fined tuned instrument

The heat of our desires

Like a bright burning flame of candlelight

The dampness of desire

The sensitive touch

That makes the back arch

Reaching out for more

That taste of love and lust

You are my original sin

Sweet and delicious

You are that shivering anticipation

Stroking deep within

Touching, owning every inch of me

i want You

i need You

i love You

With You i enter a world

Of desires and dreams

A world of pleasure

Because You own me

Because

You are my original sin.

03:22 Mar 26 2008
Times Read: 558

It's late at night but no sleep is here

so much to think and so much to fear

I find no way to put my brain to rest

the thoughts go in circle, for the worst or the best



If there's no sleep in for me for a while

so I meet the unbitten thoughts with a smile

by creating a world of my making

all of my wishing is ready for taking!



This world of my dreams is exotic

with dragons, with magic, and full of erotic

a place I would be willing to stay

to forget reality and continue to play



But sadly: this home I create

is doomed to destruction - its ultimate fate

as soon as I am bathing in heat

the world disappears - as I am falling asleep!

03:20 Mar 26 2008
Times Read: 559

As soon as the sun goes down at night

the creatures of dakness take flight.

They fly by wings and they fly by mind

striving in darkness, seeking their kind!



Those crawlers and flyers that prowl

some of them squeak, some of them growl

and some do not speak, they just do

some others just talk, some older, some new



But be not misled

not all there are bad!

The night's just thier place

our heartbeat their pace!



It's known that not all angels have wings

following honour, avoid outrageous things

but - not all wings - on the other side -

show you an angel, at times evil they hide.



So no way there is to trust your eyes

use your heart to see, let your judgement be wise

for, in the nights, might the creature be grey

no God will help and answer your pray



And if you decide, to go with the night

at some time, you'll have to choose a side

either as angel, to shine in the dark like a sun

or as devil, with no limits - but fun.



And in between are those loosers and sinners

that make not their stand, mediocre, no winners

only one who lives by the heart

will really live, be part of the dark

18:16 Mar 22 2008
Times Read: 567

Human bones crunched beneath my feet,

And animals fled from my steps,

I turned their flesh into rotting meat,

And upon their corpses I leapt,

Angels run from my sight,

And flee into the sea,

The stars hide in the dark of the night,

As soon as they approach me.

I sit in crowded places,

I just sit and I watch,

Others move in darkened spaces,

Away from my steely watch.

I am the root of all their fears,

I watch them when they least expect,

In front of me they shed their tears

And slink back to the holes from whence they crept.

I am not a judge I am a witness

It is not my place to punish you,

Where I am just the witness,

I watch you do what you do,

It must be odd, to see me with nothing to give,

And odd that I know everything about your life,

I know, your family, your friends who you sleep with.

And your unholy strife,

I know about your might,

I know all your all about your thoughts,

I know about your sight,

I know all about your hearing and your forgotten thoughts,

I know how to make you cry,

I know about you more than you,

I only watch you, watch me and the sky,

I am your witness, I watch, that’s all I do.

18:14 Mar 22 2008
Times Read: 568

Deep within the circle,

A sorceress draws a star,

Not mindful much that,

A werewolf watches from afar,

She draws the star around her,

Her drawing staff embedded in the earth,

Hoping to witness,

Hoping to see that werewolf’s rebirth,

She calls on the spirits,

From the devil’s pit,

To come and aid her magic,

To help her witching kit,

Deep within the circle,

The sorceress drops to her knees,

She sees the far off mountains,

She sees the wide blue seas,

But never once does she look,

At the werewolf standing by,

Even though it’s poised to howl,

With its head tilted to the sky,

She lights the centre fire,

And throws spices to the flame,

Not ever even hearing,

The werewolf call her name,

She begins to chant under her breath,

As the spices mar the smoke,

Never paying attention,

As the werewolf starts to choke,

Deep within her circle,

She casts a spell of blood,

To turn all wolves into men,

To turn them back for good,

But as in the rocky sphere she knelt,

The spell laid upon her a curse,

Never like normal woman,

Would her body ride in a hearse,

But instead she cries out,

As she realises her fate,

She curses out the devils name,

And for her magic circle she is full of hate,

She looks at the werewolf,

A man now his is again,

She tries to curse him,

But she doubles up in pain,

Within her magical circle,

She slowly turns,

Into the werewolf,

While her magic fire burns,

But weep not for that sorceress,

Lament not for her soul,

Her magic circle cursed her,

And was swallowed by that hole.

18:13 Mar 22 2008
Times Read: 569

Behind amber eyes we behold,

The horrors your race has left us to,

We see the glint of the metal cold,

But we no longer cast our eyes to you,

No comfort we are given before you leave,

You turn away and don’t look back,

And so we weep and grieve,

In a gloom of despairing black,

Try vas we might we cannot move,

We must be content to lie still,

You do not care about what we have to prove,

You crush our spirit and kill our will,

We have no choice but to submit,

Into dreams of our blood family,

To wake in a box so dimly lit,

To scream in silent agony,

Thos waste of life is such a shame,

A damned and unwelcome surprise,

But still you do not see our pain,

As we hide behind our amber eyes.

