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i feel the weight of the world, this happens every once and all for all of us, but i'm sick of it already...if only people understand that words hurt more than punches. My family disgusts me, screwing each other over, planning my future, little do they know i have a plan that'll fuck there's over. I don't care what they will think, I don't care what they'll say I know what I want, and I don't need them to get it. I love them, but until they all fucking learn, what's the use in trying to speak. So in my head i snicker, and on my face is a scowl. I like smiling better. That's why I have jason, jason is everything to me, he saved me, he's going to take us out of this mess, everything he does is for us. Everything for us, he doesn't have selfish bone in his body...I love him. I love him so much for caring, for helping, for just being there, He's just fucking amazing. i see no screen trying to divert me as my mind does often, there's nothing but him and those green eyes, and that smile that's all mind. I love him so so so much.

today i found out that i like blood, but not when it inflicts pain or causes death..today i figured this out...Blood is precious, it's somthing to be shared with someone you love, it's someone submissing themselves to you, your supposed to take care of them...your supposed to protect them...