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15 entries this month
Life's comforts....
15:52 Nov 25 2012
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Sunday mornings...
Now in this moment, I wish I was at home.
Curled in a oversized sweatshirt, wrapped in a blanket, sitting on my deck...
sipping on that large mug of tea.
It's certainly a "fresh" morning this morning...with NO guess work required,
winter is on my doorstep.
I have so many things in my life that I am grateful for..
I have so many people in my life, that continue to remain, positive, happy and actually are genuine in their actions.
I certainly have a few that need to be 'cut' from my immediate circle, as they are more harm then good. But we all have these negative influences..
it's time I say, 'enough is enough.'
Except me, for who I am...
Enjoy YOUR life...
Take note of the little things...
Afterall they do matter.
Happy Sunday all.
LMFAO
23:12 Nov 23 2012
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OH wow..
Some people are just comical today.
Life that boring?
Hey..try getting out into the REAL world...
see how much you can "handle" that.
Oi
...
10:19 Nov 20 2012
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RAGE!!!!!!
Fuck
I
hate
this
place.
Don't be surprise when I bolt
News Flash12:50 Nov 19 2012
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Okay so apparently I’m ”back” on someones lips. But why is the question?
So here's the scoop...
*news flash…did you see the latest on queenofchaos??*
Hey Pssst… Did you see the journal? What…you didn’t?
Oh well allow me to post the link below:
(save you all some time LOL)
Yeah...so this is the screenshot I took last night of the journal post a lovely friend of mine made.
Seems people can't enjoy a journal...without running to someone else, in attempts to "stir" the pot? But my question is...
What exactly are you stirring?
Only thing I see, is YOU being a twat.
Even possibly a 'cunt', for attempting to start drama.
Sweetheart...you're not gonna be able to start shit.
I won't allow it.
See...what I do with pests like you, is PUT YOU ON NOTICE!
Call you out so to speak.
If you don't understand something, ask.
If MY life is so interesting that you need to keep track of it, and inform my friends of every time I'm spoke about...
then you need to re-evaluate YOUR life.
What is wrong with you? I mean really.
Do you know me? Let me answer that for you; No
Do I have to justify my actions...yes to 1 person.
Are you that person? Again...no.
I betcha you thought I was going to explain the journal, and/or what it meant...and all that "good" stuff?
Bwhaha, think again.
This is still me talking. I don't "kiss and tell".
I know, I might disappoint you with that statement but I truly believe things are sacred, and who and what I do...is just that.
It's for me to know, and not common knowledge.
Give your heads a shake. Read my journals, you might learn something about me. But you're not interested in that, you're more interested in fabricating shit...
I'm not one of these weak people that will broadcast my business.
I unlike MOST of you, have a life outside of these walls.
I LOVE life...and everything it has to offer.
I don't feel the need to broadcast myself, or my children for "anyone" to see. They are my LIFE... not yours.
I've had "public" relationships on this site... and I vowed to NEVER do it again. I will stand my grounds.
This is me...you don't like it, I've said before...
too bad.
So for the journal that was posted about me..it was FOR ME.
Does it mean I'm fucking him?
Wow... is all I have to say to that.
LMFAO
09:17 Nov 18 2012
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Hmm...
Love this feature...
"WHAT QUEENOFCHAOS IS DOING"
What really is the purpose of this?
Really who gives a flying fuck what queenofchaos is doing.
Or more like, who is she doing....
Oi.
MIA
09:02 Nov 18 2012
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Just thought I’d write alittle blurb here..
I’ve been missing in action for awhile now, and I’m certainly lacking in my email replies.
I needed to step back for awhile…and just focus on me, and my responsibilities.
Real life comes before this site…that’s the bottom line.
I do however need to balance the two.
It’s just hard when you have a family/friends inside the damn computer!!
So I forgot what it was like to wake up and forget the thing called a computer, and just listen to the little voices inside your own home..and just enjoy them unconditionally.
I needed that...
So yeah…that’s what’s be up.
I’m healthy; Happy most days, and work is going good thus far.
PRIVATE ENTRY
12:02 Nov 13 2012
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• • • • PRIVATE JOURNAL ENTRY • • • •
Good god.
22:41 Nov 12 2012
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It still BLOWS my fucking mind, that people on this website, treat it like REAL life.
They believe that a "coven" and it's members are like a "gang".
People STEAL people's profiles ALL the fucking time, SERIOUSLY?
*NEWS FLASH*
Give your HEAD A SHAKE!!!
I stay so far away from this shit...I can't even tell you, but Jesus Christ!
Oh and the lady I heard responsible for the latest stolen profile, and stolen favor BLOWS my mind!