18:11 Mar 22 2008
Times Read: 570

It’s coming to an end this part of my life,

I’ll never be able to go back,

I’m being forced into something I don’t want,

And now all I can see is black,

The brightness has gone from my world,

I have lost what I thought I loved,

I’m having my way dictated to me,

And now all I want is blood,

The rational thoughts have fled from my mind,

I am alone once again,

I’m being pushed aside slowly,

And now I just long for pain,

There is no feeling in my skin,

My hands are not my own,

I cannot control what is happening,

For my phoenix has already flown,

All ability to speak has now gone,

There are no words left to say,

I realise that this is my fault,

But I seem to deny it anyway,

Everything will change after this,

No one will recognise me,

Some how inside I will be different,

No one will be able to see,

Memories of the past have faded from sight,

I can no longer recollect any happiness there,

I’ve been forgotten on the outside,

And on the inside I despair,

The experience of being locked in a room,

Has ultimately changed my perspective,

There is no warm fire light inside me anymore,

My phoenix has forgotten to live.

18:09 Mar 22 2008
Times Read: 571

The child of darkness has no wings,

Where i stand in this land of forgotten Kings,

I stand in the centre of a pentagram chalked upon the ground,

I die in silence i make not a sound,

Only the forgotten shall mourn my passing,

Under the stars in the sky that are dancing,

In this land of forgotten Kings,

Where the devil has no wings.

18:08 Mar 22 2008
Times Read: 572

You thought you were better and that you could push me down,

You thought you could over rule me,

You thought that I was nothing compared to you,

You thought you could prevent what I would be,

It’s such a shame you know?

You decided that twisting my words would make me afraid,

You were wrong,

This is one game you shouldn’t have played,

You thought you were clever did you when you turned your followers against me,

You thought I would break down and give in to you?

You were so blinded by what you couldn’t see,

That you lived within your fantasy and you didn’t have a clue,

You thought that you could hurt me?

I know what you tried to pull off,

You tried to attack my family,

You should have known not to mess with this goth,

Let’s turn the tables for once shall we?

Let’s make you the prey,

Look at you outcast, alone, forgotten,

Speechless, but what can you say?

You should have known that I would get you back,

I never leave a favour undone,

What? Would you run away?

Come now, that only makes pursuit more fun,

Have you learned your lesson?

Will you stop trying to put me down?

Don’t look at me with such contempt,

You’ll spoil your looks if you frown,

It’s a long way down, don’t you think?

Into the very soul of hell?

How long do you reckon it will take you to get there?

Oh no, I dare not tell,

Plot after plot,

Scheme after scheme,

I will make you fear me,

Your nightmares are my dream,

You see throughout the suppressed depression,

Underneath the smiling face,

Listening behind closed ears,

Watching from behind eyes that stare into space,

Under my human disguise I am the one you will worship,

With a soul as cold as ice and as hot as the flame,

I will hurt you so much I will toy with you,

These are the rules of my game,

Scream your apologies to the sky,

Murmur your secrets in my ear,

Writhe in agony when I hurt you,

Tell me how much you fear,

And through all this still you seek to reap your revenge,

Still you want to cause me pain,

Oh dear, I guess you’ll never learn,

We’ll just play again…

18:06 Mar 22 2008
Times Read: 573

I can see the sorrow in your eyes,

Turn away from all your pain,

I have come to wipe away the lies,

And leave you all alone again,

There is no way out of here,

You cannot run away,

I have come to make you disappear,

And fade, just to fade like the day,

You have fallen from my grace,

But still I come to ease your anger,

I will wipe the frown from off your face,

And chase away the danger,

Life isn’t as easy as you thought,

I have seen your success,

And all the losses that you fought,

I have witnessed every moment of your distress,

But it doesn’t matter you see,

I have come to give you what you crave,

I have come to set you free,

And hand you a silver grave,

Come lie down amongst my shadows,

And sing within the darkness,

Watch the life that comes and goes,

In the pitch of my blackness,

Take my hand my dearest friend,

Come lend me an ear,

Let me take you to the end,

There is nothing to fear,

I will protect you tonight,

I will protect you tomorrow,

I will guide you through your sadness,

And make you blind to your sorrow,

Life is hard I know,

So come into my home,

A place lit by my after-glow,

Where you will never be on your own,

You are my newest guest,

You can stay forever,

You can have the best,

Sleep on a bed of feathers,

You can drink the wine of god,

And eat the food of an angel,

You can walk the path so well trod,

And never be a stranger,

I have come to guide you,

Come with me my dearest,

See what I can give you,

See which path is clearest,

Carry on in life as one,

Always holding you last breath,

Come with me and be gone,

Come with me, the Goddess of Death

18:05 Mar 22 2008
Times Read: 574

Its time to surrender give up your life,

Abandon your son; cheat on your wife,

Give up all your pleasure and joy,

Let go of all your childish toys,

Forsake your friends and your mates,

Ignore all detentions and your lates,

Consumed by your anger and fear,

Its time to shed your final tear.

