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i would rather be dead, than feel this way.



i am not brave, i am scared. i am not okay, i am broken. i am not sleeping, i am crying. i am not breathing, i am in pain. i am not alive, i am existing.

i hate life and wish in some ways it would all end ! i pray for it , its a sad thing to hurt so much and can't say why! making it day by day is not good enuff any more !

i am sick of ageing i am tierd of being here for every one and i have to get up go to work same old shit ever fucking day! my wife acts like life is over nevr wants to do any thing ! so we sit its new years and i am going to be siting on my ass doing nothing but watch people on t.v have fun ! my kids are trying to kill me ! !