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You know, my family has never been much of one but that doesn't change the fact that I care for most of them. I just got to thinking a moment ago, some time within the next 2 years I should organize a family reunion or something.

Go me! I just got my expert Minesweeper time down to 106!

As part of my effort to start taking better care of myself and to be more active, I'm going to start going to bed right after I get home from work and then get up around 3-4 in the afternoon. For the next couple weeks I'm going to use the time in the afternoon before work to clean my apartment, I'm going to spend a little time each day cleaning until this place is cleaner than it was when I moved in. I'm also going to go back to exercising after I get up before I get in the shower. I'm going to start enforcing some positive changes in my daily life with the hope that it will help make positive changes in myself and because I'm tired of not liking the way I live.

It's 12:30 at night, your 9 to 11 year old child comes up to you and asks for an energy drink. The child is clearly exhausted and needs to be in bed. What do you answer? "No" should be the obvious choice but instead I hear, "As long as you aren't too tired tomorrow"... What the hell?! Why should how tired they are tomorrow matter about whether or not they have an energy drink now? This is why parents get on my nerves, they don't seem to have anymore (and sometimes less) common sense than the child they should be teaching it to.

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MyWorldYourDream
05:29 Apr 02 2009

Wow... negligence at it's best...

Were they even paying attention to the child or do they just really not care?

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I wonder what it means when you dream that you're covered in what look like a combination of burn blisters and pimples that are filled with something that seems almost identical to milk thistle sap?

Damn it! I'm gong to have to take a break from watching Gintama. Everybody was linked to the same damn one on megavideo for episode 79 and it's been removed, even animefreak used that one! When are they going to learn that they need more than one and that veoh kicks megavideo ass?

Wow, just wow. The most recent activity in the coven I'm in other than people anouncing that they won't be around was on Jan 17. What happened?

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MBK
03:42 Mar 25 2009

Dead Coven, it seems.

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My mood swings have always been a little wacky, that's what happens when you combine bi-polar mood disorder with high testosterone, but lately they've been a little more off. It's annoying me and I'm having trouble dealing with it. I'll be sitting there completely content and then something small will annoy me and I'll begin swinging from one emotion to another like Tarzan vine swinging after having too much sugar, I'll get settle after a few minutes but I usually land on pissed and stay there until something makes me laugh or something else puts me in a good mood. I've also gone back to being angry all the time, even when I'm happy I can't seem to shake it. I really wish I knew the cause, at least I feel a little better now just from writing about it.

Just so you doctors out there know, when you're checking a paitient's throat for sinus drainage they really don't want to hear "Oh... wow, that's bad."

Phew, it seems my fever is letting up. i don't know how high it was since I don't own a thermometer but I know it got up there, I still have a slight one but at least you can't cook an egg on my forehead anymore. Just in time to shower and get ready for work.

It's official, I'm sick. I'm going to have to go to the doctor as soon as I get the chance, I woke up this morning and I had gone from a little stuffy to over-stuffed and it's giving me more of a headache. To add to that I still have some leftovers from that migrain I had a while back. One of my glands has been swollen all day too, this sinus infection is getting out of hand and I don't have any antibiotics to treat it. Tch, what a pain.

Today has been a good day so far. I went to bed right after work and got up shortly before noon to spend time with Tina and her family before they went home. We got along great and it seems that they approve of me dating her. After that I hung out with Tina, I played Tomb Raider and then we watched Curse of the Black Pearl. Now I'm at home trying to figure out what I'm going to do, Tina wasn't feeling well and wanted some alone time.

Umm, can somebody explain to me why VR thinks I've made 126 database submissions?

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MBK
03:44 Mar 22 2009

Forum posts before the change are your database submission total at the moment.

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placidchaos
00:15 Mar 23 2009

Ah hah ha! The sad thing is now that you mention it I remember reading that before.

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*sighs* I wish I had two computers, I could play my games on one and listen to my music on the other.

Tina's family arrived today, so far we're getting along. Hopefully it will stay that way.

I am so in the mood for a shake right now. Well, I need to get up and run my errands that I didn't do this morning because I fell asleep anyway so I might just as well go get one and I'll have Fable install while I'm out.

Holy hell, somebody shoot me. The GM hired a band for tonight over at the bar and they suck worse than a rookie soap opera actress who's only done porn until now. They sound like they have decent singing voices but no idea how to use them properly and they're singing old country music, plus it sounds like they don't have a complete band or something. I need to live somewhere that the live entertainment is entertaining.

