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Hmmm

06:36 Aug 30 2008
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Still lonely...



Under the soft sunrays of the midafternoon flight - we hike along a crevassed surface where the path fades away while our ears are engulfed by the faint sounds of rushing water. The play of fingers caressing your hand and backside as a frolicking friend entices you to lay at the edge of the escarpement with the vulture eagles swooping in the air as the clothing begins to peel and reveal the heartache underneath seeking the pleasurable touch of two lonely spirits walking hand in hand....



An airy afternoon sets in amidst the clouded gray - our eyes enchanted by the beauty of the other being that lies in cuddled ways as we spoon below the everending flow of a streaming willow tree - its leaves bedding us in a camoflage of imagery as passerbys simply have no need to think that passion is unfolding in the trees beside the trail....his hardened member penetrating the soft shell of the shoreline from behind with the added pleasure of an eatery of sorts as the lips tug gently at the base of your neck while his fingers cupping your mounds and whispering poetics into your ear as you gently spread to allow him access to all that you feel exposed to show and feel:)



Have an awesome night!!

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03:12 Aug 30 2008
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I am lonely tonight....needing a cuddle, snuggle and a whole lot of trouble :)


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BloodExtacy
BloodExtacy
03:58 Aug 30 2008

that sounds fun...





pandorasbx65
pandorasbx65
09:35 Aug 30 2008

Ahaha, I hear that :p





captainglobehead
captainglobehead
20:21 Aug 30 2008

Two warm bodies, finding comfort in each other's embrace; giving and taking; fulfilling each other's needs.





bunk56
bunk56
08:59 Sep 03 2008

Slowly dying..........





 

Yahoo Messenger...

06:37 Aug 28 2008
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Geesh I had a wack of contacts that either I didn't know who the hell they were, or I chose to delete them for various reasons...regardless I deleted a wake....YAY! Feels refreshing, ya know?


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Awesome quotes!

12:51 Aug 20 2008
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“A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.”



Weakness of attitude becomes weakness of character.”



“Reach high, for stars lie hidden in your soul. Dream deep, for every dream precedes the goal.”



“When it is obvious that the goals cannot be reached, don't adjust the goals, adjust the action steps.”



“It is difficult to inspire others to accomplish what you haven't been willing to try”



“Courage is the discovery that you may not win, and trying when you know you can lose.”



“Music is what feelings sound like.”



“Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying, "I will try again tomorrow.”



“There are no failures - just experiences and your reactions to them.”



“Try and fail, but don't fail to try.”



“You won't realize the distance you've walked until you take a look around and realize how far you've been.”



“Man can live about forty days without food, about three days without water, about eight minutes without air, but only for one second without hope”



“Only as high as I reach can I grow, only as far as I seek can I go, only as deep as I look can I see, only as much as I dream can I be.”



“I dreamed a thousand new paths. . . I woke and walked my old one.”



“Little by little one walks far”

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captainglobehead
captainglobehead
13:44 Aug 20 2008

Very inspiring and motivational.





 

A lovely quote!

09:36 Aug 18 2008
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A wise girl kisses but does not love....

Listens but does not believe...

and leave's before she is left...

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captainglobehead
captainglobehead
15:39 Aug 18 2008

...but a lonely one.





queenofchaos
queenofchaos
17:55 Aug 18 2008

Absolutely...





pandorasbx65
pandorasbx65
06:47 Aug 28 2008

One of my favorites, from Marilyn Monroe, says a lot about her don't you think....





 

Laughing

05:39 Aug 17 2008
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I love reading...



I love you...oh baby you are the only one...your what I live for, breath for...I would take a bullet for you...I love you more, no I love YOU more...



Fucken blah blah blah...if you have to 'convince' them or yourself so much, or the more you say it does it mean you love them more?



*sticks my finger down my throat...oh please!*


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CountThanatos
CountThanatos
06:02 Aug 17 2008

lmao! seriously though it would be nice i'm sure lol





 

Thank you

16:09 Aug 11 2008
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A huge thank you baby...for fixing my profile and putting my scroll boxes back in. Also the other 'little' changes you made...I love it.



thanks again...it looks somewhat the way it did *hugs*



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Verbal Diarrhea

06:06 Aug 09 2008
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I read tonight some profiles.....some journals....and just entries....and all I can see if literally verbal bullshit....hahah



edit: Ok...I have read some journals tonight that are fucken amazing!


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CountThanatos
CountThanatos
00:15 Aug 10 2008

lol most are nonesense but a few show some type of intelligent interest,which is alwys good to see.





