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I don't want to see

These red thoughts again

They hurt so much

And cut so deep

I don't know how much more

I will be able to think

If these red thoughts

Keep tearing me apart

You walk alone

Along the twisting path

Trees rise up to either side

Branches stretched

Out across the path

A tunnel with a ceiling

Painted in rich greens and browns

The floor is carpeted

With soft moss and grey dirt

This hall is dimly lit

By glimpses of sun like candle flickers

An endless dancing shadow

Stirred by whispers

Of a zephyr

I defy

Anything and everything

That will prevent me

From going beyond

The limits I don't accept



I will intensify

My life

In every aspect that matters

I'll become more

Than what was though



I will know peace

Happiness will last

From sun-up to infinity

For as long as I can

I'll hold on



So I will never cease

Striving to become more

Because I want to believe

More than anything else

To be

What a languorous day

Sitting back with cold pizza

Blowing smoke rings

To the sound of Alice Cooper’s Poison



The air is just cool enough to be noticed

Each breath a drink

Each movement an experience

Absorbing it all



Remembered moments

All those short bursts of pure life

The great indulgence

She had her hair in a ponytail

It was held back with a red hair tie

She looked back

At me as we walked down the hall

She was breathtaking

In blue denim capris and her mother’s flannel shirt

The sleeves were rolled just above her elbows.

I wished that she still liked me.

She grinned at me before turning around



I paid more attention to her than our Pokémon cards,

Nothing interested me like her

I will remember forever

What came next.



An imp looked at me from her eyes

“Let’s play truth or dare, I’ll go first”



We played the game tentatively

Slowly, it escalated until

She dared me to close my eyes.

A brief moment of warmth touches my face

“Just a friendly peck on the cheek.”

She says to me as she sits

Arms bracing her as she leans back



I knew what I had to do then



As she lay back, grinning

With lips shining like diamonds

Like she thought she’d won.

I leaned over her slowly

My arms vibrated

My breath shook

Then there was bliss



Soft cherry warmth met me

As the taste,

The texture,

The heat,

Stole my thoughts,

I knew true passion.