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MBK
04:21 Mar 18 2009

Completely unrelated, PostInsanity thought she saw you at Wal-mart today =p

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placidchaos
20:13 Mar 18 2009

heh heh, She probably did. I was there between about 6 and 7 p.m. I had to go attempt to find clothing to wear there but thankfully I went with absolutely no expectations of succeeding, I'd have been extremely disappointed if I'd had any hope.

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Looking around it seems I'm not the only one who's been disconnected lately. I'm not sure why but I've been shutting myself off from almost everyone, even those I keep in regular contact with. I have barely logged on to VR, even less to facebook, and my presence on myspace I don't think was even measurable. I'm not sure what's up. It's even spilling over into work, but I guess I have to consider that work may be the source. The tiniest things there get me so worked up anymore that I'm surprised I'm functioning so well. *sighs* I don't know.

Today was awesome, it was a great anniversary. I went over to Tina's and we watched The Empire Strikes Back and Return of the Jedi. When those got over we went out for dinner at a Mexican restaurant, I'm not a big fan of the place but the food was well made. From there we went to GameStop and picked up a couple games and then walked home. We got home at around 8 and had a makeout session for about the next two hours, at the end of which my throat now looks like somebody pulberized it but it is so worth it. I figured out a few things that Tina seems to really like being done to her too. It was a really great day but I hope my neck has recovered by Friday, Tina's mom gets here then and I don't think it will make a very good first impression if I look like somebody attacked my neck.

More and more I just feel like shutting away the world and staying in my own.



Last night at work I was watching Highlander on the computer and every time someone inturrupted me I just wanted to lunge at them and beat the crap out of them. I know I don't really like most people all that much but now I can barely stand the presence of other people. Somebody just sitting in one of the chairs in the lobby doing absolutely nothing even bothers me, I really can't stand it and I want to scream at them to go away. *sighs*

That stupid tooth fell out this morning, a whole bunch of sinus pressure suddenly vanished when it did. So now even with my partial in I'm going t be walking around with a hole in my front teeth. I'm going in next week a.s.a.p. to get it fixed. What really annoys me the most about this is that the anchor the dentist put in, which is essentially a nail or rivet, came out with the tooth. I'm no expert but I don't think those are supposed to come out unless they're removed. Ah well, at least getting the work done will be that much cheaper since they won't have to pull anything,

Poor Pat. The new GM made the mistake of asking me what I thought about the hated chic while I'm in one of my moods. When I'm in this mood I'm completely honest about what I think, have absolutely no tact, and don't care if what's on my mind may bother somebody.

Call me crazy but I actually really like Prince's song Kiss and his When Doves Cry.

Dang it! This is getting on my nerves, every time I shave it gets worse. Shaving causes me to get ingrown hairs, especially on my neck, and it's becoming more and more of a problem. I can't figure out how to fix it though, I want to get a straight razor and see if that will help but I don't have any clue if it will work. What else can I do?

Today was a great day, if I had gone to bed and gotten proper sleep like I should have it wouldn't have been that great. I did take an hour nap at Tina's and that'll last me until after my interview hopefully, if not Ill know by the time I get off work and I'll just take a nap then before I go to Wal-Mart.

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littleimp
04:59 Mar 06 2009

i have same prob i sleep like 20 hours a week 4 to 6 at most in one night must be the vamp in me lol.

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Boo-fuckin'-yeah baby! I have an interview for tomorrow at 10a.m. at Wal-Mart for their deli department, which is one of the higher payingones. That'll so kick ass but I'm going to have to say something at work, especially since I just asked for a raise yesterday. I won't say anything unless I have a job offer though, not just an interview. It'll mean working days again and being able to enjoy my nights and until I get my liscense (I can never remember if that's nse or nce but I don't feel like spell checking right now) back it means walking their every day which is cool with me. At least if I get a job at this Wal-Mart I won't have to worry about my car breaking down hindering me getting to work. I really hope I get it.

I don't know why but I've been on a Subway kick lately, I'm craving it right now but I'm arguing with myself over whether or not to eat there right now. I don't think I will but maybe, we'll see.

