some people look at me and think im a freak. that im abnormal because i dont really fit in.
people in my town dont know me.
some think they do and judge me.
just because i wear black or shit like that
they call me emo or goth.
i dont go to church so they say im going to hell.
im more than likely already on my way there.
i'll probly be driving the bus.
but oh well.
our town is over run by snobs.
people who stick their noses so far up in the air,
i fear they'll drown when it starts to rain.
i can't stand people like that.
people who have been spoiled all their lives.
i once was spoiled rotten.
used to getting everything i wanted.
i moved in with my aunt and she beat it outta me.
i had nothing.
no personal space. no privacy.
these people look at me
and think that they're better than me.
some of them have had to get a job
to pay off petty bills.
or because their parents made them.
since i was at my aunts house and since i left
most of my clothes have been given to me.
im not used to people doing things for me
if i dont have the money for something,
i simply dont get it.
i dont go crying to mommy or daddy for some money.
for that cute little shirt or skirt at the mall.
ive never had a cell phone. cant afford it.
dont have and ipod or mp3, cant afford it.
daddy's in prison. mom cant work since she got hurt on the job. stepdad's the only one working.
we're living paycheck to paycheck.
have to choose to pay the phone bill or the electric bill. sometimes if we're lucky we can pay both.
but then have to worry bout the lot rent.
im tired of hearing people say " daddy's being mean and wont let me have any money for a new cell phone."
people get the titty outta your mouth and get your own shit!!!!!!!!!
It's raining outside.
cold, wet, delicous rain.
Springtime's on its way.
Which means the rain gives life.
Life to plants, animals, and humans alike.
But rain also kills.
Rain can cause flashfloods,
colds,hyperthermia, and pneumonia.
Sometimes thunder and lightning
accompany rain.
Thunder is harmless.
Lightning, on the other hand, can kill
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