The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

Cutting,cutting,cutting it all away1slice2slice3slice,maybe Ill die today4slice5slice6slice cutting with a knife 7slice8slice9slice trying to end my life 10,11,12 I dont care anymore!13.

,14,15 as I lie here and start to fear...death...its to late for me16,17,18 all across my throat cutting through my neck to take it all away so nice and stop the fear with my knife........hours later mom comes home finding herself only all alone,going to her room,she senses something wrong,opening my door she see's where I lie in my bed drenched in blood she screams,NOOO!!! but its too late....flowers at my funeral,buried the ground falls upon me .Forever willI rest in this eternal sleep~Aaron~ R.I.P

COMMENTS

-

---

serinety
15:53 Jan 22 2008

this was really good i liked it

---

POST COMMENT

I'm sorry I have to tell you,I did it again....so did you my cutting friend I must do as you must do..all just to rid us of the pain Aaron~R.I.P~

My heart races from the false adrenalin in my blood,I'm fucked up,I am a fuck up and I lookup,up to the heavens where you are,why did you leave me here,why didn't you take me with you!?now I have to sit in another dead apartment all alone inside bleeding out outside bleeding in;my eyes are black almost as black as my heart,almost....my heart races from your false adrenaline in my blood...I fucked up........sissy

You ask me if I hear voices;do you rally think thatI'm crazy?!Y ou ask me what the choice is....do I hear voices? Now you''re asking someone better?maybe to see if i

'm crazy you're nuts for asking me!What were you thinking? that if I was I would tell you?HMMMNN let me think?. who wrote that book about serial killers?I think we all have a little killer in us so,What?! No i'm not crazy....wait maybe....just maybe....yeah FUCK IT I'M CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!- deceased

Me and my sister are inseperable so when I am away or she is away;I miss youso,and you do too.When we are around each other,I do not want you to go and when you talk about your own suicide it erks me!I dont want my sissy to feel any pain;so I sit here and hang my head in my own shame,because I can help you not........I want you tobe well I dont want you to hate or feel any pain,I just want you to be okay,okay with me,okay with you.As I ring your finger let me show you I love you true for now forever so when you decide to look for me,I'll still be there for you becaused I do now and will always love you. My Brother,Aaron...~R.I.P~

Memories,oh the memories,of the times we once had...some really good and some since bad.Up ,down round and round through it all I love you,no matter where you are or what you do...you make me feel alright like everything will be alright tonight.When you are gone,i'm all alone it's the scariest thing in the world,without knowing where you were.I try to still be with you;without you my world keeps crashing down! when i'm with you my world is at sound,so will you please do not leave?Do not leave,ever leave me alone?Through thick'n'thin I have been through and the worst? the worst was without you never leave me again,for my love for you has never decreased nor died but yet has since multiplied therefore whatever you choose whatever you do I will always love you;just please don't leave me.....