The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

i wonder who read these now, i dont come on here that often my old stompin grounds seem to have changed quite but with their change so have i, new face look back at me from the screen ones i havent seen before ones that are higher in rank but i have said before its my own goals i reach i never wanted to be the top. as for the few i speak with as for the ones who i have made friends they know where they stand... in my soul, this site has given me a place where i cannot go again maybe metally and phsycally, i dont care to get to that place again, let me tell you about me, i havnt had many women but after i lost the ones i cared for after they either decided i wasnt the right one for them i have always said if you want me back if you want to talk i am here, i said that cos i care, even when i have been hurt i still care, but i know after a while that they wont come back and that i was wrong to say i was there for them because after time they change to me i dont know them and they are not the same as what i thought they were, but i still say it, i dont know what i want to say about this but i guess its that things change and people change, so enjoy the good times while they happen i guess. as for the momories go i am now in the haze of orange and the drive to aint for the black pushes me on, in the momory of the one i have lost i will transend past what i was 13 years ago.