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Well darn ittt oh well I guess,any who I feel pretty swell man embracing who I am loving my tripple pirced ears and my sparkles and music louddd I get to go home wif my baby todayyyy :D!! And tomorro is our two year aniversry :) I feel very loved and happy I dont wanna go to school lol

I shall beith 17 :) yeytt lol

i waited alll day for u :/ and u just leave with out saying gb :( lame but i guess its nt supose to matter much but i cant help but truly care it was kinda sad there were n real thought of me crossing his mind but oh well i supose i already knew how this would be silly me for hoping for more :p man thiz iz laMeeeeee stupid boyz !

till im 17 boiiiii lol to day kinda sucked but i looked hot so i felt pretty good wore my corset and didnt get dress coded yeahhhh lol it was hot af! but i guess tecnoly i had an ok day better than a bad day so i wont complain , woooow talking to strangers lol man i feel bad thiz suckzz i wish ther was a way i could make it better for him properly.ah any way yeah suppose to go hang out wif my friends this week end cause my birthday is on a damn Monday ...... but i hope this upcming week is cool me and b and his parents are gonna go to vegas for laborday or what ever week end man his family is so sweet to me! so hes grampa jerry txted me today saying he puy my birthday card in the mail today thers so sweet (i think his grampa is kinda a creeper though) ill have to sent them a thank you note hmm yess yess i have a good song stck in my headdddddd

Eh i crave his conversationnnn soooo badddd but talking to him sucks cause i cant give in to him and i wanna just to talk to him but i wont, and it just suckzzzz buttttt =//.

Since iv written in here: p gor to wear my senior shirt todayy was cool lol dont git much to say lok

Im waiting on youuuu, soo im taking a brake from making b his new walket. Man its already Saturday nightttt: / school speeds stuff up so soon: / grr my hans hurts still: / hmm those cops got sym sexual tenxhionnnn awkward lol.

So far being a senior is cool its nice to go off campus for lunch. With the girls: ) had a pretty good Friday i like all my teachers and classes sooo far mannn ppl who dont comnent on profiles r lameeeeeeeee. Hm im bord. Sum one should txt me

SOOO Today was my first day as a senior: D was grate saw a lotta ffriendly faces in my classes loveeee my first hour! But ya did school stuff then me and B came to my house worked on hw then we napped ahhh napping wif him is the besttttt we fell asleep in an odd position XD id we lacked clothing wouldn't have looked like we fell asleep doing it XD then we cuddle when we woke up he was uberrrr luvy:) and then my day progressed as usal.. to be honest i wanna talk to him but its no good for him: / eh oh well

^Breathe. Carolina -can i take you home^ song, any way having an awesome dayy my baby came over early and we cuddled and such not then i got ready for my senior pictures went to take em say some friendly faces then came home and chilled im sooooo freaking tired i wanna nap but if i do then i wont sleep tonight and i need to sense i start school tomorrow: p im si sleepyyyyyyy

Sadly my big ass cookies and cream chocolate bar has finally met its end: ( .oh wellll 20 more dayz and ill be 17yeyyy lol not special but i look foward to my pericings: ) and my friends i go to take my senior pictures tomorrow finally then start school the next day summer is on its death bed looks vitalll

ultranumb is stuck in my headdddddd but it ok :) today was preductiveee cleanend did landry orginizrd got my eye browz re shapeddd hurt but beauty is pain, im nit a shallow person who wears pounds of make up i. Just say that cause sometimes to dress pretty or what ever hurts like hell ,aka heals.... but i dont care much for makeup be side mascara and eye spatkles and lip gloss and eyeliner: ) but ya had a pretty goood dayyyy

i like marlin Manson hes interesting im sure hes a nice guy to be around he has an interesting voice when hes not singing . mmm i like my new play list,Guns blazing =//.^= although it needs more songs, gosh he suckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkks asssss at holding conversationssssssssssss eh =//.

soooo i had a pretty grate day went and got school supplies had to buy a fing hundred droller graphing calculator....=//_- = i can only image how expensive pilot schooling will be ehhhh but hey gota get a decent education if i want a good job ya know it never ed occurred to me that i never see much female pilots working for air lines i hope it wont be harder for me to get a job cause im a girl that d be quite fucked up hm. but ya went and gt sum cute clothes and picked out my outfit for senior pohtosss i had to try and figure out what formal was cause i dress classy on a daily basis lol so i asked my friend and she was like a fancy shirt and jeans i found a NEW woops cap button but i found a new str to shp at theirs flipping aweeesome its called fashion.com but its an actual store and thennnn i talked with my friend iann and watched the movie spawnnn iv never seen it was pretty interesting hes now my fave hero hes cooler than bat man in my opinion then i tryed watching wrong turn.... i cant do torturer i can do killing ,shooting beheading trough siting and more but i cant do torturer it get to me andd thennnnn lol talked wif a new friend mister james he was purtty cool ohhh my title refures to a new band i got hooked on callllled BLUE STAHLI ian got me into themmm ll

