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ok i really feel i need to let out all of my emotions right now. so ehre it goes..... normally i a happy go lucky person but today my mood is shot all to hell. i just found out that one of my friends commited suicide.. she was a really close friend of mine and i will miss her deeply *R.I.P. darla, i love ya girl* i just cant get out of my mind why she would do such a thing! i dont even think she was thinking i think she just did it... now im gonna miss her for the rest of my life and theres nothing i can do about it. i cant help but think that i could have done something, i am so unsure of myself right now. this is such a shock to me i didnt even get to say goodbye. i know she can hear me now as i say this but i wish i could have done it in person. it would have meant alot to her.. for everyone that reads this... for all the pepople you love in your life..... dont forget to say i love you or show them you care cause it could be the last.

yayyyy!! i got suspended again! no not really. that makes me really mad!!! i didnt even do anything and as soon as i got to school this morning i got told that i had to spend my day tomorrow back in iss! how freaking wonderful... oo i do have good news though. i just saved a bunch of money by switching go geico! lol jp but as you can tell im in an exceptionally good mood today.. well i must be going now. goodbye to all and to all a good night!!!

:)*blows kisses to everyone*

ok im at school right now waiting for the bell to ring so i can leave(hopefully i dont get caught cause im in in-school suspension) i get to leave erly today! yippie! im in a conciderably good mood today. better than i was yesterday... and an update on my friend- although she knows i dont agree she wants to get and abortion(which i dont like but it really is up to her). but shes not 100% certain about it. her mom convinced her to do that all i told her is that the baby will mess up her life right now. but ooh well wat can you do.... ive done really all that i can--i gotta go

toodles

today was alittle better except for the fact i got im big trouble with my dad for sneaking out last night. he waited untill i got home this afternoon at like 3:30 to yell at me. i got soo pissed i hit him and walked away. wich got me in some deep shit... im in a really bad mood today for sum reaon i think its cause im really tired. i stayed out WAY too late last nite. anyways i shall go b4 i get into even more trouble. god i cant wait till im finally 18!! 1 and 1/2 more years!!! ill finally be out of this hell hole

wow today really sucked... i found out my best friend was pg by my ex.bf. its hard i dont know wat to do. im afraid for her shes only 15 and its going to ruin her life. im soo confused im really depressed right now so im going to go