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Funny
05:41 Aug 31 2012
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Is something happening to my Coven??

Apparently another VR "member" seems to think so...and if you're trying to "start" something...think again.

This is my ONLY mention of it....and hopefully for you it will be the last.

Apparently you know more then I...??

Bwhaha

Fuck off and shut up.

I have no time for you asshole.

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Slain
06:11 Aug 31 2012

Yea... I'm online too much for shit to happen and me not notice.

So... yeah... Who said what where when huh?!?!?

:: snorts::

veauclin
07:42 Aug 31 2012

only think thats happening is we are growing in numbers and strength.

rofl queen is the great one he dont know shit. they will learn the hard way

What hurts the most...
10:14 Aug 29 2012
Times Read: 961

I would trade

give away

all the words

that I saved

in my heart

That I left unspoken

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Truth...
11:03 Aug 25 2012
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In order to move on,

you first must understand why you felt what you did....

and secondly why you no longer need to feel it. ♥

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Erlik
13:59 Aug 25 2012

So true :)

Personal or not personal
08:24 Aug 25 2012
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Hey....

It's POLL time.

Taking conversation OUTSIDE of VR...

like moving it too texting, or speaking on phone is:

1.) Personal

2.) NOT personal

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Slain
08:28 Aug 25 2012

Texting -NOT Personal

Speaking on the phone - Personal.

:: firm nod::

LadyPayne
10:19 Aug 25 2012

Texting = personal

phone = personal

((Does Seti coming to the house count?))

Diabolos
10:34 Aug 25 2012

Cracks up.

(Yes it does.)

Both are personal...completely.

The idea that communication is ever impersonal, whether it be a text, a call, or a letter, is simply a myth.

queenofchaos
11:06 Aug 25 2012

I know what I think...wondering what you think!!

darklass
21:11 Aug 25 2012

I agree i think both can be personal..

veauclin
21:12 Aug 25 2012

on phone is personal. text is still sort of personal but not as much :)

Waza
08:35 Oct 16 2012

it only becomes personal, when real attributes of the persons can be exposed, such as they way their voice sounds, afflictions in the way they pronounce the words to give it there personality shape

LMAO
08:20 Aug 25 2012
Times Read: 1,042

Q- What is Vampire Rave about??

A- It's a site about UFO's.

Bwhaha....asshole.

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Slain
08:24 Aug 25 2012

Sue me.

I can't stand that. lol

Patience... its a virtue and Dwindles.

:: snorts::

veauclin
23:22 Aug 25 2012

heres me thinking it was about goth parties oh fuck shrugs

Do what you have to do..
07:54 Aug 25 2012
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"Do What You Have To Do"

What ravages of spirit

conjured this tempestuous rage

created you a monster

broken by the rules of love

and fate has lead you through it

you do what you have to do

and fate has led you through it

you do what you have to do ...

and I have the sense to recognize that

I don't know how to let you go

every moment marked

with apparitions of your soul

I'm ever swiftly moving

trying to escape this desire

the yearning to be near you

I do what I have to do

the yearning to be near you

I do what I have to do

but I have the sense to recognize

that I don't know how

to let you go

I don't know how

to let you go

a glowing ember

burning hot

burning slow

deep within I'm shaken by the violence

of existing for only you

I know I can't be with you

I do what I have to do

I know I can't be with you

I do what I have to do

and I have sense to recognize but

I don't know how to let you go

I don't know how to let you go

I don't know how to let you go

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MoonSong
08:17 Aug 25 2012

wow, thats beautiful and I can relate

meh
10:39 Aug 24 2012
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Is August over yet?

Ready to start a new month.

I'm done with this one.

I got the most important day over with...

now I'm ready for it to be over.

Shew August.

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darkness82
12:35 Aug 24 2012

100% agreed...

veauclin
22:33 Aug 24 2012

hell yea i can connect with that

truth
00:33 Aug 21 2012
Times Read: 1,132

I love this...

Successful people- talk about ideas.....UN-successful people talk about others

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xRobin3x
00:44 Aug 21 2012

so true

Oceanne
12:16 Aug 31 2012

Very true!! Not only do they talk about ideas,they act on them too.:D

What makes you happy?
16:26 Aug 20 2012
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Oh I could so be a cunt right about now.

When you get close, I could pull the rug out from underneath you...I could make it really fun.

The mood I'm in atm, I would REALLY like that...as I could just hear your mouth flapping.

But I haven't decided if I'm going to play nice.

Seems you couldn't keep you're mouth shut.

*yawns*

You're choice, let's see how you decide.

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Holding breath?
14:11 Aug 20 2012
Times Read: 1,161

Hey guess what...

I'm glad that I didn't hold my breath.

I would be a fierce shade of BLUE at this stage had I of held it.

I love you...and stop making promises

you have no intention on keeping.

I'd rather hear the truth,

even if YOU think you're hurting me,

you're hurting me more with the false promises.

Simple.

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Rejection...
06:33 Aug 20 2012
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Doesn't get any easier does it?

You can have a tough exterior...

So rough and tough...

Walls up the ying yang...

And someone rejects you, it hurts.

Don't lie...you know that does!!

