Jesus Christ on a stick! my head hurts!!!! waaahhhh!!!!!
i went out with the boys last nigh/this morning and they obviously thought that being short means i cant handle my drink... booya! proved them wrong...however, now i have an insufferable hangover and i think im in the pits of my own personal hell.... i actually ache all over and i feel like i have been kidnapped. i have strange bruises and my shoulders feel like my arms have been pulled back , like when you get kidnapped.... VERY suspicious as i dont remember alot of last night, i swear if one of those boys have tried to have their filthy way with me....LOL... i think i would remember though, maybe maybe not, its not like i have experiance with being ladynapped!!!
hey, atleast i didnt lose my ipod/phone/wallet! i normally lose one!!! i thought i lost my ID's for work and college.... (i carry them on the same tag, but i found it this morning so its alright....
i think i need to dye my hair again soon..... dunno which colour, im still liking the black at the moment... dunno weather to do summing brighter!
anyways, naptime!
laterz
wow.... just got in from work. work was fun, as fun as it could be working with guys...smelly guys at that!:( nahhh, there alright really, like older brothers. (not that i need anymore of them!) they got my tail, thats all that matters!
urgh now i have to start my college work, so much for half term, i swear they do it on fucking purpose lil fuckerheads! but guess what? i really CAN NOT be assed!
oh this is for my friend styx! you are awesome! you make my day with your messages and even if you wont eat all the waffles that i make you you still make me smile! and i have once again mentioned you in my journal happy?
anywho.... ima thinking, well not me, but my friend John, one of the smelly boys who live with me, thought of a good idea, its called Secrets, and if you look, it'll say all about it!
got my lip re-pierced today, ill put some new pictures up, not to sure if i like it though...hmmm...
i woke up on the floor this morning, with a horrendous! cant remember most of the night, but never mind eh? i need a vacation.... maybe soon. anywho, ima jet and set up the secret thing,
laterz
WHAT IS THIS? a day of for moi? with nothing to do? fucking hell, stop the presses and buy a lottery ticket, this is fucking massive!!!!
so i have asked myself, what shall i do today? so i jumped out of bed at nearly 11 and went food shopping, jee wiz, that was fun, now im back home and bored. i dont think my life challenges my brain very much!
heh, just checked the Kerrang fan page on Facebook, and i now remember why im not very sociable. they are just being complete SOB's and just writing random crap about how Kerrang are wrong, well sorry to inform you but they have there own fucking opinions and thats what they thought. Jesus get a fucking grip!
URGH! i have to do a training day at college about respect and shit, someone get me a shotgun! there called "super activity days" i call them shitty activity days or sometimes worse. drat, there goes a good week. its next Monday which suck suck sucks!
i might go to the gym in a bit, and take all this pent up frustration out on the punch bag or someone who will piss me off.... its going to happen. but for now, im going to go read some profiles and journals.... oh the joys!
soooooo....
boredom has consumed my brain again, which i have a theory about ,which i tell you about if i get the chance, but right now, i want to ramble about random shit that wont make my brain fuzzy from trying to write.
okay. what i done today, well i wnet out with the kid sister, and we shopped. i bought around £50 worth of new clothes, as i have lost weight so i need new clothes! we had a good time actually!
as she is younger, we taught about boys and school, and girls that she has fell out with, and i imparted some of my wisdom of life on her.... then we went for a coffee and then shopped some more, this time for house stuff... barely fitted it all in my truck!
then we came back to the house and set up the surround sound for the living room, with the help of john as i couldnt reach being only 4ft 11 or shortass as i call it!
anyways, all set up, and we watched a film on it, tis awesome!!! it can also hold my ipod, and thats plugged in as i type...
also have a docking station and surround sound for ze bedroom, thanks to the farther! boom baby!
anyways, i gotta jet, just had a frantic call from one of my friends about being stranded, so my theroy will have to wait,
laterz.
jeez, what a day it has been, i have a day off today, so i got up with some serious motivation!
i nipped down to my local hardware store and spent over £100 on stuff to decorate the front room. it was originally beige and and cream, and i wasnt having that! its now black and white and everything matches! oh my, its lush!
next day off is friday, so i will be doing my bedroom and the bathroom! i ache though, but ill get over it!!!!
im just downloading some new music again, i have found this quite awesome band called grinspoon. anyone heard of them. i love them!!!
eeekkk
anyways, im bored now!
laterz.
wow, just got home from work, and im listening to dream on, by areosmith, wow, what a beautiful song, really touches my soul... its the kind of music i feel fits with my mood right now.
i dont know how to really tell you what kind of mood im in, so if you know this song, which EVERYONE should its that beautiful, you might get the gist of it.
urgh, valentines day tomorrow, sheesh, that depresses me! first valeentines in awhile i have spent on my own. urgh. anyway, moving on from that sad sad point....
my kid sister is round, like just walked through the door as i was thinking of something more positive!
we are going to have an afternoon of my sorts of DVD's not her crap, so as shes never been educated probably we are going to watch sweeny toodd, rocky horror picture show and most of tim burtons stuff!! hehehe... better jet suppose!
laterz!
well hello!
its been a while since ive written in here, ive just been so god daym busy!
i have decided that if you actually READ my journals then im going to tell you abit more about myself, yeah, i think thats a fair trade, as you do come here to get to know me i suppose....
so what to tell you is now the question?
well i will tell you my age if you like, well not properly, im old enough to drink in England but not in America... i love that i can drink here, although, in most places you are seriously weird if you wanna go out, its that dangerous lil fuckers!!!
i also "own" a house, well my dad bought it for me, to house share, but its not in my name yet, i cant afford the mortgage!
im a tattoo apprentice. nearly ever so nearly finished my apprenticeship and then i might be able to pay the mortgage. i live there with my best friend Beth and two of my band mates, its cool, but the boys can be messy lil fuckerheads! and with having OCD i can get real pissed off with it!
hmmm i dont know what else to put really? im trying to keep my life under wraps on here as i was completely open and honest cause thats what i thought it was all about, taking of any masks and stop hiding behind shadows and mirages that we might have in reality and meet people and make friends that wont judge us, guess i was wrong then.
so as a result im not open anymore, as drama was caused, but maybe this change was for the better... its not like alot of people even read profiles, never mind journals!!! jeez...
anywho, i think im going to be the minority on here and go read some profiles and some journals if any profiles are intresting.
laterz
pw
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