The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

i dont know who reads these anymore i dont know if i even care i want to write somthing as its been such a long time, my riddles still wont make any sense and i hope that people cant understand what i am saying, i dont want to confuse but i am much more of a shadow to people on here now, its been a while since i actually had a long coversation with anyone but it is to be like that as one day i wont be on here anymore and those who knew me will just have memories of what they knew, as for memories i still keep them i cant forget them and when i was so sad there was sothing here that cheered me, i was happy then. i am not saying i am not now its just different, i cant tell you if i have lived a correct life i dont know, i cant be sure i know i was happy most of the time... if you live for somthing live for that... try to touch paradise. i hope one day these touch some one, i hope these words mean some thing and that i am not just one of the million before me who, have just dissapeared... for those who knew me, you know where i am, for those who dont, try touch perfection, dont think too much thats what einstien said.

its consumed me now its over and i can see it now.