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I admit it, i have lived my life wondering why i do the things i do. Why i stay in situations that sometimes, they are so hard to handle. In every question that i have asked myself through out these years, none i have answered honestly. I have learned to lie to myself to stay happy. I have gained and lost things and people in my life. Right now, i'm doing both. The thing is, I don't have to lie to myself any more. I have adopted every happy moment with someone i care for, someone who i was willing to give up some of the things that i once thought i have loved the most for. Now, my whole life has changed. That person has helped me realize so much and i thank her for it...but, have i helped her? Sometimes i feel like i havn't. I admit it, i have lived my life wondering why i do the things i do. Why i stay in situations that sometimes, they are so hard to handle. In every question that i have asked myself through out these years, none i have answered honestly. I have learned to lie to myself to stay happy. I have gained and lost things and people in my life. Right now, i'm doing both. The thing is, I don't have to lie to myself any more. I have adopted every happy moment with someone i care for, someone who i was willing to give up some of the things that i once thought i have loved the most for. Now, my whole life has changed. That person has helped me realize so much and i thank her for it...but, have i helped her? Sometimes i feel like i havn't.

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-ezme