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The dark shades,

upon my face slowly draw apart,

without a trace of reminisce,

and as the light

penetrates my eyes.

I see your smiling face

and the glow of your joy,

to see my untarnished eyes.

I cringe at your diviner stare,

upon my face so rarely seen.

It is so dearly held

by such a radiant glare.



I weep for the time,

that had faded,

when ye were not so near

to my face of masks and of fears.

In my place of past

where shadows of,

"what ifs?" linger so closely,

in my minds eye,

that I couldn't help

but recognize

my own eyes,

staring so close at

my unseen grasp

on your smiling face

of understanding acceptance.



So many cannot see,

my hearts true fantasies,

of my greatest desire.

To be held,

with all the warmth

that the sun posses,

that one can't help

but smile in amazement,

at the glory that was founded,

In your eyes holding mine,

that they turn so weak by that light

of your glories smile.



I try to hind

and go back inside,

you firmly hold my face

not daring to let me escape.

That I can’t help but embrace

my fate

to be at your side.

Oh how I hate

the way you play

with my heart,

so that I can not say “no”,

to anything you do.

Oh how I love you

so much I can’t say

in my own voice to your face.

For my heart is sure

but my mind can’t calculate,

your reaction with my pain

of past mistakes.



The way your lips caresses my soul

with your smiling features

I can’t help but laugh along

Betaken by your affectionate kisses

that touch my soul

with a dove’s feather

so frivolously

that is pricks my senses

to your ever touch, scent and taste

and how I flood my self

in such bewilderment

I can’t figure what is up

And what is down



I wait till the day

When you longer

have to leave me,

in my shadowy mind.

That the blind contract,

over my face

that firmly grasps the mask in place,

tightly on my face,

in your deficiency.

As winter slowly dwindles away,

so does my chance,

my chance for love.

In this place,

of my being,

till time moves on.



I wait, as time

falls through my hands,

the harder I grasp

the faster it pass,



but I wait.



I wait for my dreams

to become real

or at lest the ones,

that are so close to true,



but I wait.



I wait till the night's moon,

shine through the fears,

the fears of feeling.

The desire in which we yearn,

to touch and hold,

with the care of our souls,



I wait.



For that day,

till my love

finds my soul.

The soul buried so deep

in endless sleep,

will wake to your song,



but I wait.



For hearts laughter

to be found,

among such gold.

That my heart

of tarnished brass

was chosen by one

of such a class,



yet I wait.



Till his lips

that speak of me so kindheartedly,

may touch mine lips

of such disdain and condemnation,



but I wait.



To be smiled upon,

with such eye's

the brightly out shines

my own,

of such unknowing,



yet I wait



Till that day

where I might find

my heart of gold

within your mind,



still I wait.



For I shall always wait,

till I find the one.

The one in which I desire,

so strongly that

I can't help but be attentive.

To wonder every thought

and yet truly never

want to know.



So I wait,

till that day when

you find me,

with open arms

to hold me

and stop my crying of misery.

With the smile

that is so vast and kind,

that it can stop the rain from falling

in my soul.



But I wait,

till my soul is shined

upon by such a glorious sight,

that I can’t help but reunite,

with my lost half of light.