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I dreamed a dream of self esteem

A place where believing in me was easy

I had no more fears or anxiety



Just joy and trust and feelings were easy

I knew what to do and how to feel

These things will never be reality



I can be a nervous wreck and a stuck up prick

But at least I'm coming to honesty

I can have self control and not be a know it all



Because as we all know

Feelings really don't have a sense of control

Only my mind does

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BunesDraconis
06:40 Aug 11 2014

At times it can be the only way round, the feeling can have control, yet where the mind can make you think you feel something when infact you don't, plus you can lose control of your mind.

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ravenairsprite32
16:39 Aug 11 2014

Good point. It's easy to lose control of the mind when feelings are involved.

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Running back down a path

running towards my past

For now I want to remember

That is all I ask



I seek to feel the way once felt

I seek to find where happiness was dealt

I seek to be the girl once again



I keep saying to myself I remember when

I keep feeling like I'm missing a piece

I keep finding that my past is still a part of me