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My Love is still in the hospital and im here with him . I left 4 christmas to visit my parents that i haven't seen in 4 months, but when i came back to him it felt like we hadn't been together for months i miss him so much and he miss me and i was only gone for a week, but the last 3 days he has not been feeling good, he's been sleeping alot and has not been eating i feel so bad i wish i could do something for him but i can't so i sit in the dark feeling alone hoping he gets better, crying for him, wanting to feel his touch again and his kisses, wanting him to hold me as i lay down beside him, missing his smile his laughter, i know it's only been 3 days but to me it feels like it's been forever. We have'nt been in sperate since we've been together but now it feels like theres a wall between us and sperating us i'm trying to get to him i try everything to break it but it seems to remain up never to be broken but i'm hoping and trying my hardest to break it so i can get back to him he needs me as i need him more than he know's. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH. but wondering how long it's going to take before i go crazy without his touch . i feel so empty and alone and u want to know the funny part he's right here in front of me resting

This year went by so fast i could of sworn it was 4th of july or something.. But whatever.. This year for me was pretty good, well in the beging it was, towards the middle it went bad, and in the end very good i can't complian. I've been in and out of relationships this year but theres one i would not change for the world. It started in october of 2007, i was board and i got on the chat line on my phone i was talking to alot of people and as i was browsing this name chaught my attention, (Lord_Lust), so i went to check him out and we started talking, come to find out we had alot in commend.. the conversation started with his name, i asked him what his name was and he would not tell me he said i had to earn it so i took it as a challeng and i got it out of him faster than i thought it would take. So we talked and talked and a month went by we decide to meet or as he likes to say i asked him out...(lol)... whatever... but we've been together ever since and i love him so much i've never felt like this about anyone before i think he's my soul mate and he think's the same about me.. He asked me to marry him on december 23 2007 and i said yes so we are engaged now and i couldn't be happier. I know it's kind of soon we've only been together for 3 months but it's like we were meant for each other, even thow we've been 2gether 4 a short period of time it's like we've been together for years, but no matter what and i mean no matter what with the arguing He love's me and i love him... and baby if ur reading this i hope u know i love u and i'll always be here for u no matter what and hope we can grow old with each other and i hope our love last untill death do us apart.... *I LOVE U BABY*



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