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Silence whispers in my ear

Lying alone in the dark with nothing

Only my thoughts keep me company

Twisting and turning and never ending

A silent chaos driving me crazy

As daylight breaks I begin another day

Another day lost and confused

Still plagued by those thoughts

Trapped inside my mind

Reality blurs with fantasy

As much as I fight it I welcome it

A way to forget for a moment

Forget the silence

Forget the emptiness

Forget the chaos

Forget

If only those moments lasted forever

Standing right there on the edge, just a breath away

I can't back away as the shadows call my name

In those depths the hope of release lies

Leaning over and letting go

I fall

With arms spread wide, a smile on my face



Daily I sit in this oppression

Daily I struggle with repression

Inwardly I'm crying

Wearing a plastic mask, a molded smile

Slowly, so slowly I'm dying



Standing right there on the edge, just a breath away

I can't back away as the shadows call my name

In those depths the hope of release lies

Leaning over and letting go

I fall

With arms spread wide, a smile on my face



Always hiding from the world

Always avoiding reality

Inside I'm shut off

Behind walls of fantasy, a fortress escape

Deeply, so deeply I'm sleeping



All I wish is to breathe

To breathe without the pain

All I want is to live

To live without the rage

All I desire is to love

To love without this hate

So I run, run within my mind

I run to find my way

I run away from this life

Before it consumes me



Escaping in fiction and fantasy

Escaping in ecstasy and pain

Within I feel numb

Overwhelming emotions burn, a rampant chaos

Harshly, so harshly I'm breaking



Standing right there on the edge, just a hair away

I can't back away as the shadows call my name

In those depths the hope of release lies

No more holding back, not anymore

I scream a scream to be free of it all

Leaning forward and letting go

I fall

With arms spread wide, a smile on my face