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OKay so...I haven't dated since like...2007? Or there about. I never dated in high school mostly because I was shy and not pretty, (still not pretty). The one guy I met in high school was Kale and I of course fell head over heels and tried to get his attention which failed he just mocked me.



After a few months of him mocking me he over dosed on medication and I was the only want that visited him in the hospital and that stuck with him. After he got out we hung out more and he ended up being my first kiss, sex, etc.



We were never what you'd say "boyfriend/girlfriend".



After Kale was James which lasted less then a month when he told me he loved me and wanted to get married.



After that I didn't date. I fucked but never dated.



James (stalker)

Sean (drunk mistake)

Matt (fwb that ended up wanting to date me and ended bad)

Colby (laughable)

Tyler (one night stand)

(drunk person guy don't remember)

And a few one night stands. Over all I think I'm at like 11 guys.



Guys ask me out...a lot...I just feel nothing and I'm just repulsed by them.



Anyway since April there is this guy at work CT who is just...unf. Problem...several actually...

He's 19. I'm 27.

He hasn't finished High School and I'm studying for my GRE for my Masters.

He has a girlfriend of five years.



We hung out on my birthday, drank, smoked, and fucked. We decided to be fwb...I like him and he has a gf of five years. WTF am I thinking???