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I have always felt energy flow throughout my body especially tingling/buring in my hands plus many other symptoms of a psychic vampire started during puberty. Except that I have little desire to feed of the energy of others and instead of making others around me feel cranky or tired they feel happy and at ease and no one ever gets mad at or argues with me.



I was in two very serious relationships where both men loved me to the point of bending over backwards for me. Then after a short period of seperation in both cases they suddenly fell out of love and felt confused that being apart made their love wane when in all logic it should have gotten stronger. The two men who never met both said they slowly felt the distance grow between us. I on the other had missed the physical inimacy.



Its strange because when I say "intimacy" my friends always think I mean physical. But I'm a virgin so that has nothing to do with it. I can't explain to them that to me touching someone is very difficult for me it stings, I feel that person and they start to fill me up till I feel like I could burst. Just with a touch. And I just don't tell ppl cause I don't think that they would understand.



But I feel there might be someone out there that feels the same way I do and then actual intercourse wouldn't frighten me because i'd know the other person would be feeling me like I was feeling them