seven months
your silken nothings,
ladled lightly
into my ear, that once
slithered sweetly
through my veins then
pumped passionately
to produce that boiling blood,
have turned this body now
lukewarm
Good-bye,
Sole elixir of my heart
I built myself some new lungs
Because you took my breath away
I installed a better voice box
So I could find the words to say
I molded myself some new eyes
More confident than before
I shaped myself a nicer face
Much less easy to ignore
Removed my stomach’s butterflies
And made it so I won’t sweat
Just like every time I see you
Every time our eyes have met
Last of all, a brand-new heart
It’s a version 3.0
It’s so strong that it won’t break
Even after you say no
Blue drips through the darkness of my dreams,
And trails through every word that spills onto my paper.
It dances through me and escapes into my vision.
The world turns as blue as my mind.
Green grassy meadows fade into oceans of endlessness,
And every face blurs as it dims into vague shades of nothing.
Yellow feelings are quickly erased as blue bleeds from my soul,
Destroying everything it dyes.
All signs of clarity are lost in this deep pool of reality,
And everyone is left swimming and gasping for what is left of the crisp
purple air.
Bright rosy shades of red and magnificent rainbows return only in
dreams now,
Which rarely visit.
But in time, such vivid colors are erased from even our dreams,
And the blueness fills every crack in the wall,
and every deserted room,
and every wondering mind.
Death is nothing at all
I have only slipped away into the next room
I am I and you are you
Whatever we were to each other that we are still
Call me by my old familiar name
Speak to me in the easy way we used to
But no differences in your tone wear
No false air of solemnity or sorrow
Laugh as we always laughed play
Smile, think of me, and pray for me,
Let my name be ever spoken without effort without trace
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