Give up be gone you are not wanted here,

No one can stand it when your presence is near,

So go get lost run away,

No one wants you to stay,

You gave up your future you are alone,

Cast out, saddened on your own,

Its time to pay the devil for the amount of your time,

Let’s chase away all sanity from your mind,

Stay close through the land of shadow and dark,

Take all the time you need to play in the demon’s park

For you know that you will soon be taken,

Away from the world into the land of the forsaken

18:03 Mar 22 2008
Times Read: 575

Into the graveyard of the immortals i walk

Seeing with blind eyes the stones overgrown,

Tired faded words that once held identity,

Have become in the shade of time lost and unknown,

Into the cemetry of forebears I tread,

Whispering words the dead cannot hear,

The dying flowers spread limply on the disturbed earth,

And the thought of comfort draws a tear,

Into the land of the dead i wander,

the grass by the stones fresh and new,

Listening to the cries of the unnamed,

Where the movements are infrequent and few,

In this cage of saddness I now rot,

Among the dead forgotten beings,

Where no fresh flowers are placed near by,

And the world does not hear me screaming,

In this box of dead tress I now rest,

Where the alive do not hear my call,

Only the bodies beside me for warmth,

In the graveyard of the dead immortal

18:01 Mar 22 2008
Times Read: 576

Come and play with me it whispers,

Its child like fingers clutching our own,

Come and play my game it pleads,

I will never leave you on your own,

I am not like the rest of humanity,

I am not fickle or consumed by worthless greed,

It entices us laughing sweetly in the night,

It chases us through the stars crying when we bleed,

Come and play with me it calls,

It runs on ahead playing a hungry little game,

It giggles in ecstasy as children run to it,

It wraps its arms around them staking its claim,

You are mine now, it tells the children,

You are my own flesh and blood,

Spread my message to the others of your kind,

Tell them it’s a reward for being good,

It claws at our skin, ripping away our flesh,

I like to play this game it laughs gaily,

I have new victims every night,

I birth new children daily,

It spreads its black wings towards the midnight sky,

It causes every murder while its eyes glint like a dying fire spark,

Go my children tell them to run,

Tell them to come and play in the dark…

16:27 Mar 22 2008
Times Read: 577

Systematic decay of emotional chaos

clearning my mind and soul

blazing responses trigger mass homicide

words and images cut through your flesh

composed through my fingers and mind

taking your life

stealing your soul

im pulling these strings

your all puppets in my show

pick up your knife

pick your poison

slip into the soft reality ive laid out

drift into this make believe

kill each other for my sadistic needs

laughing at you all

we'll play again tomorrow

my thirst for death never quenched

your thirst for security never enough

lust for me desire me

kill for me die for me

16:26 Mar 22 2008
Times Read: 578

A darkened tomb that lays within



a hallow shell that walks among the living



Torn between the two worlds



the living and the dead



Mindless games bottled up in my head



send out ringing sounds of horror



Hateful words reflect like a mirror



upon my soul



Behind a blacken door!!







Nightmares araise to take control of my life



As growing up within painful memories of the past



My inner walls cave inside my tomb



Pushing out the good and bring down the bad



Acting out in angry towards herself



and all those around



Without knowing whats in store



Once was younge and so pure of a girl



hides in a darken and broken down tomb



Behind a blacken door!!

16:25 Mar 22 2008
Times Read: 579

Painful tears sting my eyes

As my pride gets swallowed whole inside

Glaring upon moments that come to pass

of the hand that burned my face

Hattered words ring in my ear

When i think of memories of you?

or

Even when you come near

Holding myself down in your presents

So i won't show signs of weakness and fear

Who I Am?

Is slowly fadding away

The walls i've built up around me

Will take a miracle of life to crumble them down

Hidding myself for world and your presents

Is the best thing for me to do at this moment

Inside my hallow shell of a body

Lays a wall and behind it is a little girl

Who is crying on a torn ragged bed

Darkness comes and goes for her

With no more room for any light of day

On the inside looking out

My walking tomb of a body

Only knows how to take in pain and fear

From all others surrounding her remains

Each day comes and goes

No one knows how she feels

or

Better yet!!

They just don't seem to care that much to ask

Everyone sees beauty and grace

All she wants is for one person to set down

Next to her and just talk

For them to listen to the words that she speaks for her mind

and

To understand all the feelings that she wants spoken into words

Then maybe!!

