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i have friends in the US

i have them in the UK

theyr there when i need help

theyr there when u need a helping hand

or a shoulder to cry on

theyr always there to givve advice

im there as well

ill be there thru the gd times

and thru the bad times

ill be there with a shoulder if u need to cry

and ill be there if u ever need to rant

friends r everything to everyone

without them r lives would be nothing

so really all i need to say is

i love my friends

and u should to

ive had ppl play games on my feelings

it hurts like hell

everone has had that one way or another

we all know its not right

and wish we could change r past

but as we all know we cant

ppl say im the reason they do

ppl say i worry to much about them

but i cant help wat i feel

no1 in the world can

theres sumone in the world thats just like u in everyway (not looks)

but not even they would ever understand u

no1 truly understands anyone

ive had games played on me

and its hurts

so really all i wanna say

is stop playing games with my heart

i know im annoying at times

i know im a basterd at times

but u cant help me if i feel the way i feel

i have feelings as well

running thru my head

feelings about hate

about love

about lust

no1 can change that

i know i get jealous

i know i get worried

thats just me

thats just my feelings for u

im sorry i do the things i do

the things that r right

and the ones that r wrong

i cant help the that

i cant help that im me

music is in everyones life

no mater how u say it isnt

its always there

music is like love

everyone needs it at sum point in there lives

me on the other hand

i love music more then anything

everything i do is inspired by music

the way i dress

the way i talk

the way i ack

its all to do with music

music is the reason y i sit in my room alone

it saves myself from drowning



no mater if u like hip hop

or r&b

or even goth metal (YAHOO)

we r all the same

in the end

we all still

depend on music

in r lives

in r hearts

no1 is diffrent

we r all the same

we all love music

ppl try changing me

it will not work

i am who i am

no1 will change me

dont be like all the others

thinking im no gd at things

thinking im beter off alone

i know i am beter off alone

just dont try changing me

it will not work on me



no mater how hard i try

i always disaper

i am who i am

so i sit here in the darkness

in darkness of my world i live in

dont be like everyone else

dont try changing me

this girl i know

she lives so far away

but shes so gr8

shes so wounderful

shes so sweet

shes help's me alot

thru the bad times

thru the gd times

she is a wounderful friend

this girl i know

and i would like it to be more

but we cant :(

so this is for this girl

the only person that understands :)

My woundefull fiancee

the love for u

i hold in my heart

will always be there

no1 in the world

could change that

u r my one

u r the hole in my heart

u r everything to me

my love for u will never change

u r my wounderful fiancee

michaela louise toni rogers

My life at home

its a crole deal

my life at home

is unbearable

my sister is hell

my rents teart me the same

i sit in my room

to stay out of the hell

but no mater how hard i try

i always get burnt



this is my life

my life at home

i cant get away

i wish i could

i wish i could just leave

all my fears behind me

but they always seem to find me

i wish one person

could come to take me away

but no1 will come

so i sit in my room

in the darkness

all alone

in silence

worthlus

in pain

i lay in my bed

alone

afead

in silnce

the tricks u do

help me fall asleep

the heat run over my arm

and on my hand

just like i know u would in person

knowing ur there by me

helps me sleep

knowing ull always be there for me

knowing ur there by me

makes me dream sweetdreams

knowing u care about me

makes me dream sweetdreams

felling ur touch on my skin

is the sweetest dream

i could dream

so really

all i want is for u

to be here in person

doing thoes things u was doing

so i could have sweetdreams every nite

bcoz knowing ur here with me

makes me have

sweetdreams