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You think that the pain you have deep inside is bad? well try being me for a change lost in a hole with no one to find or save you. Then you find out your getting sucked down deeper with all this crap. I hate looking back cause all this pain blinds me, at times i need to break away from this world,from the person who shoved me so far off the edge that I had nothing to hold on to while falling. So when the pain hits me I cant feel it cause im in over my head. Now when I look in the mirror I see a shattered soul longing to be agknowleged, daring to be touched by anothers words. the past is real so the pain must be too. My cure is cutting the worst thing anyone could ever do to themselves. But it gets my mind off the pain that pushes its way to my surface.But pain isnt the only thing if face fear, fear of facing my self alone, cause i cant overcome the person i am today, without someone there to help me get through it. so dont tell me you have it bad cause i have it worse.