Just for the hell of it, I'm not going to go to bed today. I just don't feel like it. Now on to more important things, I'm hungry and I'm going to figure out what I'm going to eat. I think I might go down to Coborns for my food since I'm debating going to Gamestop anyway, I'm debating buying a new Fabel: The Lost Chapters since I can't find mine. Though the game that looks really interesting right now is Mirror's Edge but my computer doesn't have the minimum requirements, it has to have 1GB of RAM and a 3GHz processor and I only have 512MB and 1.8GHz. *sighs* I can't wait until I get a new computer.

I am fucking pissed right now! I got those damn fines paid off and I had been told that was all I needed to do for Iowa to release my driving priveleges but that apparently wasn't true, now they're telling me that I have to pay a $200 civil fee and since I don't live in the state I have to mail it because they don't take debit or credit cards and they won't do a check by phone. If I had known this to beging with I wouldn't really be all that upset but I didn't because some dipshit that works as a state employee in the fucking state had no damn clue what the hell they were talking about! GRAAAH!!

Hmm, something's wrong with the timers on Boggled. The timer to count down the game is still going when it says you're out of time and the time til the new game starts is beginning its countdown as soon as a game begins.

Walking up to somebody that is laughing their ass off at something they're watching and asking them if it's good is really stupid and annoying, that's like asking someone if they're hot right after they fall over from a heat stroke. Use your fucking brain people!

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Wow, I must have been really exhausted today. I slept through my phone ringing and that's something I've never done, I also slept through my alarm clock and I haven't done that in a long time.

I really just don't give a fuck right now. With the mood I'm in, as far as I'm concerned the world can kiss my ass and jump off a bridge right now.

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chrysanthemia
22:46 Mar 24 2009

Wow what a page-stretcher.



Well I'm glad you made up with your spacebar. smiles.

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Today is one of those days when I just feel so tired. I'm tired of interacting with people, I'm tired of making choices, I'm tired of not being able to stop thinking for even a moment, I'm tired of being frustrated/annoyed/angry almost all the time, and mostly I'm tired of not being able to express my anger and what not. I really just want to shut out all the light from my place, curl up under my blankets, and pretend that the world doesn't exist for the rest of the night but I can't do that because I have to work and I don't think they'd consider it an excused absence if I told them I was calling in because I wanted nothing more than to stop existing or to unleash my fury on everybody I see (they'd probably start looking to replace me). At the very least I know if I call in for mental health reasons that I would have to go to a psychiatrist and have them confirm it and that I'm ok to go back to work, though if the one I would end up seeing is anything like the one I used to see they just might say that I can't go back to work. *sighs*

I think today I'll swing by Salvation Army and see if they've got anything worth buyin'. Other than that I need to go to the bank to deposit some money and then I need to call Iowa, Qwest, and Northwestern Energy to pay all that off. Beyond that I don't have any plans until this afternoon. *sighs* I'm so bored right now, the rest of the day doesn't look much better.

Ugh, so hungry. I wonder what the weather's like outside?

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MBK
15:44 Mar 03 2009

Cold, naturally.

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I just got done watching 'Zack and Miri Make a Porno' and it's a great movie but now that I've seen it I can understand why most theatres chose not to run it. It has a lot of sexual content and most people have a bigger issue with sex than violence or profanity, it'll certainly get a movie a higher rating quicker than either of those (there's actually an episode of South Park that touches on that, heh heh I said touches). Still, I think there are far worse movies out there that parents let their children watch and that's both in content and lack of being a decent movie.

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MBK
03:08 Mar 02 2009

The new Friday the 13th had 3 sex scenes and a lot of nudity. They still played it here for some reason.

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I went and had my taxes done yesterday, I'll be getting $709 back after H&R Block takes out their fees. I found out that I owe Iowa $2, I thought that was funny. I got a rapid refund so I should get my money either Monday or Tuesday, I'm looking forward to that because I'm going to get a few things taken care of. I definitely need to set some of it off to the side.

April, the girl that comes in to replace me in the mornings, is freaking hot. Today she comes in wearing this tight-ish shirt that was showing off some amazing cleavage, needless to say that I was having trouble not looking. I was instantly turned on, which is a little embarrassing considering that kind of thing is easily visible in the pants I was wearing. Then I go to the backroom to clock out and we're talking so she follows me, I turn around after I clock out to see her undoing her pants to tuck her shirt in. I don't know if it just didn't run through her mind that I'm a guy and doing that in front of me might not be appropriate or if she just didn't care but she did it either way, all I could do was stand there and wish that she and I were both single.I really hope that Tina gives me some action soon or I might just lose what's left of my mind.