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day by day i have this whole in my heart. i know why but i can never keep my heat whole without the whole coming back into my heat. i had my heart whole but not any more i've goten it broken by a guy. sometimes i wish i never met him but other times i want him out of my life but can't cuz he goes to my school and i have 3 classes with him. pain runs through my body every time i look into his eyes and hatered runs through both our minds and bodys as we pass by each other cursing one another in our minds. then i spot this guy i've known for a while i see his understanding in his eyes. i atempt to ask him out but he says maybe but we mess around from time to time. i realize that when i'm around him my heart is whole and it doesn't come back until we depart for the day. i want to feel that happiness i uses to have when my heart was whole and i had a smile on my face everyday but now the whole come back even when he's around. what is a girl to do. who will help her find happiness which only now comes in darkness. all i see is darkness but then a pinch of light shows. i run towards it but can never reach it. i run and run but a person blocks the light and says you have to impress me first.i ask wht do i have to do but then the guy disappers and the light is gone. i'm left there to weep in silence. no one comes to save me.

i write this story it has my ex in it and then he pisses me off i want to kill him but i know its wrong but i can just imagin him beging for mersy as i torcher him ,see blood ozing out of his body and him say ok ok i'll stop , i though u were nice now ur not i say i know i never was i was always a little werid but now look at me i'm torchering him watching him bleed as he begs for mersy to let him go blood is all over my hand i laugh and kiss him and let him go he dies a few hour later ha ha ha