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what do you know about love?

i've touched it's perfect face

i've held it in my arms

and kissed it to sleep each night.

what can you know about love?

if you can hate something so perfect

something so beautiful

something so real

that brings me to my knees.

when i see them walking hand in hand

with bright smiles across their faces

and a look of pure joy in their eyes.

i know they've touched the same love i hold

and i could never deny anyone i loved

anyone i cared about

such a perfect union of souls

some people spend their entire lives

up until their dying breath

looking for something this beautiful

searching for something this wonderful

and that's why i could never

not in a thousand lifetimes

stand between my love and his happiness.

i could never tell him who he is

or what he's feeling is wrong

but there you stand

soaking in the pouring rain

shaking your head violently

disgusted by some invisible shame.

what do you know about love?

how can you touch it

when your heart is filled with fear and hate

if you understand love

even grasping the meaning of the word.

you'd know it takes a million different forms

each as perfect as the last

and though i can't hate you through all my pity.

when i see the pain you cause

the tears you bring

and the misery you create

i break down and cry

because i know then

that you'll never understand the meaning of love

the true meaning of love.

but in your ignorance

in your blindness and hate

you crush something so perfect

so beautiful.

that still brings me to my knees

and for that i'll never forgive you

though i'll always pity you

as you wallow in you sea of pain.

my hallowed sanctum has now be tainted

by the kiss of death that lurked last night

leaving me hopeless my hear froze quickly

engulfing all my great courage with fright.



death struck last night with perfect precision

draining the entire life from what i hold within

my heart was drenched with the taste of sorrow

sending ghostly chills all over my frozen skin.



i hopelessly left without a soul or a heart

to face all my fears with my own naked essence

aching with hurt i face the end with no shoulder

gazing into the eyes of evils very own presence.



i truly fear that my time has now come to pass

lost in the chambers of pure lifeless sorrow

the realms of darkness now hold my soul

lifeless forever as it will not see tomorrow.



my heart is now dead but my soul lives on

in the chambers of darkness where evil hides

yet shackled eternally my soul will cry forth

for i am in hell where pure sin resides.

You broke my heart

so many times over

so take this knife

and strike me dead.

You always ignore

betray or use me

and it never gets old.

So again I whisper

take this knife

and strike me dead.

Take this razor

and slit my wrists

let me lay here

bleeding and alone.

Upon my deathbed

I shall wait

til the day you come

and pull the plug.

You don't care

about my life

or the love I have for you

you consider me

a slut and a whore

but your just hiding your true self.

You have no heart

no shame

and absolutely no feeling.

As for me I'd do just about anything for you.

My love for you

is unbearable

unconceivable and unmanageable.

You haunt me day and night

as I wake

and as I sleep.

I want to get rid of you

but I don't know how.

You hurt me in so many ways

you destroy my soul

and rip out my heart from my chest.

You ripped me apart

tearing me limb from limb.

Now I have no clue

as to what I should do.

So take this razor

and slit my wrist

let me die

bleeding and alone.

I know I'm better by myself

but to be with out you

is undeniable

untouchable and thoughtless.

So choose you weapon

knife or razor

and kill me now.

But may my words haunt you

when 'Im gone.