Then maybe that little girl might just see that light once more again

16:23 Mar 22 2008
Times Read: 580

Peace within, Rage within

Chaos in the left hand, Darkness in the right

Bent to rule, Bent to consume

Here lies the beast with fifty known names



Here lies the king

Tyranny he rides with a whip

Peace he stares into the face

Forever known as the Great One



Here lies the queen

With shadows she rides with a chain

As daylight burns, the sun dies

Forever known as Lady Kage



Peace within, Rage within

Chaos in the left hand, Darkness in the right

Bent to rule, Bent to consume

Here lies the beast with fifty known names

16:22 Mar 22 2008
Times Read: 581

Her and I first met

Years now in the past

I remember only pieces

It all happened so fast

But when she first looked at me

A strong love spell was cast

And I knew that very day

That her love would be my last



She never seemed to see me bleed

Or to any of my words take heed

She ignored all I sacrificed

Nothing I could do quite sufficed

She never tried; and always lied

Until the day she finally died



One would think this would be

Good news for me

But, now, you see



Though the ring upon my finger

Grows looser everyday

As I, in my old age

Finally fade away

Flowers bloom within the gloom

Around that stone where her bones lay

And her rancid, rotting remains

Sink daily to decay

Still it is her undead will

That over me holds sway.

16:19 Mar 22 2008
Times Read: 582

Laying half asleep across the bed

waiting for the time to pass on by

A million thoughts race through my head

a hundred miles a minute

Sometimes i cry or even laugh at my

own thouhgts

As i wonder if someone is down the hallway

Thinking!

What the hell is that girl doing in there?

I sometimes crack myself up

For no reason at all

I rollover onto my side

with a confussed and dazed look onmy face

Saying,"What in the world was i thinking?"

But!

Who cares?

I'm just a unquie individual

I set u as my back is againgst the wall

as a calming sensation araise in my eyes

Pondering many questions,thouht and memories

that go passing within my brain

No mtter how much i ask the question

why?

I guess!!

Noone will realy know the answer to all their questions

Slowly moving towards my pillow once more

One eye on the door and the other on the clock

While my breathing starts to die down

Dreamland awaites me in the late midnight hours

04:42 Mar 22 2008
Times Read: 584

Welcome weary traveler



come into my home



this night is your last



to you this is unknown



warm yourself by the fire



rest upon my bed



for when you wake to the morrow



my friend you will be dead



Welcome my new kindred



to my ever growing clan



you thirst now for blood



no more are you a man



listen close to my words



take women by the hand



let your reign of terror



fill every living land



Welcome weary traveler



as this tale begins anew



one never knows what fate



has in store for you

04:36 Mar 22 2008
Times Read: 586

The soul yearns to flee,

from the chains so tight.

Longing to be free,

of misery and strife.



She stands upon the edge,

looking into the deep abyss.

Heart felt is her pledge,

her soul for Death's sweet kiss.

04:32 Mar 22 2008
Times Read: 587

Wings of such warmth and softness

To cause a mortal to weep...

Enveloping those of need

wherever , whenever the need is cried out...

in the darkest of night,

in broad daylight...



A shunned and forgotten child,

a battered woman losing hope,

A grown man facing a choice of love or lust,

a teen giving up hope of never finding love for another or themselves,

all have felt the encasing of such tenderness.



Never asking for anything in return

Not wanting anything for herself

Her heart untouched

pure of soul

yet cast out

for loving a demon

who was once a mortal

damaged and blackened of soul

sent to administer to the abandoned and hopeless.



She stands alone

comforting herself

winds drying her tears

that she sheds for the masses

scarred by her fall to this earthly plane

she waits

for the ever falling tears

of those lost and broken

holding them gently in her arms

rocking them gently

wrapping in them in her wings

holds them close to her

as her voice calms and refills their heart

with strength to face the blaring light of day.

04:28 Mar 22 2008
Times Read: 588

Don’t be fooled by me.

Don’t be fooled by the face that I wear,

For I wear a Mask,

I wear a thousand masks,

Masks that I am afraid to take off,

But all of them are me.

Pretending is an art that I know very well.

Don’t be fooled,

I give you the impression that I am secure.

Look past the surface to the emotions

Of the soul that lies within.

Surface coolness gives way to passions,

The cool breeze of reason is consumed

by the flames of love’s fires.

These I hold for you.

Beyond the mask.

01:39 Mar 19 2008
Times Read: 599

Emerging from the shadows

And slipping from the mists

Darkness is falling

And a shimmering moon lights my way



He’s there, out of the corner of my eye

Blending into the forested mountains

He’s waiting…watching

Moments pass as curiosity brings him closer

His gaze piercing, hungry in it’s fascination



Silence but for the night sounds

He the hunter and I, the hunted one

Anticipation

Fear

A mingling of interested thought



A twinkling of stars

A play of light

And beast merges into man



A slight smile

A small fluttering

And he turns back towards the forested mountains



A question on my lips

The shadows call my name

Uncertain if I should follow this one unknown to me

Uncertain if I should turn back from whence I came...

17:48 Mar 18 2008
Times Read: 602

I search through the skies,

But I cannot find,

I search for the Raven,

But my eyes are blind



Is She hiding in the Deep?

Perhaps not…

Mayhaps she is in an enchanted Sleep,

She is the Raven, much sought.



Immortal without any ties,

Eyes of gray, holding eternity within their clasp

Swishing her black wings as she flies,

Her Immortal soul, out of everyone’s grasp.



Those who hunt her weary soul,

Shall look for eternity in the shadows,

Never finding, only wishing for her soul,

Her heart whispers like the bellows.

