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The sadness cannot be erased with a touch of cold sunshine. I see beyond the surface, yet still, I know not who to trust. I feel close to no one, and I'm only here to fulfill a responsibility. Having no self-worth is not a disorder, it is a realization that I am not important, I am merely a generation past, and my needs to gain further monetary status are only to benefit the next generation that I have helped to create.

My children are the hope of this Earth, as are many, and they shall gather as one and carry the torch to freedom and love once and for all. We base our imagination around an ultimate result, a 'happy ending', yet we do everything in our power, or lack thereof to sabotage this goal. We have it in our sights but lack the confidence as a species to right our wrongs, to become inhuman and return the surface. We are all drowning in our sins, drowning in a present because we fear tomorrow. We destroy what we fear. We destroy our children so that they may never hope for a better future.

Some of us can still dream. But mostly, we are shallow; we are lost in a void.

and everything I touch turns to dirt