I actually thought you were different. You proved that you're SO not.
Shame on you.
Shame on you for always preaching and never listening to your own words.
. . .
16:57 Nov 12 2012
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if a feeling appears, if your mind should sway
it's not a secret you should keep.
i wont let you slip away.
did i hold too tight, did i not let enough light in?
we used to be closer than this, we used to get closer than this.
tell me, is it something you miss.
♥
Whoa...
04:46 Nov 12 2012
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Whoa..
Well that’s a 24 hours I don’t want to repeat ANY time soon.
It really sucks when a stomach bug and/or food poisoning hit you so violently and just out of the mother fucking blue!!
I mean really?
One minute your tummy “hurts” and then the next you’re singing to the porcelain gods.
Thank god that it usually leaves as fast as it comes.
*rubs tummy*
For this I am grateful.
Happy Birthday Greetings..
23:46 Nov 10 2012
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It's November 10 here....I know it's Nov. 11th where YOU are, but regardless
Happy Birthday Wolf...
Hmm
01:08 Nov 08 2012
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I love the moments you just sit back, remember and smile.
The texture of my own thoughts...memories are cherished.
Thank you
bwhaha....priceless!16:33 Nov 06 2012
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Yeah..so I will just post PART of this convo...
Fucking hilarious.
Betcha YOU didn't know that slain, played with barbies!!
Here it is...
[8:14:02 AM] Slain: I was gonna share how I played with Barbies.. but fuck that.
[8:14:12 AM] Queenofchaos: bwhaha
[8:14:19 AM] Slain: lol
Queenofchaos: I am SO going to put that in my journal.
[8:14:59 AM] Slain: .... i swear to GOD.. if you post ... I WILL retaliate.
Tell me, which one is your favorite?
Lurking
17:28 Nov 01 2012
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Lurking…
Holy shit...let's get this clear, cause lord knows I have to justify my actions.
I lurk to NOT hide from anyone..
I lurk when I am working just because I’m on and off..
Sometimes only being on for a minute and have to close VR.
So then I don’t want anyone to think I am ignoring them,
when I take awhile to reply.
I tell people this, and they still make reference to me lurking.
"having chose lurk to be difficult to spot online…"
*sighs*
HOLY FUCK
Really? Is that all you have to worry about in life, if
Queenofchaos
Is
LURKING??!!
Self-knowledge & Self-perception...
16:02 Nov 01 2012
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Below was written by: Wilhelm Reich – “Listen little man.”
I am no man…however I can relate with a lot of what is shared here.
When I read it, and replace it with “she” or “woman” I recognize some
of my actions and thoughts
Lord knows I’m not perfect, and I certainly do not pretend to be.
I am human…and I fuck up, I don’t follow my own advice, and shoot me…
if I have a warped perception of myself.
I can’t be completely out to lunch on everything,
but I can be completely selfish…this I am aware of.
But who gave someone else a greater license to sin?
Does 1 thing vary between genders? It’s ok for one but not the other?
Does the other have good insight onto their behaviours? Can one live, and speak about actions never personally experienced?
To have great self-knowledge, and good self-perception and
understanding of ones self takes time.
It’s not something that just comes at the snap of a finger.
Patience is a virtue. This I HAVE learned.
I’m grateful for the little things. I’m happy with
what I get, seldom complaining I want more.
Guess that comes with experience and actually
knowing that the little things do infact matter.
I often remember a dear friend of mine telling me, how he enjoyed the quiet moments.
I couldn’t agree more. I miss the silent moments that spoke volumes.
Anyway…
Here’s the quote:
You differ from a great man(woman) in only one respect:
the great (wo)man was once a very little (wo)man, but (s)he developed one important quality: (s)he recognized the smallness and narrowness of his/her thoughts and actions.
Under the pressure of some task that meant a great deal to him/her, (s)he learned to see how his/her smallness, his/her pettiness endangered his/her happiness.
In other words, a great (wo)man knows when and in what way (s)he is a little (wo)man.
A little (wo)man does not know (s)he is little and is afraid to know.
(S)He hides his/her pettiness and narrowness behind illusions of strength and greatness, someone else's strength and greatness.
(S)He's proud of his/her great generals but not of himself/herself.
(S)He admires an idea (s)he has not had, not one (s)he has had.
The less (s)he understands something, the more firmly (s)he believes in it.
And the better (s)he understands an idea, the less (s)he believes in it.
COMMENTS
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KALIGULA
04:16 Nov 27 2012
You'd love for those negative influences to except you.... wouldn't you?
queenofchaos
20:30 Nov 28 2012
Yes Kaligula, you asshole. I would.