17:45 Mar 18 2008
Times Read: 603

The Light of the moon dusted the world with silver,

The flames of the torches frosted it with gold,

As silently they entered the dark forbidding Hall.

The nameless guests decked in their splendour

The swish of velvet capes, the tap of well made heels

Brought to life for one night for this the Magpie Ball

A music only they could hear wafted gently over them

The dancers twirled and shimmered across the ballroom floor,

Their forms like dazzling angels gathered in the magic night.



The smell of perfumed bodies pressed close upon another

As each they leaned much nearer to watch the special sight.

The beauty of the women, the magnificence of the men

All that night were equals displaying hidden charms.

But one by one they faltered and fell to the abyss

The damned they walked that night among the faceless horde.

They touched each dancer displaying their secret forms

And one by one they crumbled to nothing more than dust.

The sun destroyed their revels and the light obscured their flight.

17:43 Mar 18 2008
Times Read: 604

I must not slay your dragons,

‘Tis not the right thing to do,

I must not fight your daemons,

Because they only come for you,

I will not take away the nightmares,

Nor share with you good dreams,

I will never stop your heart from breaking,

Nor see you cease in your screams,

But yet I remain the guardian,

The one soul to keep your soul safe and sound,

And when you needs must die inside,

Tis then that I will come around,

As all around you the world crumbles,

A world so carefully crafted by your two hands,

I will stand above you and protect you,

In those times when you are more child than man,

I will not bring the dawn light to the sky,

I will not chase the midnight darkness away,

I can not say I am here to rescue you,

But this one promise I speak is what I can say,

I will not leave you abandoned on the battlefield,

The one you chose through all the disaster of these years,

And when you have fallen and sit begging on your knees,

I will be the guardian you see through all your tears,

I can not fight this war in your place,

I will not steal these lessons you must learn,

I can see now that it is not as complete as it seems,

You still have so much flesh left to burn,

It has to hurt if it is ever going to heal,

I will not steal this right to heal from your soul,

Yet it is truth that when you are fighting,

I will make sure you do not ever fight alone,

I am the thing of memories and dreams,

Something unexpected come from the mist of Truth,

A harbinger of the reality you find yourself facing,

A messenger come late from your troubled youth,

Though Tis honesty I bring to this fight,

Still is my sword doubly sharp and ready to cut,

And when you are fighting the worst of your fights,

I shall be there to tell you, never give up!

I may not make this all easier for you,

I am not the solution, or the means to the end,

I am instead proof of the value inside of you,

And the promise that this too, of all your pains, will mend...

17:41 Mar 18 2008
Times Read: 605

Come in...

Look into my dark green eyes...

Feel yourself becomming mesmerized.

Listen to my soft sultry voice,

and hypnotic laugh...

Finding you are now addicted,

without a choice.

Look into my deep longing stare,

And know I now hold your heart in

my hands till the end...

Welcome lover,

To the Gypsy's Lair.

17:39 Mar 18 2008
Times Read: 606

And here I walk, alone and cold

On a path in the woods, Haunted by old

Voices I hear but I pay no mind

For I am here to find my place in time

The lust I feel, the want I crave

Refuse the sun, sends an early grave

In teh moon I see the pale of my flesh

In my shadow I see a souless wretch

Sigh, do I as I move on

Trying to sing a nameless song

Coming along a barkless log

I sit to rest in the swirling fog

The voices again, Calling my name

I like last time, did the same

Destiny, they say. Fear and hate

These are the things of hell's create

Nameless, they say. Is who you are

and in these woods you'll not go far

Sighing again and wiping my hands

I stood and wondered "where does it end?"

Cold still, and now I tire

Thinking things I shouldn't conspire

Who will be here in the end?

For I will surley be here till then

What happened all those years ago?

When they took me in, this dark cult

Is this how I am destined to be?

Queen of the dammed? Lord of disease?

Strightening my shirt again I walk

Listening not to the haunted talk

Now, a split in the path, here I must choose

One way I win, The other I loose

So I looked at the choice in which I'd been sent

And like always, down the darkest I went.

I walked for hours, still no end

The voices loudened, times ten!

And the further I walked I began to see

This was it, never ending for me.

So I continued and still walk to this day

The path never spliting, never astray

And the voices still laugh the presence still near

But here I belong and longer I fear

Creature of darkness, taker of souls

I belong here, on the Devil's Road

17:37 Mar 18 2008
Times Read: 607

I a' wait sleep

shadows warm inviting

soft whispers barely heard

I lay down to travel



tis the time I love

time I unfurl my wings

stretch my soul until it cries

tears of silence



am I truly her

who hunts who flies

scales glisten with primal beauty

Teeth sharpened to bite to taste



what I am

certain am I of this fact

tis the me as I should be

one I am meant to be



I can see her

in my eyes as I look wildly

into the glass in wonder

why you have release her

the Demoness the dark one in me

17:36 Mar 18 2008
Times Read: 608

Encrusted with dried tears,

tarnished as a red shoe diary;

love remains a reliquary song

sealed within a solitary universe,

its lotus,

unopened.



