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well. not much done today, although its a miracle im awake! once. again, im bored, so i have taken to writing in here.



my head hurts. although i feel the swirling sensation of pain relief drifting its way towards me. what a saviour.



my head has been hurting all day and i haven't taken more than 4 pain killers which is good for me. as im usually use to taking 4 at a time. but im trying to live more healthily and over medicating myself wouldn't be a good start.



im once again wrapped up in my endless blackets. some of my friends are here. and they think i look hilarious, specially when i get annoyed with the blankets!



i have found a new band to add to my collection. not that they a "new" ive heard them before, but i have only just added them to my ipod. black veil brides. ahhh,

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Styx
19:40 Feb 24 2011

love that band xD

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poisonwhore
13:45 Feb 25 2011

friken awesome arnt they!!!!

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okay so i have deleted my whole journal. it was depressing, that was for sure. so time to start again then.....



urgh. im ill... i feel like ive just had 10 rounds with a prize winning fighter with my hands tied behind my back. so all in all, shit.



im thinking about redecorating my room. as part of being ill, i was subjected to daytime television. oh the joys! but even with sky tv, there is NEVER anything decent to watch, and for some reason, this home decorating programme was on, some one must have been watching something before, anyways...



i have some really good ideas for not just my room, but the whole house! daymm daytime t.v. it makes me feel like i could do anything! with its comma like pull, so to distract me from getting up, getting dressed and going to B& Q, i came on here.



i like it here, its a little bit addictive i must admit, but i just like talking to people.... well actually just certain people, cause even here, there are still people who are so unintelligent it makes cave people look civilised. but hey, i guess i cant have it all....



well i had a few messages on here, a couple from the weird ones, and one from my friend styx, who never fails to make me smile! its cool!!!!



so now im so bored that im writing in here. ahh, what a life i have! im on facebook. (yeah i know, most people on here are facebook haters) and it just bores me! but i cant bring myself to delete my profile!



i guess im so human! with my selfish instincts,like, im pleased when some people are miserable on facebook, and i love reading through all the comments in an argument, but then, i contradict myself by saying that facebook is a vile stirrer and just causes drama. ah, i give up. im a facebook lover!



im glad that i dont have to work this weekend, im so exhausted that i have a funny feeling that i might just sleep all weekend, its getting a bit of a piss take that i go through a bout 2 litre bottles of lucozade or other high caffeine energy drinks a day, just to keep me on auto pilot.!



i had a blood test yesterday aswell.. to see why im so tired all the time. its probably cause my diet is one of a friken rockstars!

i eat fruit, alot, but i also eat all the bad foods, like ones that contain sugar, then i LIVE of energy drinks, and i drink to much whiskey and take too many illegal substances, although not so much at the moment as im too sleepy, which sucks, alot.



urgh. ive just read through all that i have written and im sorry if it makes no sense at all, cause in journals i tend to just go from one thought straight to another, which some find confusing!



so back to my endless ramberling, cause i feel im not satisfied with this yet.

anyone know any good bands that i can add to my playlist, quite unique bands though, cause im sooooooo bored with the stuff i have at the moment, i just need something new.... and i cant think at themoment. so help. please?



ahhhh... im soooooooooo cold, i have the heating on, plus a lil heater, and about half a dozen blankets and throws, but i can still feel the cold, daym British weather. why do you hate me so much?



okay i think that will be enough for now.... maybe ill go read some other peoples journals? yeah.....

laterz.

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Insanguinarelarossa
14:23 Jan 29 2011

child you need to get it together. just advice from an old one.

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Styx
19:42 Feb 24 2011

awesomeness!! i make you smile!! that just makes me smile knowing that i am able to make you smile!! xD SMILE!!!! :)

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