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So I see my self as the main heroin in my book....I am finding it hard to write the back stories of my other characters...cause I'm not in them...so I get board and distracted....

The more my story grows the more people die. Is that a bad thing?

Ok so Gearard Way is my FREE Screw card with my husband... whether he wants to give me one or not!



He voice gets me HOT, he's good looking but not fake-ish, he likes to change things up, he is real with stuff in his life and I'm 100% sure we would be great friend if we had ever meet. Blah BlAh blAH!! He's SO GREAT and YOUR SO BOARD now....



Anyway what better way to dream but on paper? Where everything is made up, never happened and its not just Lustful thinking...it creative!



Well I have wrote before in my journal that I wrote a small unfinished story about a girl named Piper....see where the name comes in? ANYWAY so Piper is in this story again....I have gotten a lot farther on this because well....I think I gained a ounce of attention span with the years...



So I dreamed some of it and drew some inspiration from MCR's music......only my interpretation of it. Ex. Like what type of stoiy was He (Gerard) trying to tell with the song and what real life experiences might have inspired that song. Like I said we have never meet and I'm not a very good stalker so this has nothing to do with what might have happened in his real life. (it's funnier this way, this is a fiction not a biographie). So let me make this VERY CLEAR....



YES GEE IS IN MY BOOK BUT THIS IS NOT A FAN FIC!!!!



None of the other band members are in it ( there is a band though ,Black Eyes) , Gee has no brother and is not even from New Jersey.

He is simply there for my character to ogle...which she does. This Is Piper's story and she's gonna do what she wants with it.



The story has really come along way. I have read and seen interviews with writers, but never really got what they where talking about when they said that the story JUST HAD to go a certain way or that their characters talked to them....that kind of crazy shit happens when your brain is working overtime!



I had half the story in my head before I stated writing...YES WRITING...on PAPER!!! Thats why I don't know when pieces of it with get to the net because I suck a spelling and can only type 20 WPM IF I know what I'm writing, not going over notes. Whatever, it will happen because I want it to this time.



So half the story was concrete in my mind, just needed a heck-a-lot of details. So I can say that its going to be true to what I always thought I wanted it to be but will also be better. I did an event outline and I think I would really like this book if I was to pick it off the shelves. I filled in a buch of time gapes in it with stuff that I think really fits with my characters and I'm really getting to know why I had them do the things that they do as I write there back stories. It all blends really well and I am so on edge! So are a few people who have heard me talk about it.



But when I think about the project like I'm the reader....I ask myself does this part have to go this way? AND why bother talking about that person? As a whole finished project...I see why.



I'm really happy with where this is heading. It really something good, not just a new way to fantasize about a Rock Star. Gerards' cool but MY Gee is who I'm In love with and I understand that they are two different entity's. Which is good because it gives me true freedom.

My Story-book Gee!