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Tears run down my cheeks

I cough, my breaths coming in sharply

The tips of my fingers trail across the wall

I slip against it

My body sagged under my dead weight

I look up at the roof and smile sadly

Bittersweet

Finally, I let go

I can see what's happening

Yet, even though I know.....

When I finally face the facts

It hurts so much

Tears run down my face

and I run from

All the pain

All the sorrow

I leave it all behind

and in the end

I have Nothing

All I feel like doing is crying.

It hurts......it hurts so much....

This pain....

These tears.....

They represent the feelings deep inside.

My breathing is slow- hindered by these sobs

I don't even know why these tears came.

But the overflow

And I sink farther into depression.

The wind brushes my hair against my face

I look out into the setting sun and let my tears fall.

There is nothing for me anymore

I have lost all I had.

With one last breath I fall...

Fall into sweet Oblivion

Each breath I take,

Sends pain running through my body.

I feel myself falling, landing against the floor.

I cannot move, for the pain is too intense

Blood runs down my neck,

The smell overwhelming

My vision is starting to blur

And tears run down my face

I feel myself start to slip away

Please, please, no....

I don't want to die

There is nothing

Everything around me is gone

But now....

I realise how much it all....

means

I can't believe it

Everything we worked for...

Over.

Because of one little

Mistake

With each breath, I draw the scent in

Wounderous

When I had entered the desoulate room, I didn't think things would turn out like this

I sink to the floor, my breathing slowing

ah

Nothing could be better

I let myself lay where I fell

I'm so sleepy....

and I can't help it

I close my eyes forever

Circles.

Around, and around.

My bare feet dance along the ground.

I glide through the rain

I can feel the water running down my body

Suffocating

Stopping, I look around me.

I let out a laugh, and trip backwards, falling into the mud.

I run my hand down my front, and place it against the ground

I can’t help but smile at the screams

As I watch the torture

Excruciatingly Beautiful

With each step I took, the feeling of doom grew stronger

The wind pressed against me

A warning

Don't go

I continued, unaware of the carnage that I was going to

With each step I took, even though I didn't know it, I took a step into death

To the skies I look, this neverending dream.

How shall I live?

When I know this is fake?

This world created, only to show what will never be.

Forever this shall be

Forever....Never to end

Walking quietly, I keep to myself

This is no joyus occasion

I walk through this maze

To the secret place

As I reach the end, I know you won't be there.

but I hope; and I hope.

But the dead won't come back.

Once there, it seems as if nothing has changed.

I feel the tears running down my face.

I rememeber.

All the times we spent here.

And that's when I know.

I will see you again.

No matter what

I can feel it.

The blood.

It drenches my back, soaking my shirt.

I can't breath.

My chest falls with each breath I take;

It hurts. This pain......

I can't take it

What happened? Why am I here again.....?

Oh. Right......that's why.

There's nothing I can do.

I reach forward, trying to move, but the pain is too great

My cry for help is unheard, as I hear metal hit the concret flooring.

Eveything is starting to spin. My vision starts to blur......

and it's over.

I'm dead