There at the end of mockingbird minds,

beyond moral frailty

of feeling happy or blue,

sighs me and you,

one vesper away

from Venus.

17:34 Mar 18 2008
Times Read: 609

Raven sitting on the tomb.

Fog gray all around.

Black eyes looking at you.

Mocking you.

Moving forward slowly,

seeing it all around like it has substance.

But it doesn't.

It's just you,

you are the one.

He is watching you,

he always has.

As you walked in the sun,

and now among the dead in the gloom.

He will watch you as you pass this to and move on.

The raven's eyes looking into your soul and judging.

Waiting for the time,

your time.

When you no longer crawl here,

but walk in eternity.

17:33 Mar 18 2008
Times Read: 610

trails of indigo white

crosses paths with always

between nevermore..

17:30 Mar 18 2008
Times Read: 611




At the stroke of midnight,

Amidst the lightning

And pouring rain,

Came a roar of horseless carriages.



Out stepped the Alchemists,

Dressed in flowing white robes

And with unearthly crowns

Perched high upon their heads.



Next came their partners

In all their finery,

Wearing velvet gowns

Beset with glistening jewels

Of every colour, shape and size.



Before them stood the Great Hall,

Fashioned not by human hands

But by the magic of countless aeons,

As they entered

Music could be heard

But not a musician could be seen.



The partners sipped punch,

A strange concoction

Of different elements,

Tastes and realities.



As they did,

A strange tingle

Came over them,

As if something

Was changing

Their very essence.



The music changed

To the familiar tune

Of the Waltz.

The Alchemists

Gathered their partners

And began to dance.

One step to the right

Another to the left,

Then a lurch,

And a change,

A beating from within.



Those jewels which seemed

To be so exquisite

Slowly dimmed

Like the setting of the sun,

They were now

Nothing more than

Grains of sand.



The Foxtrot was

Next.



As they danced,

The jewels on their dresses

Changed from sandy grains

To strange green gems,

That seemed to shimmer

In the light.



The partners

Felt a little stiffer

As they moved

Little silver spikes

Slowly protruded

With every step.



Next came the Tango

A feverish Latin rhythm,

That turned the Alchemists

Into Satyrs

And drove their partners

Wild with frenzy.



They danced

As if they were possessed

By some wicked spirits,

Their bodies not under

Their control but by

Those from other realms.



The partners changed once more,

Their gowns no longer

Tinted with green gems

But with silver crescents.



Their bodies were changing

Deep from within,

Gone were their nerves,

Wires flowed instead

Transporting some

Strange aether.



Their bones gone

Replaced by metal,

No heart was pumping

Nor no brain was thinking,

Both replaced by some

Unnatural force.



Moonlight shone

Through the windows,

As the Alchemists and

Their partners,

Prepared for the

Last rites.



It was time

For the

Jive.



The elixir's work

Was done,

No more flesh

Did they wear upon their body,

But metal instead.



They danced

As if the devil was

Inside them,

A primeval force

Beating and stirring

With every step.



And at the end,

They drank

What was

Purer than Silver

Richer than Gold

And rarer than

Platinum,

It was that of the

Philosophers Stone.



They looked up

At the Heavens,

And fell to the floor.



Gone from this Earth,

Only to remain

In purgatory's

Shadow.

17:27 Mar 18 2008
Times Read: 612

Damn its cold and the window is open

And stuck just my luck. So if I die

I guess no one will give a fuck.



My mind is in a freeze. Darkness spread

Though me with a calm breeze.



Love is gone, my heart is gone so what

And so is my mind .Chillin and listining

To people killin tomorrows future.



Darkness is my friend to the end.

So bless me with black, so bless me with

Death. one tear of blood is all I shed.



My fingers are numb from the cold, my

Fingers are numb from the frozen

Handle of the sword. I am numb from the

From head to toe, but there is a fire

In which lights my eyes. Its small but

It helps the darkness from taken my soul

Forever.



Listen to my words, listen to my screams,

Listen to my pain and in which you will learn

What darkness and evil has done to me.

Why has fate done this to me?

Why has darkness and you done

This to me? You brought me into a world that I

Don’t belong in.



You have brought me into a world where evil

Posses me. and why and for what reason have

You done this to me?



Another tear of blood I shed.

One tear of blood for you,

One tear of blood for me,

And one more tear of blood for

Darkness in which I see and

Becomes of me.

16:52 Mar 18 2008
Times Read: 614

I’ve had many a friendship

come and go.

And for most, reasons,

I’ll never know.

Some come with the Summer warmth,

and leave with the winter cold.

Springtime rains bring sorrows tears,

for long lost friends of many years.

Memories fade as does the Fall leaves.

of friends who are gone,

but are never forgotten.

Each friendship is special,

in it’s own unique way.

And all tend to leave their own

impressions on your heart.

Friendships we make remain part of us

long after they are gone.

Happiness, sorrow, love and tears,

are all part of friendships that

last through the years.

