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I couldn't believe I've finally decided to tell Gerard how I felt. At first when I heard that he broke up with Amy I knew I had to make my move. I wasn't going to let another girl swoop in like Amy did. The only thing was I still had to end it with Matt. It was bad enough I was dating him to get my mind off of Gerard, but I couldn't bring myself to profess my love still tied to Matt. Matt had been a jerk recently but that would've been too cruel. Besides he wouldn't even try to kiss me if I was still with Matt, and I really wanted to have our first kiss tonight. I had it planned out so well.



I would meet Matt at Current Park around 5:30 p.m. , about sunset. Then Gee was supposed to meet me there about an hour later. I was hoping I would have everything with Matt said and done before he got there but in case I needed a reason to leave I could use him as an excuse to drop the subject for tonight. Then Matt would probably leave and then we could talk.



I had a feeling Matt knew this was coming and hopefully wouldn't want to try and work things out. There was nothing to work out. I was using him and I really wanted to stop this. he needed to go on with his life, leaving me behind praying for Gerard's feelings to be the same, so I could go on with mine.



I arrived at the park 10 minutes early so I could pick a good spot, away from other people so I could have both meetings with a small amount of privacy. To my surprise Matt's car was already there. He wasn't in it , so I figured he had already went to find a spot. Then it hit me. Matt has never been on time for anything in his life! He must know what this was about. My heart was eased a bit maybe this wasn't going to be so hard, I thought. But I was so wrong.