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One, two, three seconds

Still see the apathy in me

Better run, run far

far away mother fucker

I can't, I refuse to be the

bane of your existance

Cause every second Im near

Is one more step off the edge



Gimme a good reason to let you be-free

Gimme a good reason to let you be me

Gimme another reason ta make you mine

I dont wanna hear any mother fuckin lies.



Another decade passes by,

and your back too soon

Why the fuck wont you go

Leave me the fuck alone. I'm sick.

Sick of your consistant bullshit.

And it urk's me inside so much

that I just wanna die



Go away! Get away from me!

Go away! Stay the fuck away from me!



Gimme a good reason to let you be-free

Gimme a good reason to let you be me

Gimme another reason ta make you mine

I dont wanna hear any mother fuckin lies.

In the darkest night's,

in the past times

when he was young

Innocent, carefree.

Daddy's love,

a painfull memory

Killing him slowly inside.



All he want's to know is...

Why do memories stll haunt him

I cant take it anymore

I've died inside far too manny times.

But these scars still kill me inside.



He's loosing taste,

He's loosing touch

of what he once was

Ashamed of what he has become

What happent to that innocent's

What happend to that carefree child

And where the fuck

did this worthlesness come from



I've been down this road,

I've played this little boy before

I've played the daddy's little son

And I just wanna know why?



These memories still haunt me.

I cant take it anymore.

I've died inside far too manny times.

But these scars still kill me inside.

Why am I so worthless?

What have I become?

Why? And no one can save me,

cause i cant even save myself.



Why?....Why?....Why?....

Why cant I make it go away?

Innocence was once a part of me.

Seems as though it were a dream.

Now a life I'm forced to live.

Bound to suffer once again.

Is life a curse or is it me?

Am I the emo lost in meek

I wish at least for once, I am free

Free from life, Free to be.



I wish just this one time

to leave this nightmare

There's nothing here for me

But sufferage, and hatered

Oh how I wish to go into a dream

Painless, lifeless. Alone.



This is the way I feel inside

This pain never goes away

Until I feel as if I'm numb

And soon it get's to me again

I search though drugs for an escape

and feel the pain go away

But then I realize I haven't won

I've only made my feelings numb.



(Course)



Just when I feel like I'm free

I see my wrist's. Memories...