Being who I am, I've come to realize that there are some things I love being a part of an those are the army, my wife's life, an well being on here. I've been away from home for damn near six months. I can't wait to be home. 3 more weeks till I'm home. Being a part of my wife's Life is the best part of everything. Funny thing is ya'll might know her. Slipmagg01 is my world. Being a part of Vampire Rave let's me be the person I have to lock in a box when I'm around other people. My wife knows who I truly am but since she told me an help me find Vampire Rave I can be more of myself.
The I think about her the more I crave her. She is so wonderful. Her touch breaks through an makes me feel wanted. She is my goddess
The more I think, the more I fall in this deep dark hole of nothingness. It scares me a little but is very interesting at the same time. I guess it's just me. However, I know I will fight an claw my way out of any situation like this.
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don't be scared...that is your downfall.....just remember who you are and love that part....for showing you the truth....of the world.....remember.....your allowing this to happen to yourself....you cannot be possessed or lost....unless you believe it in the first place.....remember the parts of your personality that never change your favorite memories of yourself....that will anchor you... and you will learn things science cannot teach you....it ends up being that advanced
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