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You know you've looked at too many profiles on a datin site when you start being able to tell certain types by their pictures.

There's a girl that I think I want to ask on a date. The only problem with that is that I can't really offer much on that front. The best I could do is chillin' at my place watching a movie, but I don't have the furniture for that. Then again, she's in a similar position as I am financially, so it might not make a difference to her.

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Seshat
01:58 Jul 20 2012

Most girls love picnics!



A big blanket.

A $5 bottle of wine.

Some fruit.

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xRobin3x
02:08 Jul 20 2012

me, a bottle of wine wouldn't be needed since money is a problem. and if you got at least peanut butter and jelly in the house, a picnic is perfect. to me, just spending time with some one means more then anything.



My two cents. just in case thou lol be up front on the peanut butter jelly meal lol just in case she has a ussue with peanuts. don't want to kill the girl. O_o

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I'm screwed. My paycheck is too small. I can't afford to pay enough toward my rent if I want to eat this week.



Right now, I feel so completely empty. I feel like something broke. I want to be done, to quit. I don't want to deal with anything. I just want to lock myself in a dark hole and fade away.

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