 

Rainstorms

05:01 Aug 09 2008
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Oh it's thundering and lightening lighting up the sky...how I wish you were with me....smelling the rain, tasting the wetness on my skin...and dancing with you during the pouring rain...


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captainglobehead
captainglobehead
14:09 Aug 11 2008

Let me take off my shoes...





veauclin
veauclin
09:56 May 13 2012

nothing better than a good storm





 

Delete all messages

22:27 Aug 06 2008
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Oh clicking that button meant 300+ messages "poof" gone....whew for some strange fucked up reason felt good to say bye bye....i mean i delete the day to day ones, but those ones I was keeping for something or other...and well they're gone.


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birra
birra
21:11 Aug 07 2008

Ohhhh, that explains it. I knew something was up... I felt a great disturbance in the force.. as if millions of database tables cried out in terror and then were suddenly silenced...



...at the time, I thought maybe I was just gassy...





queenofchaos
queenofchaos
21:15 Aug 07 2008

You felt that too....see I knew I wasn't the only one that felt it....I knew it was more then the "average" passing of flatulance, thank you for sharing birra *hugs*





 

You walked lightly

17:56 Aug 06 2008
Times Read: 941






I wrote this nearly 1.5 years ago...for someone special :)



You Walked Lightly



You walked lightly into my life

Captivating and lovely to my mind,

At first, I never cared who you were

Now I am just happy to have met you

You kissed me

I felt my world change,

You held me

I heard my heart awaken,

You loved me

And my soul was born anew

You walked lightly into my life

Now my heart knows who you are

And with every breath

And every step

I take down lonely roads,

Your hand is my staff

Your voice is my guide

Your strength my shelter

You’re passion my awakening.

You walked lightly into my life,

And all my pain

You took as your own,

And all my fears

You cast into the sea,

All my doubt

Lost in your eyes,

You walked lightly into my life

And no matter if you choose to stay or go,

My life is forever changed,

Just because you loved me

For a moment in time.

And because I choose

To love you

For the rest of mine.

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captainglobehead
captainglobehead
13:28 Aug 07 2008

Beautiful.





veauclin
veauclin
09:58 May 13 2012

truly amazing words





 

Obsessive??

16:21 Aug 05 2008
Times Read: 951






I think that many ppl on this site become very easily obsessed, and over powering...

Well certainly not in all cases, but definetly in some



Definition

There are beliefs that rejection is the trigger of obsessive love - also known as love addiction or relationship addiction. They state four conditions to help identify it, namely, a painful and all-consuming preoccupation with a real or wished-for lover, an insatiable longing either to possess or be possessed by the target of their obsession, rejection by or physical and/or emotional unavailability of their target, and being driven to behave in self-defeating ways by this rejection or unavailability.



Two characteristics indicative of obsessive love are:



Obsessive lovers believe that only the person they fixate on can make them feel happy and fulfilled.

Persons close to the love-obsessed can also be greatly affected. Witnessing a friend or family member suffer from the disorder can be distressing.



Forms/stages of obsessive love

Obsessive love is a form of love where one person is emotionally obsessed with another.

Love addiction is a process addiction where a person becomes attached to another in an unhealthy, dependent manner.

Relationship addiction is a process addiction where a person becomes addicted to his or her relationship.

Codependency is a term used to describe when a person becomes dependent upon another for emotional and physical validation.

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captainglobehead
captainglobehead
13:29 Aug 07 2008

Is this directed at anyone in particular?





queenofchaos
queenofchaos
16:06 Aug 07 2008

Hmmm, would I do that?

Would I direct something at someone Dave?

Yup, it's directed to someone directly, hun.





 

Mmm

16:07 Aug 05 2008
Times Read: 952




Hmmm...today is a good day. I have fallen asleep with a smile on my face, and

awoke to you in my ear...whispering sweet nothings.

How I missed you...all the time that passed, washed over like there was never a

gap..and never a time without. Funny how that can happen and how badly you miss

someone but don't realize it till it's "back in your space."

I just wanted to thank you for awakening me yet again...Mmm, and what an awakening it was.



Real or Dream....



I will never tell....*giggles*

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captainglobehead
captainglobehead
13:29 Aug 07 2008

Someone is very, very fortunate.





queenofchaos
queenofchaos
16:07 Aug 07 2008

Yup, me....myself and Irene....Hmmm, that's not right, it was me, myself and I. *smiles*








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