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These tears are made with sorrow just rolling down my face...we're not all filled with grace. We all just make the same mistakes over and over again. why can't we just pretend like everything is okay? Listen...I can't do this anymore...just listen and stop! This hurts, even if you don't mean to. Just listen...that's all you ever had to do! Smile? Don't tell me to smile. I will smile when the time is right..I will smile when I realize it's time to let go. Read these words carefully, don't let them deceive you. Read my mind, it's sensitive...Just like the feelings I have towards you. Scream at me some more, I Dare You!...tell me that it hurts, it will make me smile...just like you wanted me to do. It will create a smile of guilt, of sadness, of misery...just like the feelings you have for me. I will live my life the way I please...I will wait to leave when we are set at ease...It will make you smile, watching me leave. Your smile so uptight against your face, those tears roll down filled with grace. Your arms they swing...your hands grab your hair, so tight, it hurts...why are you so happy for me to leave? Why are you kneeling down? The floor is dirty...get up...get going and let me be. I will be set free into this world...Just Read. Welcome to this show...The Show of Me. Will I make you smile? Will I make you cry? Will you walk away from the words I speak? Just read careful, these words I write. Listen...that's all you had to do.

Listen to them once if you're smiling

Sail on the rhythm from my voice

When life comes night

I hide behind your feelings because they are so bold...My heart sinks when you mention her. I said goodbye so peaceful...but you made a war out of us...okay, maybe it was the too of us.

This could never be...why? I wanted it to work...but its not... but you didnt want it, did you? you wouldn't have let me go so easily...you would have never tried to say goodbye...but now i cant take it anymore...this hurt is killing me, creating marks around my wrist..my knuckles bleed as they hit the wall. With all my anger i cry...for another chance that you never gave me or all the things i counted you out of...of all of the times i made you walk away...and of all those kisses that just wouldn't go away. It crosses over when you're gone...and my whole body starts to ache. I fall to the floor and you slam the door and i have to wait to see you again because you wont answer the phone. you wont accept my apology... but out of all of the things...it must have hurt you so much because i still don't know why.