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I cry out the pain that's in my soul

I'm trapped in this world that's so lost

I want to be free

And the bliss is just one thought away



Can you hear me?

I'm falling inside

Can you save me?

I think I've lost this time



Hey

I've got my finger on the trigger

It's such a simple thing to do

Just one squeeze and bang

It's time to quiet all the voices



Can you hear me?

I'm falling inside

Can you save me?

I think I've lost this time



Why?

It's something I need to do so bad

They scream so loud inside my head

I can't hear myself

How is it that I've become so lost?



Can you hear me?

I'm falling inside

Can you save me?

I think I've lost this time

So many paths

Countless labyrinthian corridors

All traveled by silent ponderings

The deepest recesses yet unfound

Her name is Dana

She's one you cannot trust

Avoid her path if you can

She knows how to twist your heart apart



I've taken all that I can take

Take one more step forward if you dare

Please just let me be

Oh why can't you see?

I'm not faking, I'm breaking this time



He's a backstabber

Always nice when your there

You know what he does when you're not

He'll still pat your back, will you strike back?



I've taken all that I can take

Take one more step forward if you dare

Please just let me be

Oh why can't you see?

I'm not faking, I'm breaking this time



They are the players

The think we are their toys

How long do they think we'll take it

One and all we won't take anymore



We've taken all that we can take

Take one more step if you dare

Please just let us be

Oh why can't you see?

We're not faking, we're breaking this time



I've taken all that I can take

You'd better turn back right now

It is time to let me be

This time you will see

I'm not faking, I'm really breaking



I've taken all that I can take

Take one more step if you dare

Please just let me be

Oh why can't you see

I'm not faking, I'm breaking this time

There it is

Those feelings

Those thoughts

They're welling up

They're taking control

Who are you?

Just look in the mirror

I am the only you

How can one be so blind?

It isn't in front but behind

Stalking and waiting

Striking at the last thread

I am you and you are you

We are me

The explanation of the ever-changing

That which isn't is

That which is isn't

Who is both and neither?

A part of me that's inside

Darkness cast upon the heart

It's the way I see the world

A fire to freeze the soul

The burning ice consuming all

Can you see this?

It is the path left too alone

So few feet now trod it's way

Oh the lonely tales it could tell

The grass grows upon it

The branches all are healed

What could have happened?

Why is the trail so disused?

Where could have gone the Men

They who should travel down this lane

Forgotten it may be but it remembers

It's memory does not fade

Can't you come this way?

It's mournful call can be seen

Come back

Come back to this, the right way

The poor dying souls

They were killed with their hearts

This world has such bitter despair

Fed by so many closed hearts

What hope do we have

When Love is the new Hate?

Verse 1

If the devil smiled at you tonight

What would you do?

Will you grasp at your concept of wrong and right?

Do you think they can make it through?

How empty they now seem

The revelation

The showing of your hypocrisy



Verse 2

How long I trudged in the narrow trench

The track of your point of view

Kept from escaping by the burden of your own morality

Why didn't I see then how foolish I was?

It was all my own doing

I was my own warden

Bound by my own misplaced loyalty



Refrain

I have done all I can for you

In the end all I could really do was leave

I had to show you my back

It was the only way to show you I'm not bound by your self delusional dependancy

Lying in bed at night

Each breath is a thought

You wonder what's worth living for

You want there to be so much more



This can't be all that there is

A world of more downs than ups

A life without purpose

Wondering how to find your way

The way to survive

Until there is something to live for

Live for the day to come when there is



A lonely little girl

Curled up with her memories

Wanting to bring back happy days

Wishing she could merge the parted ways



This can't be all that there is

A world of more downs than ups

A life without purpose

Wondering how to find your way

The way to survive

Until there is something to live for

Live for the day to come when there is



Crying tears of a bitter heart

He holds fast the emptying bottle

Hoping to forget about all the agony

To forget that day of loss and then be free



This can't be all that there is

A world of more downs than ups

A life without purpose

Wondering how to find your way

The way to survive

Until there is something to live for

Live for the day to come when there is



One day that day will come

The day that you find what you need

A reason to go on with this life

So live for that day until it is today



This can't be all that there is

A world of more downs than ups

A life without purpose

Wondering how to find your way

The way to survive

Until there is something to live for

Live for the day to come when there is

Just one more fucking thing

Knocking over the scales

Poking a stick through the bars

But it ain't no pretty kitty

A demon lurks behind the blue eyed cage



Do you really want a fight?

Do you have what it takes?

Then bring it on

I haven't been beaten yet

Call me King of the Hill



I'm my own worst enemy

It's me against me

A combatant fighting his shadow

There's no good against evil

It's not white but black to fight the black



Do you really want a fight?

Do you have what it takes?

Then bring it on

I haven't been beaten yet

Call me The Nemesis



I am the warring peace

Living essence of Yin and Yang

Can you sit there judging me?

Don't expect me to be more than me

Or I'll expect you to fuck off



Do you really want a fight?

Do you have what it takes?

Then bring it on

I haven't been beaten yet

Call me Philosphical Rebel



Have you ever seen darkness fighting night?

A constantly agreeing contradiction

Like a tornado fighting a cyclone

Two being one and the same and one at the same time

The hollowness folding over

Engulfing that which I strive to keep free

The listless motivation

Contaminating my somnolent enervation

A constant irritation

Like a splinter in your palm

It's a root cracking through the wall

Shattering the diamond exterior

My serenity theatre

Once the illusion is dispelled

I am left knowing the truth

Removing the reverse Noh mask

Anger hatred and despise under my control

A caged demon pacing in my soul

The prisoner struggling to be free

Crossing blades of two wills

How long can I survive

This death battle in my heart and soul?

Welcome to my distorted reality