Through the sorrow we learn

how special happiness is.

And through the love we feel,

we learn to forgive.

We gain strength through the tears,

as they cleanse our soul.

And we learn to be thankful for what we have

before we’re too old

16:48 Mar 18 2008
Times Read: 615

If you are lost in your way

Deep within a dark story

You are full of doubt

You fear going a stray

Open your heart

Let the pain pour out

Cling to memories brighter.



I hear the chorus of your heart

Your lonesome folly

Your need to find the light

Your fight to take flight

I will find you

Taking you back from the dark world

In friendship's kiss you will find your way.

16:46 Mar 18 2008
Times Read: 616

frosted touch dancing drowsy

leaves a fingerprint web behind



where falloff lingers eternally echoing

marble to marbe and mind to mind



ivory glimmers of polished dreams

but the hammers speak of root and dirt



a solemn trickle from frosty fingers

brought from basics, all ages' hurt

16:44 Mar 18 2008
Times Read: 617

Never let anyone tell you

That you're not good enough.

You don't need someone

Who promises you the moon and the sun,

Life may be tough

But it is YOUR life

Grab hold of it and never let go

Spread your wings and fly; allow it to flow.



Never let anyone label you conceited

Just because you believe in who you are.

Respecting yourself has nothing to do with anyone else,

So be proud in what you have succeeded.

The person you are, is dependent on how you treat others

So grow, learn, live, laugh, love, shine like a star.

Remember my words please and listen to me,

Make your own destiny.

16:43 Mar 18 2008
Times Read: 618

Dandelion dreams

swirling upon a sunset of tears

soaring high over pavement cracks

swept up by the current of forever breathing in



Now familiar with destiny of spirit,

where no carnival balloon has ever been

higher than a rainbow soap bubble

before the inevitable pop



Playground impossibly small

escaping candy coated memories

rising beyond starless heavens

You're leaving me behind

16:42 Mar 18 2008
Times Read: 619

Hoping for a magical halloween

One made special for you and I

With the silvery moon full glow

Of bright stars twinkling the sky



Enjoying one treat after another

Sharing our Halloween in style

Surrounded with spicy candles

Jack O’Lantern wearing a smile



Where we await darkness to fall

Upon a moonlit floor we dance

Enchanting night beneath stars

A halloween night of romance



Both dressed for this occasion

Embraced as stars shine down

You in your black velvet tuxedo

Me in my soft velvet read gown



In magical spells of Halloween

All staged romantically for two

To spend the night in your arms

Both sating love potions brew

15:57 Mar 18 2008
Times Read: 624

At the heart of all relationships

Is a special connection

Of souls and minds called friendship.



Between two who may be very different

Or two who share much in common.

Their lives become interwoven as time passes.



As they explore new avenues...

Share their hopes, dreams, desires...

The bond gets stronger and the trust greater.



And as they open up to one another,

Become more vulnerable,

A special love develops and grows.



It is a love that has many sides...

Honesty, caring, laughter

It is rewarding and fulfilling.



It is a love that transcends all...

Disagreements, sorrow, despair.

It is a love that gives strength.



For most people, there are friends,

Those whose company is enjoyed....

But very few true friendships.



You are my TRUE friend.



Dedicated to krave

13:45 Mar 16 2008
Times Read: 630

The fire slowly dies,

in the shadows of the night.

From the shadow cries,

the spirit bound in life.



Its darkly planted seed,

in the shadows slowly grows.

Within its aching need,

reveals the bleeding rose.

13:45 Mar 16 2008
Times Read: 631

The soul yearns to flee,

from the chains so tight.

Longing to be free,

of misery and strife.



She stands upon the edge,

looking into the deep abyss.

Heart felt is her pledge,

her soul for Death's sweet kiss.

13:44 Mar 16 2008
Times Read: 632

When will the ice melt,

That hides Passion's fire.

When it has felt,

The heart's true desire.

As ocean spray is torn to mist,

beating on weathered stone.

She wonders there does it exist,

or will she forever stand alone.

13:43 Mar 16 2008
Times Read: 633

Cold breath

touches my face

Ice hands

caress like lace

Close my eyes

Chills up my spine

Bare my shoulder

Your dark eyes shine

Lower your mouth

My head is bent

Sense my trust

Inhale my scent

Taste my blood

Take my life

I wish to be with you

Living forever in the night

13:42 Mar 16 2008
Times Read: 634

You're just getting on with life when you feel it,

Something's there. The air goes chill and you shiver.

Your heart flutters but you have to turn and see,

you freeze.

Its him. The one you undyingly love.

You thought he was miles away but he's there,

Smiling at you making your pulse go crazy.

You smile back,

and stare into his eyes.

They hypnotise you, you can't pull away,

you see the memories.

Memories of your time together.

Some happy, some sad.

memories of arguments,

memories of making up.

He's moving closer and closer,

still smiling.

Soon he's so close you can feel his breath on your neck;

Which makes your body tingle with expectancy.

"I love you" he wispers, touching your arm.

"I love you too" you reply.

