The swirling feel of boredom charms me with its numbing dance, filling me with promises and kissing me into a trance. life is steadily becoming a downward spiral each circle, without a challenge, but brewing with regret. you only get one life, but then no one is perfect.
i intertwine my fingers in the vines of sanity, trying not to fall, but like the selfish human i am, i had it all, and lost it all. some times the only thing that keeps me of the edge is knowing what you would say if you were here, telling me not to fear. im sure you would talk me out of the boredom, taking me hand and helping me search for death, for me, except from you there is nothing left.
the pain is medicated the deep sensation wraps its tender arms around me and i need nothing more, the numbness whispers sweetly, keeping me still. filling me with bittersweet sorrow, there is just no tomorrow.
Dont bother pulling me back its here i want to stay. you make my heart heavy, puntured by you with worry and pleading, i have finished bleeding, there is nothing more.
COMMENTS
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martin
14:46 Mar 04 2011
reminds me of an acid trip in a cemetary
poisonwhore
15:02 Mar 04 2011
drug poems are always the best. :)