Some are just more forthcoming with it, and honest then others.

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Slain
10:11 Aug 20 2012

It hurts like a mother fucker.

And hurts even more so when you realize you've been led around by a string.

For what ever reason... that kind of pain should never be inflected on someone.

Be fucking honest, The truth hurts, but no where near as much as knowing that someone is ready, willing and able to lie to you.

This is what my damage left behind. lol

MoonSong
17:48 Aug 20 2012

yeah rejection hurts like hell, we've all experienced it at one time or other. I have personally way too many times to count. But yeah, I'm like you, I'd rather be hurt with the truth than a lie any day. *hugs*

veauclin
18:19 Aug 20 2012

its the single most worst feeling in the world in my opinion. you put on the brave face. but inside you are dying.

Gut feelings...
05:46 Aug 20 2012
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You know...

the one single thing that I have ALWAYS relied on...

and listened too is my gut.

Gut feelings NEVER steer you astray.

Tonight I acted on that feeling, and it was correct.

Whew..well at least I have something I can count on.

I am just sad it was right.

I didn't want it to be.

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PRIVATE ENTRY
08:59 Aug 18 2012
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• • • • PRIVATE JOURNAL ENTRY • • • •

Josh - RIP ♥
03:09 Aug 18 2012
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For those members that have been around for 5+ years...might remember this man.

Joshua...

His main Sire profile was demonchild66669 & MasterDaemon

He was the CM of the Coven of Mare Lupus..

This man and I had a great friendship/relationship..and I couldn't count the number of hours that I spent 1:1 speaking with him, about everything and anything.

We lost track for a few years..and I tracked him down...however I am sad to say, that what I found was not the most pleasing of news.

What I found was his memorial page...

I just wanted you to know Josh...that I never stopped caring...

RIP my friend... I just wished things were different, and I could hear that laugh 1 more time.

I will make a page my Coven for you...I already have your profile nice and safe...

I know that you'd do the same..

should I have left first.

This is a picture that he shared on his profile here, for those that might remember him ♥

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darkness82
14:41 Aug 18 2012

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=URplomiOlx0

Try me??
02:48 Aug 18 2012
Times Read: 1,291

Ok this is just a random journal entry...

I just heard something again...and I am being the bigger person and allowing it to roll off my shoulders.

Were you really even my friend?

You can't seem to keep me off your lips, yet...they're only hearing YOUR version.

You don't fucking want me to open my mouth...

I will fucking destroy you,

and you...of all people know that

I can & will.

Try me motherfucker...just try me.

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Slain
02:54 Aug 18 2012

Right!... RANDOM!

Like a SNIPER SHOT from a far off Gunney that's been watching for hours waiting for the right time to KILL!

::snorts::

Love this... so true.
02:41 Aug 18 2012
Times Read: 1,297

Don't you love friends like this?

I know a few dudes like this...bwhaha

However this time, it's a gf...that all of a sudden "needs me"

Hmm, I need a good slap in the face again, NOT!

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Slain
02:58 Aug 18 2012

WOW

Yep... I hate that.

like... A LOT.

..understanding
00:16 Aug 18 2012
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Hmm..words for thought...

Understanding...

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Slain
23:26 Nov 05 2012

This I commented on long ago... but it just was not what was wanted.

08:13 Aug 13 2012
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What...you're Irish??

I thought you were Canadian.

*facepalm*

OH MY GAWD~

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Slain
08:14 Aug 13 2012

::smiles:: Hey... what?

A guy can't ask a question?

xxEmaeraldxx
22:18 Aug 13 2012

An Irish Candanian? Heh, I don't get that neither though. Face palms back yah.. Mind boggles.

...sitting wondering
03:15 Aug 12 2012
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Hmmm

I've been doing alot of thinking over the last few weeks, my mind including heart have been very heavy.

Thinking..wanting..needing that "touch" that will bring everything together...why does it seem so out of reach?

Do I know my answers, but just have them protected from even me??

I'm crawling up on the couch, and watching "The Notebook"....

I just can't get enough of their fairytale.

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Slain
05:50 Aug 12 2012

Some points of view may be exaggerate just for the sake of telling a story or color a moral into perspective.

But faery tales are not so unattainable, when all that the are,

is the special moments in life you find yourself smiling at, cherish and appreciate.

A smile, a touch. A gentle kiss. A son or daughter smiling back at you. A stolen moment between you and your lover.

And life just likes to give you a LOT of everything else... so that when those moments come, you know it.

...
02:37 Aug 09 2012
Times Read: 1,413

Fuck...

You make me wanna fucking scream and rip my hair out.

URGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGH

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Slain
04:04 Aug 09 2012

Hmm... well. It's a reaction.

But to what, specifically?

queenofchaos
05:25 Aug 09 2012

A patient.

veauclin
18:21 Aug 09 2012

why mess up your own lovely hair for some fuckwit??? fuck that shit . drag them by the hair round the carpark on their face

meh
11:10 Aug 04 2012
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Hmmm.... so many things going through my head at the moment...