Lol yup i wanna say somthing about boys and swords but no matter how i frase it it sounds dirty lol pretty good day kinda was busy but the good kind i talked wif alota my friends was cooool took pictures and stuffsss

You go to some ones portfolio and all their pictures seem like there staring at you....lol. i run in to that often:p it give me the same feeling that i get with posters of ppl. Like its just hella stating at me

Yup soon to be 5am and im still upp: ( i wonder y ppl doint commen on ppls journal when they read them hm. If i read ppl stuff i normally take the time to leave a word. Of sum kinda though, that way they know i wasn't just there to stamp my sig for a rate bk i really dont care for rating at all it makes no difference to me i just enjoy new ppl to talk to. And learn about. Hm idk where this cut came from: / i should clean my fishtank today. .yup.

SChoOl is so close: p any way im bored outa my mind and sumone ik suvks at carrying conversations, =//_-= . I. Gosh that sucks Wow the bald guy was the other dude. Aw. Blaaaa

man so me and B are talking abut when we get our first place together and college and such not and i asked my friend if it was hard to get a place with some one he said no just time consuming and exspencive which sounds about wright ird to think about this kinda stuff cause after this year its off to college and stuff i suppose i should get a jb some time soon i just got my modeling contract im kinda nervous abut it but hey some times gotta take chances in life and this is my first step torde a silly dream but ya know im excited

Part of my ofit really has not much at all to do with this lol: p. Im siting here waiting to get picked up to go bowling for the marching bad fun raser..eh band pplzzzzzz i like my select few the rest r dirty fucked up ppl.... any way ima change my earingssss

Ya know i was asleep then my body was like ur gonna be awake yeyyyy....NO BODY! Fffffffff eh i wish i could go bk to sleeppppppl: (

so this poped in my head cause a close friend need to talk about me f the troubles in his life and hes older than me as most my friends but that not all to important my thought was how is it i can giving advice n something i have yet to experiences and why i do s well .cutting it short , responding to something i never experiences. some times its easier to put ur self in some one els shoes in certain situations and others not so much .so why are we able to comprehend things like this?. sorry if this started not to make sense i kinda lost interest and bsed it lol

Because iv got a song stuck in my head lol woooi i woke up like half an hour ago i didn't sleep all that grate so im sleepy. Ate now im talking to mt friend. And my baby,suppose to go on a date today kuda excited:D fffffff im sleepyyyyyy. Well i hope every one has a awesome dayyyy

sometimes i wonder how much i really know a person ,the human race still baffles me to this day .i guess when it comes to friend ship its not hw much u know a person its the experiences you share with them at least thats how it seems to work for ppl around me , im easily trusted( and i dont take it for granted or use it to my purposes) ppl feel the need to share with me and im more than willing to listen i find it hard to deny any one in need of any help its just in my nature i suppose ,id let the scared animal bite my hand if letting it do that able me to help free it from its trap im willing to suffer . any way i was thinking abut this because i was reading some ones journal on here that i talk to relativity often and it let me get a better look at who they were and it wasn't bad just dull i suppose and i was curious as t what i was to them .eh so many ppl r indisisive its difficulttttttt any way when it comes down to it do i really know the ppl i surround my self with? i think i have a pretty swell idea basted upon what i see in there hearts and i have a tenancy to gravitate trod kind ppl i think im done spewing thoughts fr now gonna lay in my comfy bed

man there is quite a few overrated ppl heare and sometimes when i g to there profile i just wanna write blaaaaaaaaa as i rate them but thats rude so i just dont say much of anything no point in being unnecessarily rude but sum ppl r just sooooo cockyyyy lol im not really one for trends or overrated things in life i just cant not be abnormal sometimes i suppose lol

man i was upset with b today but he makes it so hard to stay mad lol same for my besty she makes me laugh to much to be mad at her lol but id much rather have ppl in my laugh that make me smile rather than upset me often ya know i very thankful for the ppl in my life