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So he does want me.... it the old "it's not you it's me", line. Sad thing is I know I'll give him a chance. but not for a while.

I'm going to the Tempe Music Fest......to see MCR!!!!



I swear i get wet every time I think about it. Think happy thoughts, think happy thoughts, think happy!



I'm going to try not to yell "I love U Gerard!!!" Yeah my sister will slap me.

I haven't always been pretty.

BUT...

I have always been cute.



I haven't always been slender. (still aren't)

BUT...

I have always had nice curves.



I haven't always liked what was in the mirror.

BUT...

I have always found great fetchers.



I haven't always liked my appearance.

BUT..

WHO HAS! But now I am really starting to have doubts.



I have recently fallen into the deadly girl trap of low self-esteem. And now I have been dealt a deadly blow.



I haven't been In love many times but I don't think this is a good sign.



My Best Male Friend and I were having some fun. We were making out on the bed, he was starting to take off my pants... then, he suggested that I go back to what I was doing. Meaning before we started messing around.



WTF!



I didn't say anything. Didn't do anything weired.

I wasn't really that into the Idea! I thought it was what he wanted to do. I guess I just don't have the power anymore.

I got out to the club without a date which is fine, I still have a lot of fun. But the same thing happens every time... I wanna make out/grope or be groped. Try as I may I don't' think I would ever be the Full on Promiscuous Girl , I wouldn't take anyone home after . But I always get really relaxed and well, turned on. Then I get to go home and be alone. At lease if I had a Lesbian to make out with at the bar I wouldn't feel so let down after a good night out.