Tonight i let the rain kiss my lips as i let it run down my body slow like a sinking ship, tonight i let my mind think foolish thoughts of romance., wishing hed kiss me maby even ask me to dance . tonight i let the rain wash away my pain. Tonight i watched the lightning dance in the sky feeling the thunder. Never to close behind.tonight i let the rain wipe away the tears from my eyes and softly graze my cheeks tonight i let the rain love me in the dark of the night.
This I. can't control. For I no longer can keep hold I have slipped out if my. Doll shaped mold. My mind unravel my emotions crash over my like waves but not that of a warm ocean day the crash down in to my core filling my lungs. There iz no air for me to breath for I am already under. My cheeks burn that of a roaring forest fire. My breath I can't catch my mind I can't grasp iv fallen over the edge. Why only one hand to grasp. But. Thiz I can not see all I can hear it the words spoken to me , my sanity I seek. But I have caught a glips of my self eyes read filled with fear thiz iz not me it can not be ! I wish I could truthfully deny. What it iz I see. But ik deep in side that scared broken down girl iz me. Thiz iz something u nor I could ever defeat. Nor beat I just have to watch my self sink for a little longer as I keep my air ik its hard but a happy me is still there as the waves star to slow and the light shines bk throw I swim to the surface letting go of that air. Reaching th top I am all back to being all there. ....... U don't need to understand
i open the door to my room standing in the door way i watch as the sun brings my drawings to life as the wind whispers to me i watch my drawings that live on my ever so pail walls .Then ever so soft black satin sheets call to me like the dark of the night and the neon colored pillows invite me back home rendering me helpless to the dreams and night tares that await me there. helplessly i star at the stars upon my ceiling listening to there silent lullaby
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DjShipWreck
06:48 Nov 30 2012
hello, I do like your poetry, you can tell so much about one, just by reading line by line....very deep, but it seems as one has been hurt, a its a good thing, without hurt and pain, we would never truly injoy happiness...
Dj ShipWreck