With tears in your eyes, you reach forward to take him in your arms.

He comes and embraces you,

filling your mind with more memories,

that scent, that feeling.

Its ecstasy.

Then you feel his lips on your neck,

so soft and gentle.

You yield willingly, closing your eyes to intensify the feeling.

Then you feel pain.

Immense pain, your eyes flutter open and he's there sucking with fangs embedded.

You try to scream.

You can't.

He just drains you of life and leaves you,

heartbroken.

You wake.

It was all a dream.

Or was it a vision of the truth?

13:41 Mar 16 2008
Times Read: 635

It calls out to me like a beacon in the night. The pulse in her throat quickens with fright.



It flushes her face making bright rosy cheeks. My teeth come out, it is her throat that they seek.



Through her neck it pulses, singing it’s song. Giving life to her flesh as it gurgles along.



The life in her body is ample reward. She’ll give it to me without my speaking a word.



I float to her as upon a magical breeze. Down I glide, like a wraith though the trees.



Her eyes grow large and her breasts start to heave. She looks in my soul and she sees no reprieve.



Like an adoring parent, I take her face in my hands. I stare deep into her eyes while tying her hands.



I kiss her lips and smooth her hair into place. I lick away the tears as they stream down her face.



My hands go to her breasts as if by magnetic force, she whimpers a bit and then moans softly, of course.



Arching her back, she sets herself free. She makes her life an offering, a fine gift to me.



I bend down to take her, into my arms. I need no magic she is prey to my charms.



Pulling her close, I kiss her delicate throat. I feel her press against me and I chant an ancient old rote.



She is mine not just from the words that I speak, but her life is an offering, laid at my feet.



With a soft popping sound, my teeth tear through her skin. Blood surges forth and I am alive once again.



Tiny red rivulets make a bright crimson river, it drips from my mouth as I smile at her quivers.



Her body grows limp and she slides to the ground. I glide down beside her, as her heart stops to pound.



Watching with awe as her eyes start to glaze. Seeing her sigh as her soul starts to raise.



From out of her body her soul quietly slips. I lean down to kiss her now cooling, pale lips.



Thank you for your gift, my sweet little one. Thank you for stopping , when your mind said to run.



A precious gift your life given freely. Into your debt, I place myself deeply.



Wafting slowly, higher and away. Your body a memory, your soul flies as if from night into day.



Darkness to light. One life to another. Tears cloud my eyes, over your empty body I hover.



Blowing a kiss, I slip silently away. Your blood has given me, at least one more day.



Watching with jealousy as you soar to the light, cursing my fate I walk back into the night.

13:40 Mar 16 2008
Times Read: 636

on you i feast

drag my fangs down your cheek

you open you mouth to speak

i whisper in your ear

Je t'aime, ma chère.

i kiss down your neck

you groan

a sharp pain then a moan

i take a small drink

oh to know what you think

to pick your brain

it brings pain

i see the fire growing with desire

tis a surprise this fire in your eyes

but with it my soul dies

in my arms you moan and cry

a sharp twist

then you die

13:39 Mar 16 2008
Times Read: 637

With blood tattooed across her breast

and eyes a pool of fire

She stalks the night

for another kill

Fangs flash in the half moonlight

Nose twitching to catch a scent

of warm blood encased within



Slinking through city streets

Finding at last a pleasant morsel

Holding the wriggling mass of flesh

Releasing life through a single bite

Drinking away its soul



Dropping the corpse onto concrete

She stares into dead eyes

All for not to live forever

When it means death for another



A single tear

Before the sunlight

13:38 Mar 16 2008
Times Read: 638

As alone I walk thru an open door



seeking love and nothing more



I see your face your eyes your smile



and I cannot walk another mile



I know my mind it loves too much



I long I hunger for your touch



walk into this world of mine



and we shall stop the hands of time



enveloped in my darkness....my despair



I shudder as your fingers run thru my hair



I fear I could never put up a fight



my heart screams for me to take flight



I am vampyre I am Dracul



but most of all I am a trusting fool



how can one hurt so much



forget all that hurt with only a touch



alas once more I live in my dream



beside my king ever his loving queen

Welcome weary traveler
21:21 Mar 15 2008
Times Read: 642

Welcome weary traveler

come into my home

this night is your last

to you this is unknown

warm yourself by the fire

rest upon my bed

for when you wake to the morrow

my friend you will be dead

Welcome my new kindred

to my ever growing clan

you thirst now for blood

no more are you a man

listen close to my words

take women by the hand

let your reign of terror

fill every living land

Welcome weary traveler

as this tale begins anew

one never knows what fate

has in store for you

Vampyric Love
17:16 Mar 15 2008
Times Read: 645

As I walk among the shadows



searching for my love



the darkness does surround me



binding me in it's glove



the crypts they all are empty



my love has gone from here



I search the world a hundred times



knowing no mortal fear



my love at last I found thee



our journey just begun



you brought the clouds to shield me



and eclipsed the damning sun



we are bound together by blood



as day turns into night



we wake beside each other



filling mortals full of fright