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This morning I tapped into the Lilith energies in my natal chart and connected to the lustful energies of the satyr in my personality . Conjuring explicit sexual imagery into my imagination was easy and genitalia throbbed with energy that was lower and sub-lunar in nature . Because of the rules I can't get too graphic but I invite you to use your imagination concerning what I was thinking and doing . The ancient Greeks used the satyr to symbolize that which was base , lustful and carnal in our sexuality . Lilith is a sub-lunar demon who evokes all that is evil, sinful, perverted , and cruel in a person's sexuality . A natural correspondence exist between them and before you can defeat Lilith's influence in your natal chart you must first defeat the satyr in yourself .

On the night of samhain / Halloween I performed a magical ritual . The intention of the ritual was to bring the unconscious, hidden and occult aspects of my personality to the surface . The ritual was part sacred because I made a general prayer of protection to god ( The Holy Trinity ) to protect me and all magicians working on that night . The next step was to purify the (( place of working )) by using the banishing pentagrams to clear away all that was malignant or evil from my room . Once the four directions were clear then I used the invoking pentagram to call forth the Archangels of the four directions ( Raphael , Michael , Gabriel, and Auriel ) with the corresponding names of god for each direction . Once the space was sealed and consecrated then I stripped naked , became sky -clad so as to identify with my natural and elemental self. I sat down in my chair facing east and began to use verbal formulas and visualizations to evoke my seven chakras and connect them to the Tree of Life. Since I've performed the ritual I feel a renewed sense of command over myself and things have been revealed to me about myself that will help me in my future esoteric endeavors . I will keep you updated , happy samhain .

Just came back from All Soul's day mass to commemorate and pray for the dead . I used the latin prayer for the dead , the one used in the catholic liturgy by the priest ( at least the priest from Vatican one ) . When I spoke the prayer formula I felt the same sensation that I've felt in the past . The best description I can give is that it was like a shower of God's light and love shining on the souls for whom I was praying . I prayed for my loved ones and the loved ones of others. I prayed for all those who have died in the middle east ( muslim , jew , Christian , American soldiers etc. ) and all those who have died on earth since it's creation. Each time the sensation was the same without change or deviation . God's love and light shining upon the souls of those on purgatory and Hell itself . God's love and light has no limits and he being love itself , encompasses all souls , wherever they are in the spirit world .