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I suppose when everything is said and done, there really is no right or wrong, black or white to this world. I detest those who try to make it so. There will be as many sides to a situation as there are parties involved, and thus everyone will have a different perspective or moral outlook on things.

I say all of that to say that I absolutely make myself. Ha, both figuratively and physically. I've had trouble...feeding and consorting with mortals lately. I know I'm using them, and usually I don't give a damn, they're enjoying it too, but gods does it unnerve me at how much some want my kiss of damned eternity. I know, I know. I spoke on this a while back. Mortals change so often, but not how they should. I would love to just find a donor that has a damn will to continue with their life.

It's either 100% or nothing with so many. I've taken to just go without and I must say, it is taking a toll. The floor leaps up towards me at times, the walls bend and squirm ever so slightly. I dont know how much more I can take.

I got to admit, as creative as I'd like to see myself, I did not have an idea for the title. I've been gone almost a year from here, so apologies to anyone I've left on read. I have never been good at technology, and I get frustrated with it easily so...yeah. I'll try to get better. Heaven and hell both know that I need to make some friend type relations. I've been traveling a lot lately. I've seen the sun rise and set over so many cities, countries and oceans and I must say... it's all the fucking same. Immortality is overrated. I need something to not live for again.