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Falling in to myself

Fading behind my eyes

Lost in the world inside

I will not lose this war

Drawing the line

I take my stance

My opponent before me

There's no defeating me

No matter what the outcome

The win is mine

I am overcome and conquered

I am the victor of this battle

All that I am is dying

Fading in my tears each night

One more day

I might be gone

Swallowed by the pain inside

Eaten from the within



Can you see the hollow in my eyes?

The emptiness of dying

The lack of a soul torn to pieces

The depths where a heart is locked



Suffocating in this hatred prison

Struggling for new breath

Each moment passing

Might just be my last

Smothered by the nothing around me

Choked by air



Can you feel the failing of my breath?

The lack of will to go on

The deprivation of strength to live

The absence of any real feeling



Struggling for just one more day (one more breath)

Fighting for reason to come back (to go on)

Trying to keep it from killing me (Can't I live?)

Striving to forget the pain (Can't I heal?)

Just one more day and I might be free

Just one more day and I might be gone

Swallowed by the pain that takes my breath

Don't leave me to this fate

Give me my life

Light beyond the window

Wind blown leaves dancing

Vision smeared

Myriad streaks running

Rivers of roads go forth

Brewing darkness rolling in

Foundations quake from clashing air

Sudden ease strikes

A bomb blast of silence

The beginning has not yet begun

Dark clouds rain falling

Lightning crashes free my soul

Storm brewing my life

Struggling to find a purchase

The fall of sanity

Pain thrusting against my heart

Agony tearing at my mind

Losing sight of this reality

A new world descends

Escape the prison to fantasy

My mind's breath

So I survive each day

It's been 10 more days

I'm still lost this way

Nothing but time before my eyes

Truth put to all the lies

How can you just leave me here

Abandon me to loss and fear

In the wake of your cruel haste

Bitterness is all I taste

Time has taken its toll on me

Grabbing and tearing at pieces of my soul

The hatred consuming me

Pain taking control

I see the truth of it all



Deep inside I can see what it is

Struggling and fighting for air to breath

Chains shatter and fall away

Seeing my true self

I have broken loose



There's nothing more that you can do

I've broken free and I'll stay that way

Fighting for all that I am

I am what I am

I'll rise above it all



A soul untamed

A life unchained

Taking my leave

I am alive

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XxKatilynxX
01:47 Jun 16 2008

I very much like this one as well.

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Source of my pain is pain

Grit in an ever healing wound

Absence of joy becomes torture

Like the empty side of the bed

Hollow meolody of heart's loss

Silent tears of lullaby

Sing to me and bring me peace

Drown the neverending pain

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XxKatilynxX
01:46 Jun 16 2008

I like. ♥

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Leave and be done

Never again offend my senses

Take your putrid foolishness

Your vile mannerisms

Anathema before my eyes

A mask you wear

Hiding the bloody corpse

The moon settles into nights embrace

My friend and my repose

It watches as I lay on a bed of grass

Visions begin to weave before my eyes

My world and its splendor

I stare at the shining moon

My friend and my repose

An oath upon this night I swear

One day my world will be this one

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TemptingDeath
01:02 Jun 10 2008

Wonderful!

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As death shroud descends

Tapestry of visions past

Mural of this life

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Joli
01:05 Jun 10 2008

shroud...tapestry...mural Beautiful progression. Dark and lovely haiku. Keep writing!

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I was going through some of my old writing today, and some of it isn't as bad as I remember it. It's after I stopped limiting myself to four lines. I also came across some of my attempts at writing actual music, I might put one or two either in here or in my portfolio. For now, I thought I should include some of my old works in here, these are from about 6-7 years ago.



Life Goes By

Life goes by

And you don't know why

But you can't get a grip

You just keep letting life slip

You try so hard

And you get so far

Bt it just keeps going

Without you even knowing

Someway to stop

Letting life drop



No Title

I walked along in the rain

While doing so I entered a wood

And there I chanced upon something I can't explain

'Twas not bad nor completely good

So I walked bacik into the rain

And a time there I stoold

FInally deciding that there it would a while remain



My Sorry

Even though I tried

It ended up that I lied

I would do anything now

If I could change it somehow

Even though I can't change the past

I can make my sorry last



I said you could count on me

So now how can it be

That I wasn't there

When you needed me to care



I know that I walked away

But I just couldn't stay

'Cause you couldn't see

What I hide inside of me



I've hiddne myself somehow

And do what I do now

Because I love you

That's something I shouldn't do



Even though I hear you cry

I just sit here and sigh

'ause I just can't tell

If I want to keep you well



To See It

To see it

It must be felt

To feel it

It must be known

To know it

It must be understood

To understand it

It must be found

To find it

You must live



Poetry

Poetry is a free flowing art

Coming directly from the heart

Always on the go

To never stop is its fate

A language all its own

Some give it love and some hate

Its entirety is never shown

For life and for death

It's never going to let go

for that would mean the loss of creativity

In this you can take consolement

Never for this need you worry

Its job is never done

Sending out the heart's message

Hinged doors for it are on the mind

Ending only with existence

Done only when all have given up



No Idea

I had a great idea

But it said see ya

And ran away

Before I could make it stay



Words

Words are just words

They come in herds

It's actions ya know

That really show

Who's the real you

So be careful what you do

Pushing forward

Adamant determination

Walls barring

Falling and crumbling

Beaten to rubble

Barriers but paper

No deterring me

Neverending will

Indomitable force