FUCK

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deringerdan
12:32 Aug 04 2012

when that happens to me I always open my mouth and let them things be gone ;)

LordFangor
12:42 Aug 04 2012

Well, I certainly know that mind-fuck trap

Thoughts
11:04 Aug 04 2012
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Hmmm

Just a thought...

The BEST person to ask about me.... well IS ME!

I don't bite...and I would be more willing to answer your question, then to have you assume...or guess. Or go find it from someone else.

Yeah NOT an idea.

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Slain
11:17 Aug 04 2012

::Puts down the VR 8 Ball::

Ahem... hmm.... I guess i should stop using this?

and it came to highly recommended too...

SupremeMaster
11:25 Aug 04 2012

I have a question for you, Queen. Do you wear any panties?

queenofchaos
11:26 Aug 04 2012

Wow...is this the "truth" column??

What are panties?

Phlebitis...
09:31 Aug 02 2012
Times Read: 1,496

Phlebitis

So... I woke up today, like any other day...got going about my business...

Felt a pain in my knee...to look down to a huge lump!

Well it would appear I have phlebitis!

GREAT!

So, now...I have a huge area, that's black and blue...and hurts.

The Dr. says...ice, elevate, ibuprofen and stay off it.

I laughed...stay off it, you serious?

Yeah, thats gonna happen!! NOT

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Slain
11:12 Aug 04 2012

You would if you could. But you can't so you won't? :P

Meh
11:00 Aug 01 2012
Times Read: 1,526

So apparently when you "move" a journal entry you LOOSE the comments just like if "Edit" the entry.

Well that's GREAT...nice to loose comments from members no longer here...

FUCK

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supernova
11:03 Aug 01 2012

Oh snap...I so didn't know that....memo to self... LOL...

Oceanne
13:24 Aug 01 2012

Nods~ Hate it when that happens.

bwhaha....jerk!
09:05 Aug 01 2012
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So...

I start humming... "everyone is kung fu fighting"

and all I hear..is

"wow you're white"

WTF?? Seriously?? White...because I sung Kung Fu Fighting??

fucking Ricans!

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Slain
09:07 Aug 01 2012

Hey Hey Hey!

Que quieres que te diga, Nena?

Canta otra cosa... LMFAOOOO

Oh... y virate! hmm hmm

Visiden
09:41 Aug 01 2012

ummm what he said... with knobs on it

queenofchaos
09:46 Aug 01 2012

O.O

supernova
09:57 Aug 01 2012

LOL...tell um good job Einstein anything else you wanna inform me about LOL...

You wanted to see...what
06:25 Aug 01 2012
Times Read: 1,385

Welcome back Visiden...bwhaha

On 01:11:03 Aug 01 2012 (-0 GMT) Visiden wrote:

hello...who is this???

On 01:11:43 Aug 01 2012 (-0 GMT) queenofchaos wrote:

A hot Canadian girl...

Who is this?? LOL

On 01:13:04 Aug 01 2012 (-0 GMT) Visiden wrote:

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

i fly to you right now yes?

you like sweaty greasy Greek man?

i am 73 and saggy around the edges but my cock still springs to life

bwahahahaa

On 01:14:56 Aug 01 2012 (-0 GMT) queenofchaos wrote:

Bwhahaah

Sweaty greasy Greek saggy around the edges....whos can still get stiff...at 73.

Nice...makes me wanna give you my # RIGHT NOW

On 01:16:19 Aug 01 2012 (-0 GMT) Visiden wrote:

oo yes my pretty lady, i love you all night long yesno?

*removes my manbra and gyrates my sweaty greasy saggy body*

On 01:17:55 Aug 01 2012 (-0 GMT) queenofchaos wrote:

You must be having a blast...bwhaha

TOO funny...

Love me ALL night long...but in all reality...how long can you keep it going for gramps? I mean I've killed men MUCH younger in bed

On 01:19:04 Aug 01 2012 (-0 GMT) Visiden wrote:

*pulls out a lil blue pill*

i can hump you soooo long, just the other night i was in the farm with my sheep, and hours baby yea!!!

On 01:20:10 Aug 01 2012 (-0 GMT) queenofchaos wrote:

Viagra?

Really?

Stiffy alright...and sheep?

You like your lays THAT fuzzy???

*gags*

On 01:21:24 Aug 01 2012 (-0 GMT) Visiden wrote:

oooo mama...the fuzzy ones is sooo good....make an old man feel like a stallion

*snickers and tilts head*

On 01:22:53 Aug 01 2012 (-0 GMT) queenofchaos wrote:

Stallion hey wolf...I will GROW them long and wiry for you

On 01:25:56 Aug 01 2012 (-0 GMT) Visiden wrote:

yea .... no.... that Greek guy just got kicked in the balls by his pet gerbil... seems it heard what he was saying to you and got into a jealous rage.... its like seriously gnawing a nut off as we speak....filthy old Greek men... hehehe

On 01:22:53 Aug 01 2012 (-0 GMT) queenofchaos wrote:

Stallion hey wolf...I will GROW them long and wiry for you

COMMENTS

Slain
09:13 Aug 01 2012

WOW Hell... Yeah?

::Brings new set of clippers..::

Long and wiry eh? Hot damn.

LMFAO

Nice you two!