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so i have an assignment to write about my innercritc.

so i did that and then she assigns to write about an encounter that my innercritic and i become friends. well, im usually friends with it but...how do i write it down?

thats tough you know? i cant really think of anything to write about. i have class at 6pm..im going to start to get ready at 5...so that gives me an hour to think of something.. blah.

about my photography.

i presented a couple of shots in my class...the professor said that they were good shots but he felt like he just wasn't feeling it. he felt like it wasn't me. he told me to take picture of things that i thought were right to take not what other people think are right to take. he said, "even if it freaks people out" man, that got to me bad. i knew exactly what he meant..he was right...he IS right. i need to concentrate more on myself and stop worrying about other people and their feelings.i need to take care of my thoughts and feelings and express them through my work. even if it does freak people out.

oh man, i have been so stressed out with this hurricane stuff...but im tired of people talking about it..i find myself doing it anyway. I need to freaking go out and take pictures of things with my camera... I need practice on taking pictures in black and white....

rah. i have to start writting in this notebook for a diary or journal type thing..everyday for school. blah. thats the only thing i dont like lol.

well anyway.

yeah school i spretty cool. i know a bunch of people and i get to see some of my old f riends... but man, i dont know what i want to do after junior college.... what university should i go to? i want to go to Austin. you think my mom will aprove? blah. i dont know...